She Can Handle More Than She Used To! Heres To Breaking The Cycle - Tumblr Posts

her new years resolution without fail for the past year or two has been to quit smoking.. unfortunately that numbers gone up by 1 shes gotten better about it tho! like she can hold on longer and she doesn't smoke as much like its not nonstop she can handle more than she used to! heres to breaking the cycle always loved the song link since i first heard it the lyrics suit the story/narrative whatever word is more appropriate i have for her in my head its not cute sad terrible and raw emotionally raw and gripping luv her peace and love shes doing better/her life is moving down a more positive and productive lane she won't admit it though atleast compared with whats objectively her worst or when things were really in shambles she doesn't want to hope and be dissapointed anymore especially not by herself its worse when its her fault hope for nothing think the worst and be pleasantly suprised with things going well or better than expected? she thinks so ngl i fall into that headspace atleast 90% of the time too hope ur all doing okay <3 take care of urself best u can the world is fucked up and has the ppl who r just trying to live screwed up too i really hope life gets better for everyone shes in her late(r) 20s for sure 25-31 24 at the absolute youngest obviously all up for change i've never been through addiction atleast not with substances tho ppl in my family have so any tidbits/pointers are welcome i dont plan on taking anything do to w her and her story further atleast not on here not yet if i ever do but its helpful/good to know either way even if its just for me to try and understand and file away in my brainage