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The only thing I have left is my children
After I lost everything and the people dearest to me, I did not know what to do except think about saving my children’s lives and taking them out of the war zone. Please donate or share the link.
You are my only hope.
I didn't get any donations
art by the.gauntlets
Dr. Huda Abu Khater's Instagram
gofundme to help them
I was just talking to Ahmed @90-ghost (alongside Av, who might be reading this, idk if they’d like to be part of this post tho). He has given me permission to write a post about our conversation.
This whole thing has gotten Ahmed to the point where he admits he’s started to hate tumblr after 12 years of being on here. He has over 3k messages in his inbox and can’t handle it right now, his brother and other family members are still in Gaza and he himself doesn’t have the money to help them out. I’ve noticed that donations have slowed among palestinian fundraisers in general, before this whole debacle that a few individuals on this site started. this is anecdotal, but I know Ahmed gets like $30-$50 per week in donations at this point, and that barely makes a dent in his and his family’s needs. Remember that people in Gaza need to pay massively inflated prices for what basic necessities are available right now. I think things are looking pretty dire to the people who would like to flee Gaza but don’t have the money. It already was dire that Egyptian government, working in lockstep with Israel and the west, charges $5k+ to Ghazzawis. Hala Agency, Ibrahim Al-Argani, and the other scumbags running the Egyptian state are all demons and they’ve lined their pockets throughout this genocide. But I digress—it was dire already and now the enthusiastic aid that helped people like Ahmed seems to have run dry.
All that is to say: Ahmed can’t continue to verify peoples’ documents or promote their fundraisers at this stage. He’s privately talked to hundreds of Ghazzawis and looked at their IDs, and he was the only person doing it for a while (a very small handful of other Palestinian users on here were doing it, but they’ve also gotten overwhelmed and stopped). When he was in Gaza, Ahmed was displaced multiple times, left sleeping in tents or on the streets while in active physical danger, starving, forced to drink unsafe water, and often sick. It’s not an exaggeration to say that his body and mind have been pushed to the limit. When he told me he’s depressed all day after doing this work while attracting a ton of negativity, I told him he’s allowed to stop for the sake of his own health, because frankly he needs to focus on his physical recovery. There’s nothing selfish about that, it’s not sustainable for him to be doing this, particularly not when he’s still under the immense stress of his brother and other relatives remaining in Gaza and relying on him for help.
Since I know people will ask: I currently don’t know of anyone on tumblr who still vets fundraisers. Everyone I know of who did has had to stop. I don’t know about the inner workings of Operation Olive Branch, but they seem to be one of a few collectives with enough members to distribute this work. It IS work, and those of us who have tried to do it have done so with a low failure rate (el-shab-hussein and nabulsi’s spreadsheet had over 200 entries and they misidentified a scam as legitimate ONCE). I hope everyone will be more considerate towards the people at collectives like OOB.
This has always been a matter of personal discretion. The vetting process some users tried to implement on here is meant to help people who want to help and accept the risk of offering aid to strangers. If you don’t trust bloggers who’ve been proudly Palestinian on this site for years, that’s up to you—genuinely, it’s fair to think “I don’t know this person and I don’t know what standards they’re operating on.” In the future, anyone who has such concerns should consider asking good-faith questions to the people involved and to converse with them like adults before jumping to accusations, conspiratorial posts, etc.
Evacuation Fund For Rajaa, Khaled and Karam!
(vetted by 90-ghost here and here)
Hello! I'm making another post about my friends Rajaa and Khaled (@rajaagaza and @khaled-gaza) and their baby boy Karam. They're currently stuck in Gaza, living under horrible conditions. There is no reprieve from the heat, there is no fresh water, there is no food. They are under constant threat of attacks. Everything is exorbitantly priced and Rajaa and Khaled are desperate to ensure their and their child's survival by evacuating to Egypt.
