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Sleep instead of eat, that's the motto to live by for now

SO I found a calculator to tell me how many calories i need to maintain my current weight (about 2200) BUT if I eat 1200 calories a day I can lose about 2 lbs a week and a package of club crackers can fill me up usually and they're only 300 calories so if i go back to eating once a day I can get down to 160 pounds in just 20 weeks

I don't have that much self control I don't think but its good to know that's an option

I don't feel like I deserve to be worried about, I'm not sick enough because I know what I'm doing is wrong but I need to do it anyway, and even though I'm not telling anyone it feels like I'm doing it for attention

But the only way I know how to stop my constant binge eating is to not eat at all so what choice do I really have