Toni Thoughts - Tumblr Posts
I'll have a 100 wip and then start and finish a completely different unplanned fic 🤣
To the mdzs anon Ily, you were my first request. Have a cookie 🍪.
Next in queue to write is (Jungkook's) Lost you Part 2. 'Love you so bad'
Also a dad! Yunho (ateez) fic is cooking.
Lets see.
To the Wangji Request annon,
It's a huge request but I will be working on it. I'll prolly make it in parts. It's a great story, you have cooked. I hope I can do justice to it.
I cried. Cause being being chubs is difficult.
It's a different aspect if you're healthy or not but the subtle casual body shamming comments. About being "more visible" "lazy/slow" or how they "understand you're a foodie" simple food jokes directed towards you. Thin people glancing at you like you're an outer worldly thing. And don't get me started on the thin people's fake ass "I'm so fat fr" I feel like punching them.
I hate dieting or exercising, I can't help this shit is in my genes okay! And at times I feel ugly as fuck. At times when I go out and see such people face these things, I feel ssick and I have to face them everywhere. On road, at work, at home, through media and people
Best friend!Stray Kids comforts reader about weight insecurities
Warnings : swearing, food mention, body image issues, mention of a disgusting boss
A/N : Thank you for the request 🫶 And I just want to say to those of you feeling this way that I know exactly how you feel. I've been there. I've done the starvation. I've done the insane diets. I've done the exercise punishments. I'm still struggling every single day, but I'm beautiful. You're beautiful. You're perfectly fine just the way you are. As long as you're happy and healthy, screw what society says you have to look like.
Ranting here
Naur like why do people i like gotta be in a relationship like
People I like: Either I can't get them, or I can't get them! No why me!!!
LOVE ME! CHOOSE ME! 😭
I wanna give them the world. I wanna hold their hand and look into their eyes and call them pretty. I wanna tell them how good they looked or their joke was lame even tho I laughed at it. I wanna be the person they throw themselves on while laughing that silly laugh. They love pens, they're called "pen thief" bro I wanna gift them pens and wont even get mad if they lost it. I want them to hold me while I feel lonely and feel like crying. I wanna pet cats together with them. I wanna watch movies together, watch them to get all excited at the special scenes. I want them to come over and play with my 2 cats. I just WANNA CRY!!!
WHY BRO! WHY ME!
Just got my ear pierced and I feel like I'll ascend!
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
No Why is it so difficult to get a Man or even a Woman!
Like Woman, single Not straight Woman dont seem to exist here,
And Men.... Lord I dont get a single Man eho has a complementary thought process.
The ones who do are short... Sorry I love my short kings but I don't get attracted to guys shorter than me.
The ones that are tall are just idk.... Either not interested or not interesting.
And the person that I like is just IDK what. We've exchanged numbers, but we don't talk, the conversation doesn't live and we don't see each other often so it doesn't work, idk when I'll see him. And UHHH it's so frustrating.
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Specially, living in my household is so difficult, having a narcissistic immature brown mom who has disregarded me for years. To a point where I am traumatized and I can't just do shit.