Unfortunately, the price to cross the border is incredibly high right now. It's about $5,000 for adults and $2,500 for children. Rajaa and Khaled have an overall goal of $20,000 CAD to cover these expenses, in addition to the expenses associated with the daily cost of living once in Egypt.
I cannot stress enough how urgent this is. There's talks of the border opening soon, and Rajaa and Khaled need these funds to be able to escape. Their baby is only one-and-a-half years old. He is suffering from malnutrition. Karam was seven months old when this war started, which means he has known terror, hunger and displacement longer than he has known peace, security and comfort.
I've been speaking to Rajaa whenever she has internet access, and it's always a relief to hear from her. It's also painful, because I know how much she and her family are suffering, and there's so little I can do to help them. I implore you to do what you can to help them escape Gaza and build a new life together.
Rajaa and Khaled are looking to raise an initial goal of $8,000 CAD, which would cover the cost of Karam's travel expenses, along with Rajaa or Khaled. They are hoping that the remaining $5,000 will be raised in time so that both of them can cross with their child at the same time, but the situation is dire and this $8,000 goal is the minimum they need for one of them + their baby. This is so achievable!
They've raised $5,568 CAD so far after months of fundraising! They're only $2,432 CAD away from that first goal!
If you're in the U.S your money will go particularly far. $5 CAD is currently equivalent to $3.60 USD. You truly do not have to donate much to make a significant impact here. Any amount you are able to give makes a world of difference. If you do not have the means to donate anything, please reblog this regardless in order to help keep momentum going!
@/bartholomew-junior is offering art in exchange for as little as a $5USD donation to Rajaa and Khaled's campaign!
Thank you for taking the time to read this. Let's help Rajaa, Khaled and Karam as much as we can!
$5,568 CAD/ $8,000 CAD
$2,432 remaining til they reach their short-term goal!
tagging for reach, so sorry! if you don't want to be tagged anymore just lmk! <3
@appsa @brutaliakhoa @akajustmerry @shesnake @7bitter @schoolhater @brownpaperhag @meaganfoster @briarhips @sawasawako @1995lahaine @watermotif @stuckinapril @dontgettorturedbitch2 @poetrylesbian @furiousfinnstan
link to the tweet
Please support Shoroq in any way you can! She is only £186 away from her goal!!
£8,314 raised out of £8,500 as of 08/03
who was so annoying they made up the word obnoxious, ik it wasn’t me i wasn’t born unless they did it in preparation awaiting anticipating my presence
3463k raised of 80k goal on 26/07/24 2:40pm
You'll never know how strong you are until strength is your only option."
From the heart of Gaza, these words become more true than ever. I am Bilal Abed Rabou, and I stand before you as a survivor of five wars, an academic student at Al-Azhar University and a software developer from the besieged Gaza Strip. I witnessed the devastating effects of these conditions firsthand
.
We were a family, living in peace, love and warmth. But everything changed when conflict and despair swept through our lives. Living in Gaza means confronting ongoing conflict, struggling against poverty and the lack of basic necessities to live. Life is very difficult, and even the simplest tasks seem impossible. Yet, despite all the chaos and pain, we remained grounded by the warmth of our love and the strength of our spirits.
Even six months ago, everything changed. Our once home turned into a mess and everything we cherished. Since then, we have been lost, clinging to a world of uncertainty and despair. We left our badly damaged home with only a few things. Since then, our lives have been threatened
with every passing minute.
But now, there is no longer a reason to stay in this place full of suffering, where we are deprived of even the most basic and important rights, education, security and peace.
Our hearts hurt because of all this injustice. We were willing to endure anything to keep our family together and provide comfort and care for our father in his time of need.
With each passing day, our despair grows and our burdens grow heavier. We need your help to break the cycle of suffering, rebuild our shattered dreams, pave the way to a better future, and reunite with our family. Your support is not just a lifeline; Rather, it is a beacon of hope in our darkest moments.
