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idk when we decided that explaining yourself shouldn't be part of an apology but like. if someone was a dick to me and apologizes but I still don't understand why they did it I'm not gonna feel any better
controversial opinion but unfortunately you are your actions and what you say. if you are mean to people, it doesn’t matter if you sometimes have secret kind thoughts. fortunately you are your actions and what you say. if you are kind in your actions and your words, it doesn’t matter if you sometimes have mean thoughts. the power is in working against inner negative thoughts and being a better person despite it. you have the ability to cultivate the person you want to be.
fnaf fans realize how children actually act challenge go…. most of the cassidy interpretations make them out to be as evil as william…. Likeeee. that’s not how most vengeful characters are, child or otherwise.
most ppl who interpret cassidy in this way also never acknowledge the other missing kids!!!!!!! cassidy isnt the only child victim!!!!! why are they the only one anybody gives a fuck about!!!!!!!!
this isn’t supposed to be angry or whatever i just like to rant abt my special interest sumtimes
Desperately need to be reassured while someone eats my pussy, telling me how good it tastes, how good it feels, how good I sound. I need to feel so pretty while someone touches me and makes me cum.
the feminine urge to be over educated but also a vs angel but also married to a guy and taking care of children but also the ceo of a company
Just when I started to enjoy someone's presence and finally trusting them , the universe decides to give me a reality check
I love how entirely guilty Boromir feels after trying to get the ring from Frodo. The way he calls out to him after realizing what he’s done, the way he falls to the ground and cries. He was more than this moment, and he bravely defended his little friends, making them seem important to the cause and keeping them alive. I love him. He’s imperfect, but noble. He was more than that moment. He was all the moments before, and the moments after.
One of the most ridiculous fact about today's generation is people these days act loyal not because they have respect and integrity...but because they lack options. As soon as they find someone new "seemingly better" they don't spare a moment to ditch anyone 'cause suddenly now the excitement and interest is lost...!!!
It takes loads of strength to work things out and stick up to one person. SubhanAllah and many people today Just don't have that kinda guts anymore!
Once you are aware of the catastrophic effects of having too many options, it'll allow you to take a step back and analyse the grave consequences of constantly picking and dropping people like their tangible items.
People talk of marriage on social media but have no sabr nor any grit to work through challenges.
It baffles me how deluded certain individuals are. Invest in your mind before you go onto corrupt other people.
Zina has been normalised because of the fact that men and women refuse to take accountability. They follow their desires and emotions and think Allah will bless them.
"Wake me up for fajr" merchants won't like this but relationships aren't your tiktok algorithm or instagram reels. It is obedience to the quran and the sunnah and the fiqh derived from them to navigate your ways.
“How many young women have I watched weep their days away over disinterested men? To all of them, I want to say, Look up. Get a life, because he has.”
— Cammie McGovern
BarakAllahu feeki @frommydiary
Some of the best days of my life have been when I was grieving too much to turn to anyone except Allah.
I've learned that it's true what they say - the purpose behind trials is always, always to redirect your focus from the creation to the Creator; from the dunya to the akhirah, and it's no coincidence that Allah afflicts you right when your heart has begun to turn away from Him.
Being queer is rad because it doesn't have to make any sense.
Gay for girls? Gold
Dyke for dudes? Dynamite
Fag for females? Fantastic
Bi for non-binary? Beautiful
Feel free to add your own or be your own, just be queer about it and have fun!
These posts are so painful
-Fire ladies are irrelevant asf. They are not leading anything
-Katara could never be the fire lady cuz she loves her CULTURE/IDENTITY
-The fire nation killed her mother, and yes, that's important. She's not gonna live in Sozin's room
-KATARA JUST DOESN'T WANT TO BE FIRE LADY
leave this girl alone if you don't understand her arc/character
if I could ensure it was safe and consensual, I would ABSOLUTELY go to a gloryhole. having my legs tied open apart while I have lingerie on. Maybe the first stranger slowly slides my panties down or maybe cuts them off to slide their fingers/cock/strap in me. maybe on the other side my arms are also tied down and I’m blindfolded while other people enter from the other end probing my mouth, groping my tits, pinching my nipples. Having no say in who does what to me while I’m completely bound and blindfolded, only able to smell and hear and FEEL how good my body is feeling and making other people feel. oh to be a high and dumbed out toy dripping wet for the next person.
What is the worst thing you think John Winchester ever did to his sons? Canonly speaking.
Woo boy. Buckle up, kids.
Off the top of my head, whatever it was that John did to put this look on Dean’s face.
But if you want to talk canon specifics, let’s take a spin through my fuck john winchester tag.
Okay, John was a child abuser. He was legally a child abuser for leaving his children alone the way the he did, when Dean was only 9 if not younger. He left his children alone in hotel rooms to fend for themselves for days at a time, sometimes without enough money for food. This is child abuse. You cannot leave a 9 year old in charge of a 5 year old and expect him to take care of the boy like he was an adult. Putting this kind of responsibility on a child is going to incur lifelong psychological damage.
I personally believe that John was physically abusive, especially to Dean, but I can’t prove that canonically beyond Sam calling John a mean drunk and the fact that violence is completely normalized between the brothers. John was patently verbally and emotionally abusive to both Sam and Dean and I’m not even going to go find gifs of that because it’s in literally all their interactions. Strong, brave Dean becomes passive and terrified in his father’s presence, and sweet, loving Sam becomes seething and full of rage.
