Struggling Currently - Tumblr Posts

Sorry

So, I have to put a delay on posting the first full chapter of ambrosia. I have like two paragraphs written and I'm not gonna sit down and force myself to write for it at 11:30 at night my time.

I'm wondering if I need to take a story out of the rotation because honestly this is a lot to handle and I'm kinda floundering.

Ambrosia is a hard story for me to write because it has a lot of research I have to do behind the scenes. And the character's aren't flowing as natural for me for some reason.

I'm really trying to give you guys what you want but, it just feels kinda overwhelming right now.

I've got a lot of familial issues going on right now and that isn't helping me.

So I don't know when the next chapter will post, if it'll be the next time it comes up in the rotation or if it will post before that. The first chapter of silver and gold is supposed to post on AO3 tomorrow, because it didn't last time so. Here's to hoping my guys.

I'm really sorry if you were looking forward to Ambrosia this week, I really like the idea it's just a harder concept to write.

I'm just exhausted with this schedule and I might need to rethink it, I may have bitten off more than I can chew to be honest.

But that doesn't mean I'm not writing, because I am writing. All. The. Time.

Please don't give up on me, I'm really trying.

But, for right now I just need to think about what I'm capable of and what I'm working towards.

So, please bear with me for right now.

I love you guys <3

- Jess