I Feel So Embarrassed - Tumblr Posts

Very relatable ao3 writer ao3 just when I think the chapter is wonderful but when I read the chapter I post on ao3 website I spot like twenty minutes most with the tense i feel so embarrassed and some sentences are whacky and does not make sense like “”what I was thinking at that time? the ship? most likely the plot? oh yeah rushing to write it so I don’t forget it in the next month hours of research for symbolism and in the chapter it is hardly there or it is too subtle that I don’t think it can be understood but i had fun and sometimes the fun feeling is not long lasting after posting the fic but I think that is just me in that weird feeling so in a nutshell it’s a nutty complicated but interesting relationship and hobby as an ao3 fics writer and I will continue to write fics as long as I live but I guess I need to find permanent beta reader and/or improve myself more mentally so enjoy these feelings tags I poured into haha xD

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