Bottom line, the worst thing John ever did was putting the responsibility for Sam on Dean’s shoulders when he was too young to even take care of himself. This is neglect, this is abuse, this is shirking all of his own duty to his children and then laying blame on Dean when he cannot live up to impossible standards. But let’s go through some specifics.
How about when Dean was 16 and he lost their food money gambling (probably trying to get more food money), and so he ended up stealing peanut butter and bread - to survive and feed his little brother - and he got arrested?
Can we just talk about how the only real chance at happiness and a normal life that Dean actually got was at a home for juvenile delinquents? I mean can we just talk about how fucked up that is?
How about what John was out doing while he was leaving the boys alone in motel rooms?
How about when Dean was dying and John literally wouldn’t pick up the phone much less show up?
Or the other time Dean was dying and he didn’t care?
I could also throw in the fact that one of the biggest demons in hell actually made a better father than John.
This is all absolutely canon, indisputable. But what I find incredibly revealing is the episode It’s a Terrible Life. Here, Dean was raised by Bobby and Ellen, with Jo for a sister. Dean Smith is basically a photo negative of Dean Winchester.
He eats salads, he does the Master Cleanse, he has an espresso machine, he drives a fucking Prius. He’s a business man with fashionable clothes and an upscale apartment. I mean, can you say metrosexual?
This Dean doesn’t overcompensate, he’s not macho or butch, he’s not one step away from alcoholism, he’s not a broke high school dropout. He went to Stanford, and considering that Bobby and Ellen probably would not have had the money for that, we can hypothesize that he got in on scholarship. He doesn’t drive his dad’s old car because it’s not the only home and security he’s known since he was four. He also doesn’t appear to be a “ladies man”, as we never actually see him talking to a woman. The only person he seems to be flirting with appears to be his assistant, whom he talks to about Project Runway.
This Dean could easily be openly bisexual, because he grew up in a loving and safe family. This Dean embraced his education as well as his love of fashion, this Dean is successful and stylish. We don’t know what’s going on in his personal life or if he’s happy, but he is plainly a normal, functional, stable human being. This is who Dean would be if John wasn’t his father.
This is who Dean would be if John wasn’t his father. This is who Dean could have been if John had not turned him into Sam’s parent while depriving Dean of a parent himself, dragging him from place to place, isolating him, while turning him into a child soldier and a tool to further his quest for vengeance - and using him as an emotional if not physical punching bag.
He didn’t “try his best”. Trying his best would be not chasing down the demon, would be giving his sons a home and a childhood. Would have been at fucking least putting them in foster care instead of dragging them across the country with him. He didn’t love them. What he did is not love, it just fucking isn’t. Whatever ‘love’ he had, it was twisted and selfish and damaging. John did not love his sons, not the way I define love.
I literally, honestly don’t care that John traded his life for Dean’s in the end. I mean, to say “too little too late” is a vivid understatement. I don’t care what he said, I seriously, seriously don’t care what he said in that hospital scene. I’ve never been physically abused, but my father did fuck up my head and my life pretty well, and he says all kinds of nice things trying to get me back on his side, and I don’t care about any of it. All the “I’m proud of you”s in the world can’t change what you’ve done. And really all John did then was heap more responsibility and guilt on Dean’s shoulders.
So basically - everything. Everything John did to his sons was the worst.
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sometimes I forget that I'm just a teenager writing a webcomic in my spare time, so I shouldn't hold myself to the same standards as, say, a feature film with an entire team of professional writers, or Hiromu Arakawa. Writing flawed stories is okay, and even necessary in order to write better ones :)
(if you want to read aforementioned amateur webcomic...)
What makes White Collar hold up so much better than other police procedurals:
It was part of the "pretty happy shows with gorgeous ensemble casts and a charismatic weird guy" USA network era but it somehow used that to be about stuff that is so REAL
What is justice? Is our system fair? Can you be a criminal and still be a good man? Can you be a good man and still work for the system?
The bad guys are rich assholes, and people defrauding families out of their homes, and unethical pharmaceutical companies. People manipulating energy supply out of greed resulting in blackouts which are showing *harming a dog,* aka how to show something is monstrous in a pg show written by a white person. Class exists in this universe in more ways than having a cardboard concept of a "rich guy."
The bad guys include police, FBI agents, prison staff, judges, senators. Those people cause real harm, obstruct justice, plant evidence, kill people. It's shown how the system protects them and harms regular people.
The harm that causes the main character to go from wanting to be part of the system, to subverting and working against it, is him finding out about an act of police corruption, brutality, and murder--and what's more, that if he became a cop, that's what he could become.
The harm that causes the main character to be outside the white picket fence is that the system failed his family after that act. What happened to Neal's mom? Why did nobody besides Helen step in? They had to check in with US Marshals, did nobody notice this kid didn't have an adult fit to parent?
So Neal turns to found family. And let's be real, heavily polyamory coded found family at that. But he keeps chasing the idea of a girl who will be everything. But he's got all this attachment trauma so he never does. But because found family is real family, even the people who freaking played the characters are still connected a decade later