Shocked And Upset - Tumblr Posts

Welp, this one’s gunna be pretty specific to me...

So not sure if anyone is gunna relate or anything, but I just gotta get it out...

So I was having a good time with my best friend, great time, drank a little, thinking about how I love this person, I adore them. They are great and I can just be so udderly me with them...

But of course it haaad to be ruined

I’ve been having some PCOS issues, hormones going all out of wack. So I’ve got some acne troubles and some slight facial hair crap on my lip (typical shit for PCOS)

And my friend decided to point this out, okay I guess, a little upsetting because I already know it’s there, we don’t have to point it out and you don’t have to let me know that you know, but okay maybe it’s just curiosity of what’s up because I’ve never had that before..

So I tell them, oh it’s because of the hormone problem, my dr told me about it, that it’s there because of the PCOS going full fledged right now.

So they say, “oh wow really? I figured it could cause acne problems, but I didn’t think it would turn you into a man”

Cool

Thanks

I guess I can’t actually just be comfortable being me around you as much as I thought I could...

Thanks

"i'm not triggered or upset by or even ideologically opposed to it, i just associate it with something so bad that i can't enjoy it anymore" is such a frustrating relationship to have with a piece of media