Here you will find our whole story
And here is the direct donation's link
Heloo
Im wafaa from Gaza ..i need your help if you can
Please donate to save my life and my family 🍉🇵🇸
Asking for help is not easy, I ask for a small donation of only 20€ from each person, 20€ will save my family from death in Gaza 💔 Donate through the link in bio (gofundme) Together, we can achieve our goal within a day and provide crucial support to me and my family in Gaza. Your contribution means everything to us and in these difficult times your kindness is our greatest hope. We are very grateful for any assistance you can provide and thank you for your kindness and generosity in our time of need
https://gofund.me/27fab415
3746k of 100k goal on 23-07-24 at 1:17pm
https://www.tumblr.com/karamrafeek/754196219096694784/help-karam-al-nabih-and-his-family-rebuild-their?source=share
Hello, I hope you and your family are well. Can you please help me recycle the post on my account? 🌺 And help rescue my family from the war in Gaza? 🙏🙏
Hello everyone, I am Karam Al Nabih from Gaza. All my dreams have been shattered now in Gaza. I am a software engineer in my last semester, but now my home, my dreams, and my university have been destroyed.
All my dreams have been destroyed 😞 I hope you share , support and donate
Repoooost & donate please after read my story, that's urgent! 🇵🇸🍉
Donate even if it is 10 euros or 15 euros or more، The smallest donation makes a difference in my family's life!!🙏🙏
is currently at 11000€/20000€
https://gofund.me/7c433301
Vatted by @nabulsi @90-ghost
11k of 20k goal as of 23-07-24 1:15pm
Hi, I am Omar Hilles
This is my third account after the other two were suspended
I'm fighting for everyone and just want help with my campaign
I didn't do anything illegal, I just asked for help
I hope you can help me by donating or sharing
Hello, my name is Yousef Hilles from Gaza. I followed my campaign and was verified by @el-shab-hussein I hope you can help Campaign number (206)
https://www.gofundme.com/f/btuqqt-save-my-familys-life
6935k of 23k goal on 23-07-24 1am
Wishing you and your wife and children the very best. You all deserve so much better.
Urgent Plea from Wafaa: Save Her Daughters and Grandchildren
Wafaa's family is verified by Hussein (@el-shab-hussein) and Nairuz (@nabulsi) on their spreadsheet (family number 171).
As you may know, tumblr shadowbanned Wafaa on her old blog for three times in two weeks, which prompted her to create a new (now defunct) blog, which lost messaging within 12 hours of creating it, and then promptly got deleted without notice. The response I got when approaching staff about the frequent shadowbans Wafaa was dealt can be read here. tumblr refused to restore Wafaa's account and said any new blog would experience the same treatment.
By now Wafaa has not seen her 6 hardworking daughters (who all have promising careers and educations in front of them) as well as her 4 grandchildren (the oldest of them being 5 years old, and the youngest of whom is born in December of last year, just 6 months old) in five months.
Three weeks ago, Wafaa received news that her beloved sister and niece were both martyred by an iof bombing. Wafaa is anxious to not lose any of her other loved ones and hopes to reach her campaign goal before the start of August, which is when unofficial sources have said Rafah crossing will be opening again.
I would also like to bring your attention to one of Wafaa's daughters, who had to give birth in a compromised hospital in December while suffering from an intense chest wound from iof bomb shrapnel. She was unable to get sufficient prenatal nor postpartum care for herself nor her son, and now is suffering major complications not just from inadequate care but also from infection from her badly healed chest wound. Because of stress and infection, Wafaa's daughter has not been able to breastfeed her infant son, who because of this has been suffering from malnutrition, which could have debilitating long term effects.
Please, do not look away from this family. We have raised about 84% for Wafaa already, let's maintain this momentum until the end of the month to reunite Wafaa with them!!!
Currently €42,369 raised of €50,000 goal as of July 21. That's €7,631 left to raise to complete the overall campaign goal!
We raised only €159 for Wafaa in the last 2 hours, so any reblogs and donations to the best of your ability is greatly appreciate to help Wafaa's daughters, her grandchildren, and the new mother and her infant son!!!
