This Is Exhausting - Tumblr Posts

I do badly want to be happy again. To feel some sort of freedom from this ongoing pain. But, I feel stuck and no matter how hard I try. It’s useless. I find no joy in the things I once loved. All I know is pain and it won’t ease up.

Allowing my mind to think only brings me tears of sadness.

andddd just like that my mood has completely shifted and i wanna rip my skin off

FR like it makes me so irritated and uncomfortable that people think he owes them anything like no. if he’s not comfortable with much stuff respect boundaries people it’s not hard‼️‼️

pedro pascal doesn’t owe you shit.

it is absolutely fine to be disappointed by his absence at cannes. i am too. but he does not have to be there.

for whatever reason he’s pulling away from the attention. the esquire article talked about how guarded he is and his socials have really slowed down. maybe he’s unprepared or overwhelmed by all the tlou hype. i mean his follower count went up by the tens of thousands the day after the premiere. that’s insane.

but some of you have lost the plot. the ones wearing d*ddy’s little girl shirts in fucking public and yelling d*ddy at him at events and trying to convince everyone whether he’s queer or not and complaining there isn’t an explicit scene of him fucking in the strange way of life. it’s not a gay porn made for your fetish. ‘oh but narcos!!’ that’s called characterization. read literally any article from almodovar and understand why sex isn’t the point.

interacting with paparazzi content and making cute little edits - jfc. that’s creating demand and supply and paparazzi know no fucking boundaries. man’s got anxiety and no doubt the paps and fans watching his every move are probably making that worse.

let him make movies and rotate through his four shirts in peace. pedro pascal doesn’t owe anyone shit.

“you should step out of your comfort zone” and for what? to get disappointed?