So In A Nutshell Its A Nutty Complicated But Interesting Relationship And Hobby As An Ao3 Fics Writer - Tumblr Posts
9 months ago
Me, before posting a chapter on AO3: Wow. This is really good. The syntax, the inner turmoil, the grammar. Impeccable. 10/10
Me as soon as the chapter is live: yeah, no. I deserve to be shot.
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Very relatable
ao3 writer
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just when I think the chapter is wonderful but when I read the chapter I post on ao3 website I spot like twenty minutes most with the tense
i feel so embarrassed
and some sentences are whacky and does not make sense like “”what I was thinking at that time?
the ship? most likely
the plot? oh yeah rushing to write it so I don’t forget it in the next month
hours of research for symbolism and in the chapter it is hardly there or it is too subtle that I don’t think it can be understood
but i had fun
and sometimes the fun feeling is not long lasting after posting the fic but I think that is just me in that weird feeling
so in a nutshell it’s a nutty complicated but interesting relationship and hobby as an ao3 fics writer
and I will continue to write fics as long as I live but I guess I need to find permanent beta reader and/or improve myself more mentally
so enjoy these feelings tags I poured into haha xD