She Really Adores Me For Some Reason Since The Very Start And It Was Kinda Confusing At First - Tumblr Posts

it felt like a workout i didnt breathe the whole time but then right after some user posted a video in which he played the same song with super perfect score on every single hit and i was like Holy Fuck no matter how good you think you are there is always some other dude who does it better than you tenfold this is a game i started to play a few weeks ago. i've even found a new friend there. she's 25 and lives on the other side of the globe she's very sweet and compliments my shitty english often she really adores me for some reason since the very start and it was kinda confusing at first well not until i figured that we actually play on the steam-exclusive server lol i had a chat with a few people in my mother tongue there and it genuinely ruined my day my in-game block list is full and i don't usually block anyone on any platform. steam users are build different i guess so it was one in a million chance of us to meet each other lol we have a lot in common. its bizzare even but at the same time we're pretty much the opposites. she likes black. she wants to be shorter. she has a fiancé. she also lives in usa a few days ago she has sent me a photo of the local protesters outside the cafe she was eating at with the caption like “in the land of freedom there are protesters everywhere” and i got really sad i flashbacked to a few years ago when i was trying to run away from the local police officers while attending the protest its not the “trying to run away” part that got me traumatised for life but the idea of freedom in my country as a whole ngl that day unironically kinda deformed my faith in humanity. my adolescent naivety and bravery had gone ever since this is so sad i fear despacito won't be enough to fix this what a shitty time to be alive dont you think but if i keep thinking about the stuff i cant control or change no matter how hard i try i will spiral into insanity in a heartbeat anyway i think she's really cute as well. she also has two cats that she loves so i've finally found a person to send all the cat memes to also not that long ago some cat-loving english-speaking user wrote to me here and we talked sweetly for a little while they've told me my crochets are cute and it genuinely made my day better. not because of the compliment but tge thought behind it english-speaking cat lovers you should know that you're the sweetest people i've ever encountered in my life but im afraid that my prediabities will develop into diabetes if we keep this up (im not against it) i wish every person on earth is this kind this escalated quickly i guess. lets just look at me struggling to keep up with the buttons on the screen