This Is So Good It Hurts

ruusaanrambles

11 months ago

Model House Life Meltdown Still A Modern Dream Letdown, It Kills MeYou Know I'm Dying Out HereWhat Would

Model house life meltdown still a modern dream letdown, it kills me You know I'm dying out here What would you trade the pain for? I'm not sure

This song's about rvb now sorry guys

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screaming this is so good it hurts rvb

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solace-of-solitude

7 months ago

id: a greyscale digital drawing featuring six sadness designs based on the main party from isat and loop against a patterned background. siffrins sadness is largely white all sharp edges, composed of shapes representative of a cloak and pointed hat and reminiscent of the nostalgie sadness from the game. one of its eyes is closed downwards like a tragedy mask and cries black tears, while the other is a star-like burst. its black hands are forming scissors signs with hooked claws. it bends backwards so that the tip of its hat nearly forms a circle with the end of its cloak. a text box beneath it reads "ENVIE". mirabelles sadness is bent over, anxiete-like spikes protruding from its back. its clothes and hair are all very droopy, and it has both disconnected hands over where its mouth would be, one in a paper sign and the other in a scissors sign. its pupils are ringed, and tears float around its head to form a bow-like shape. a text box beneath it reads "ÉCHEC". isabeaus sadness is on its knees, its huge fists pushed together to cover its face. pointed hair peeks out from the top. its gloves are studded and have a rectangle pattern. tears float around where its face and chest would be if they were visible. a text box below it reads "COUARDISE". odiles sadness stands tall, legs neatly brought together and disconnected hands flat out and open in a paper sign. a large part of its head, as well as some chunks of its body, are missing. its one remaining eye is closed, and the side of its hair that is left is tipped by a gem shape. tears float around it. a text box below it reads "ALIÉNATION". bonnies sadness is small and curled up on itself, knees pulled to its chest. its arms protect its face, one fist reaching up to grip the edge of its pillow hat. the one eye that peeks out is large and full of tears. tears float around it. a text box below it reads "INUTILITÉ". loops sadness is gangly and crooked, full of sharp edges and flares. its arms are bent into an infinity shape, hands that form scissors signs making a diamond shape around its wide open, teary eye. the other is closed like a comedy mask, and both weep black tears. its pointed legs are crossed below it. small stars dot its body, some of them on its upper body bleeding streaks of white that drip down. a text box below it reads "ÉPUISEMENT". end id

drew some totally normal sadnesses

blank bg and individuals below the cut

id: the same drawing as described above, but with a plain grey background instead of a patterned one. end id

id: siffrins sadness, largely white and all sharp edges, composed of shapes representative of a cloak and pointed hat and reminiscent of the nostalgie sadness from the game. one of its eyes is closed downwards like a tragedy mask and cries black tears, while the other is a star-like burst. its black hands are forming scissors signs with hooked claws. it bends backwards so that the tip of its hat nearly forms a circle with the end of its cloak. a text box beneath it reads "ENVIE". end id

id: mirabelles sadness, bent over, anxiete-like spikes protruding from its back. its clothes and hair are all very droopy, and it has both disconnected hands over where its mouth would be, one in a paper sign and the other in a scissors sign. its pupils are ringed, and tears float around its head to form a bow-like shape. a text box beneath it reads "ÉCHEC". end id

id: isabeaus sadness, on its knees, its huge fists pushed together to cover its face. pointed hair peeks out from the top. its gloves are studded and have a rectangle pattern. tears float around where its face and chest would be if they were visible. a text box below it reads "COUARDISE". end id

id: odiles sadness standing tall, legs neatly brought together and disconnected hands flat out and open in a paper sign. a large part of its head, as well as some chunks of its body, are missing. its one remaining eye is closed, and the side of its hair that is left is tipped by a gem shape. tears float around it. a text box below it reads "ALIÉNATION". end id

id: bonnies sadness, small and curled up on itself, knees pulled to its chest. its arms protect its face, one fist reaching up to grip the edge of its pillow hat. the one eye that peeks out is large and full of tears. tears float around it. a text box below it reads "INUTILITÉ". end id

id: loops sadness, gangly and crooked, full of sharp edges and flares. its arms are bent into an infinity shape, hands that form scissors signs making a diamond shape around its wide open, teary eye. the other is closed like a comedy mask, and both weep black tears. its pointed legs are crossed below it. small stars dot its body, some of them on its upper body bleeding streaks of white that drip down. a text box below it reads "ÉPUISEMENT". end id

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this is so good it hurts so pretty

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full-of-jams

3 years ago

GUYS 😭 This is the best thing I've ever read on this whole goddamn website. I'll do a more in-depth review here once I've contained my feelings again, but it's just too good not to share.

The Road to You (M)

Chapters

Total Word Count: ~110k words

Summary

Armed with your quick wit, creative passion, talent for storytelling, and innate understanding of your fanbase, you have met every challenge, surpassed every goal, and achieved the unimaginable. Despite the earth shifting erratically under your firmly planted feet, you’ve always had a plan. You’ve made peace with the sacrifices you’ve had to make, and you’ve long forgotten the rejections and heartbreaks that came as a result. Your agent keeps reminding you that you’re at the precipice of something new, that your audience is waiting for your next project with bated breath. This is usually when you thrive. So why do you feel so lost? And who can you count on from your past to help you find your way?

Excerpt

“What about this one?” she asks, holding up an old polaroid. “He doesn’t look like any of the others.”

You frown and look at the picture. It’s of an elementary school-aged you exchanging happy smiles with a boy in a Bert and Ernie shirt. Even at his age, he has soulful, knowing, dark eyes, though they’re hidden behind a mop of curly, black hair. His fingers are in your hair, and you laugh when you remember that it’s because one of your barrettes had fallen out of your hair, and he was putting it back into place.

Your heart expands, threatening to burst out of your chest when you realize who it is.

“Taehyung,” you say quietly, smiling.

You run your thumb over the picture, and Yun’s eyes grow wide.

“Who’s Taehyung?” she asks. “I’ve never heard you say his name!”

“Jimin was my first boyfriend,” you say, handing the polaroid back to Jun and grinning at her, “but Taehyung was my first love.”

Pairings: OT7 x Reader, Tae-centric

Genres: Consider this the AUs of all other AUs / We got Childhood Best Friend!Taehyung / We got High School Boyfriend!Jimin / We got Professor!Yoongi / College Boyfriend!Jungkook / Art Enthusiast and City Heartthrob!Namjoon / Barista!Hobi / Actor!Jin / F2L / E2L / get ready for a lifetime of love with OT7, folks

Rating: 18+ / Explicit / Mature

Content Warnings: Soft and hard smut, fluff, of COURSE angst, past trauma, jealousy, cheating, chronic illness (someone’s loved one is sick), various references and scenes with alcohol and drugs, dealing with incompatibility and dealbreakers and relationships that just won’t work out / omg the angst / but one will / oh, one will indeed

Taglist 💜: permanent @purpleheartsfortae @btseditsworld | the road to you @aliceollormusic @tangledsparkles @daydreamqueenjaycee (taglist closed!)

Author’s Note: Thank you so much for reading this fic. I am so touched by the comments, thoughts, and emotions that you’ve shared. Many of them have had an incredibly strong impact on me, and I’m so grateful. I so hope you enjoyed this journey, and hope you’ll keep reading along with me! 💜💜💜💜💜💜💜

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bts ot7 recs i knew this was gonna wreck me once i reached chapter 3 and oh boy was i right this is so good it hurts

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