This Isnt Goodbye - Tumblr Posts

howdy guys :) just a little life update to explain why i haven’t been posting anything or even updating my drafts <3 y’all deserve to know what’s up

so firstly, i’ve just been so drained recently. school, relationships, mental health. it’s all just stressing me out and it sucks because i can’t even find joy in one of my passions: writing. i feel like i’m in a constant melancholy state, sad for no reason.

secondly, as stated before, relationship drama. friends keeping shit from me, ruined trust, anxiety, worrying situations. a week ago everything was going great and now it’s all gone downhill. i don’t know if i’ll ever recover fully or trust fully again but oh well. everythin has gone to shit.

an finally, i just don’t have time. between my personal life and classwork, i’m swamped. i’m trying to balance taking time with myself and working on what i need to work but i’m so overwhelmed i end up having no time for myself after all. i haven’t been sleeping more than four hours every night and i know that i’m gonna crash soon. 

so yeah that’s basically it. i hope you all understand this is why i haven’t been writing but i promise i’ll come back to writing soon. maybe when classes end i’ll have more time to update on here and i hope things are better by then.

until then, love you all <3