Raffles that you can enter by donating to Wafaa:
beautiful journals available until July 31 provided by @turian for any proof of donation to Wafaa for at least €5. more details see @journalsforpalestine
wonderful art commissions provided by @aristotels here which ends July 23 for proof of donation for at least €10 to Wafaa.
6286k raised of 40k goal on 22-07-24, 2:56pm
Escape from bombing..💔
Are you just tired of these kinds of videos coming from Gaza Strip that asks you to not skip and to interact with it by donating or boosting it? Well maybe you are right, but guess what? We're also tired of living in this reality for a whole 9 months. So, it's not that much when we say that you are our only hope We literally mean it because you really are..🤍
Watching this video, you can see and may be imagine the horrible life that we live in here. This is how the Israeli military forced us to escape from our houses at the midnight by Ambulances and the Palestinian Red Crescent after violent attacks with heavy missiles and white phosphorus in our region. Flee with nothing but the clothes on our backs to search for safer place for my children who are screaming in fear. 😞
Like what else should we say so we can get your attention? What else are we supposed to lose so we can reach to safety and escape this genocide and this hell? 💔🍉
With profound sorrow, I implore your generosity as we endure this unimaginable ordeal. Your contribution can mean the difference between survival and oblivion for my family, and for this, we are eternally grateful. I believe your donation can offer us the chance to rebuild a new future for our children. Please help us, we need your help, support our campaign. 🙏🙏
Note: Verified by @90-ghost, Check Here
Please take a minute to read our story in Gaza, after I lost my home for the third time, we lost our work, and we are in a tragic situation.
This sums up my daughter's situation with her four siblings. She cannot continue living without your help. Donate, share the story and send it to your friends. Any small amount helps save my children's lives, share now on your account.
https://www.tumblr.com/monashamali/755533032132395008/donate-to-help-the-munna-tashmali-family-rebuild?source=share
The campaign has been verified by Nabulsi
https://www.tumblr.com/nabulsi/754393532315353089/donate-to-help-the-munna-tashmali-family-rebuild
4,912k of 30k target on 22/07/24, 2:30pm
On the Same Planet but in Different Worlds: Gazans are Humans Too!
Allow me to point out some of the blessings that people, unlike those in the strange scary world of Gaza, are inclined to take for granted and rarely do they reflect on:
Plenty of food, vegetables, and fruits.
Electricity 24/7.
Drinkable water 24/7.
No horrifying sounds of explosions, no head-splitting buzzing of Israeli drones in their sky, and no scary shaking of their houses because of the continuous bombardment.
No fear of ending up buried under the rubble of their cozy beautiful houses.
No scary thoughts about getting killed in an airstrike before drifting off at night.
Access to quality education for them and their children.
A plea from one family to another: kindly help me get my family to a safe place before I lose them forever. The situation in Gaza only moves from bad to worse. My family is stranded in the most hellish conditions ever, so I am dedicating to helping them evacuate to Egypt as soon as possible.
Join me in securing a dignified safe life for my family and a prosperous future for the children who have been deprived of education for a year.
Even worse, it seems they won't receive any education for another year at least as the ravaging cruel war continues and most Schools have been viciously and devilishly destroyed. Your support is a lifeline for my family and a chance for a better future for them. It is just too early for them to depart to heaven!
Please donate, reblog, and share.
Note: Vetted by:
1. @el-shab-hussein and @nabulsi # 151 on the spreadsheet of Vetted Gaza Fundraisers List]
2. @fallahifag here # 4 on the list.
3. @riding-with-the-wild-hunt Here #5.
