Twin Fantasy - Tumblr Posts - Page 2
I'm getting back into drawing after not picking up a pencil in years and this is a one of my sketches from today.
its not all about you, now, is it?
“i am almost completely soulless,”
i need to throw away everything in my room, throw away all my plants, throw away all my clothes, all my art,
“i am incapable of being human,”
i’m not thinking straight and i don’t remember how to calm down because everything i’m doing isn’t helping. i’ll try a different song, hell, an audiobook, deep breaths, god, i hate the feeling of coming down,
“i am incapable of being inhuman,”
why do i do this to myself again? its not unlike you to shit talk me backstage, and i’m sorry no one told you, (i thought someone would,) and its not unlike you to think everything is about you,
“i am living uncontrollably,”
(i watch your hair fall all over your face and i’ll look away and i’ll swear to never think about you like that again) and you’ll think that secret’s about you but its fucking not. i don’t think about you as much as you think i do.
(i’m lying to you and i’m lying to me,)
you, of all people, should understand, right? you should see through this, but you fucking don't.
don't you realize our bodies could fall apart at any second?
yeaghh…