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i was really dramatic, it ended like 3 hours ago and i lived. my classes are pretty good thank god :)!! actually pretty excited to see where i end up this year
i have two hours till i have to be there and ive already cried twice what is wrong with me
when my mom doesn't show up to predetermined plans and im suddenly 10 years old again fighting and crying into my dads chest about how my mom doesn't love me anymore
"How strange it is to be anything at all?" but in a i wish i was a boy but i also love being a girl but also i would love it much more if i was a guy but girlhood but boyhood but being seen as normal but i dont want to be "normal" but i need to be but all my problems would be solved with a haircut but a haircut gave me all my problems but maybe i should just suck it up and wear a drsss but maybe ill fly out a fucking window if i have to but but also pretty but also handsome but also FUCK. send tweetn

i did NOT survive the codependent homerotic friendship ‼️‼️‼️
happy two years omg 🤭
guys i miss her so bad its embarrassing, literally like 60 days until its been two years since weve talked
average day in michigan



my dads friend and his four kids came over for the weekend, and this shit is SO AWKWARD. i do not know how to talk to people help
so far i have pointed one to the soda and the napkins. this is all.
my dads friend and his four kids came over for the weekend, and this shit is SO AWKWARD. i do not know how to talk to people help
my stomach hurts so bad rn and i dont know if its from soda intake (11 diet cokes), lack of food (23 hour fast), or too much food (four slices of pizza and some rice cakes) someone sedate me
it is COLD. i am TIRED. i have to go to CLASS. i want to DIE.
the feminine urge to study religion just so i can find something to believe in
my math teacher keeps complimenting me for speeding through our assignments and getting them all correctly, he told me i just HAD to have taken this class last year cause there was no way. i just know in a month im gonna fall behind back into my C minus' and hes gonna be so disappointed i can NOT do this

for some reason my music taste is regressing back into like september 2022 and that was like the worst era of my life ever should i be alarmed
"why is it so cold in here??" and im wearing short and a thin tee with my window open and two fans running
how many aura points did i lose by picking to do an assignment on the Iroquois tribe just because its the name of the hs in Zero Day
got that kinda cough where i can taste the blood from my throat being scrapped 🔥🔥🔥
whoever decided to put me in classes with sixteen year old boys WANTED me to kill myself
guys is "I cant stand to look at teenage boys and not be one" a valid reason to skip school
marie complains cs shes dumb !!!
theres a girl who is in literally all my classes + lunch and sits with me in 4/6 of them, talks to me every day and does cheer with one of my close friends. i've known her for like four weeks now and today I found out she doesnt even know my name. like she never bothered asking which isnt abnormal, I learned hers from her getting called during attendance, but idk it like shook me. like woah. i knew she only really talked to me because I was there, not because she thought we could like be friends or wtv, but still i talk to this chick for like 5 hours a day and she didnt even know my name. i gotta change bro i can not keep being the "oh well theres no one else" kid im gonna fucking move to the arctic and never return