@riding-with-the-wild-hunt @ibtisams @vakarians-babe
@sayruq @fairuzfan @sar-soor @fallahifag
@ficsforgaza @aria-ashryver
@el-shab-hussein @taamarrud @humanvoicebox @plomegranate @queerstudiesnatural @commissions4aid-international @nabulsi @stil-lindigo @soon-palestine @communistchilchuck @palestinegenocide @northgazaupdates2 @northgazaupdates @ghost-and-a-half @kyra45-helping-others @kyra45 @commissions4aid-international @feluka @sayruq @nabulsi @occupationsurfer @elierlick @evelyn-art-05 @bibyebae
@7amaspayrollmanager @humanvoicebox @kaapstadgirl
@dimonds456-art @communistchilchuck
@palestinegenocide @ghost-and-a-half
@7amaspayrollmanager
@kaapstadgirly @annoyingloudmicrowavecultist
@marnota @toughknit @flower-tea-fairies
@thetitancurse @vivisection-gf @communistchameleon
@raelyn-dreams @troythecatfish @the-bastard-king
@4ft10tvlandfangirl @awetistic-things @gentl3m4n
@baby-girl-aaron-dessner
Please help me and my family from the Gaza wa
Hello, my name is Musab. I am 22 years old. I study medical equipment engineering at Al-Azhar University in Gaza
My dreams were simple, hoping that my life would continue as I wished. I persevered and hoped to build a future for myself and my family, but what happened was something I never expected because of the war that I and my family were exposed to. I lost my job and my passion for continuing my studies, my home, and a number of my family members because of the destruction and bombing that we were exposed to, which Many have been affected by it during the recent period
. I can no longer bear the costs of living and studying without money or the slightest assistance, and with this we now live without money, food, or livable shelterTrying hard to get what would keep me alive and to complete my studies from these harsh conditions. Today I appeal to people of human conscience to help
I just want the opportunity to get enough money for food, then for shelter, and then to complete my studies, and to achieve my dream of being an engineer and contributing to the progress of my society. I believe and am determined that if I get sufficient support, I will be able to succeed and rebuild my life and the life of my family
I wish you a happy life
Hello, 👋
I hope you’re well.
I am reaching out with a heavy heart to ask for your help. Could you please reblog this post on your account to help save my family? I am new to Tumblr and GoFundMe, and we are in desperate need of your support 🙏❤️.
This my account:{https://gofund.me/23f6654d}
Thank you 🌹
please share their posts, gofundme links etc. verified to my knowledge.
you and all deserve safety, health and ability/room to flourish. you deserve the ability to actually live your life without horrible displacement, violence, trauma, terrors, such unnatural loss. all of which an understatement. love to you and your family, all the best wishes in your studies and future, i hope and wish your family and others stability, healing and health. 💕
1,567 of 7,000 target! on 21/07/24.
trust instagram and youtube users to make a comment section a hellscape. clicking on most recent comments is a fckn dice roll
Names of scam accounts
A post compiling assorted names from scammers running medical,vet bills,and insulin scams, and more. All names listed here have been recorded from confirmed scam accounts, often hidden in multicolored text. These names are likely stolen off real people who are now being impersonated. Please make sure you haven’t sent money to these names from accounts that are relatively new. These may also appear in other scams.
This update is a WIP so it will regularly update.
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Lucymkira | Steve mwit | AGNES KEBWARO | Mwanasiti Heri | Stella Sipeto | sophia magubo | Martin Gomba | Sarah Migiro | Luciana |
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Names used in scams pretending to be in Palestine:
Rawan Abu'M (this name is impersonating a real person from a legitimate GoFundMe.) | maryline Otieno | Nicholas Ochieng | Jeff Owino | Grahy Marwa | Taheera Abdallah | Gloria Naomi | Amisi Twaleh | Salima Abdallah | Aisha Mahmood | Remmy Cheptau | Newton ombogo | Godwin Okoth | AHMED SHIMBIR | Wafula Valentine | Rahwan AbdiMahady (same reason as the above; Impersonating a name from a legitimate GoFundMe.) | Nada'r Ab hussein | DIANA MUTENYO | Hakim Malfadho | Leila Rajab | Elizabeth Omasete | George Ochieng | Cecil Wangila | Leila Rajab | Emmily Kimesis | hezron onyango | christine wambura | princereinhard baraka | Iyvon Wabuyele | Wafula Valentine | Raobh Tingo | Sophia Magubo | Sharon Opiyo | Nada,r Ab'r Hus'sein | Jared Orwa | Zalka Yusuf | Khriytine wambura | Ann Stephen | Niva Wangila | Dorine nanjala | Taheera Mohammed | Dorine nanjala | Jastus Kimanzi | Paul Sila | Sussy Wamela | Mwanasiti Heri | Emily Mwelu | Hakim Abdi | Rasher Onchweri
Learn more about Simmers for Palestine here
Hi, I am Youssef Helles
This is my third account after the other two were suspended
I'm fighting for everyone and just want help with my campaign
I didn't do anything illegal, I just asked for help
I hope you can help me by donating or sharing
Hello, my name is Yousef Hilles from Gaza. I followed my campaign and was verified by @el-shab-hussein I hope you can help Campaign number (206)
https://www.gofundme.com/f/btuqqt-save-my-familys-life
These are all actual conversations I had with @mohammedayesh . In fact, while I was working on finishing this comic today, he sent me a video of bomber planes flying above them. There is not a single place in Gaza that is safe.
BUT YOU CAN HELP BEFORE IT IS TOO LATE
Please support Mohammed if you can by donating to his campaign or his PayPal below. He is less than €3000 away from his goal of €15,000. If you cannot donate, then please share. Let’s bring him hope that he can evacuate safely!! <3
I’ve been contacted by Nesma @nesmamomen and asked to share her fundraiser to get her family to safety, both the link here and her blog have extensive details of her situation and her families displacement and increasingly suffering physical health. This has been vetted by nabulsi, and @appsa has made a post about their personal friendship as well as some updates to her families situation from their correspondence.
They have reached $74,214 raised of $80,000 goal which is less than $6000 away from their target. this is INCREDIBLY close to reaching their goal and the situation is urgent. Please consider sharing or donating what you can
The Graveyard of Children and the Big Oven in Scorching Summer: Devastated Gaza
Note: [Vetted by el-shab-hussein and nabulsi. # 151 on the spreadsheet of Vetted Gaza Fundraisers List]
A plea from a Gazan family struggling to survive to another family in a better place on the same planet: we need your support in dodging bombs raining down on Gaza around the clock! We long for peace and safety! We long for a NORMAL life!
Life becomes incredibly unbearable in these scorching hot summer days turning tents into ovens that boil the blood in my family's veins. Even worse, the angel of death is taking the lives of so many helpless women, children, and elderly as you are reading this post.
As much as it weighs heavily on my burdened dear-stricken heart to say this, Gaza has gained more infamous nicknames during the ongoing genocide besides 'the biggest open-air prison in the world". Now, it is also an 'uninhabitable ghost city', 'the graveyard of children', and a 'blood bath'.
Only yesterday, Netanyahu, who is still thirsty for the blood of our children, made a press stating that the ravaging war on Gaza will continue. This means that my family, along with thousands of other families, will continue to run in a vicious circle of displacement, running from death, mass murder, hunger, thirst, and fear for life.
Please decide to take tangible action today to help my family evacuate as soon as possible to Egypt. I cannot lose them!
Please donate, reblog, and share everywhere you can.
🍉🍉 ❤️🩹🌷
@riding-with-the-wild-hunt @ibtisams @vakarians-babe @90-ghost
@sayruq @fairuzfan @sar-soor @fallahifag
@el-shab-hussein @taamarrud @humanvoicebox @plomegranate @queerstudiesnatural @commissions4aid-international @nabulsi @stil-lindigo @soon-palestine @communistchilchuck @palestinegenocide @northgazaupdates2 @northgazaupdates @ghost-and-a-half @kyra45-helping-others @kyra45 @commissions4aid-international @feluka @sayruq @nabulsi @occupationsurfer @elierlick @evelyn-art-05 @bibyebae