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After watching the spn finale, my depression got really bad, couldn’t leave my bed, I cried all the time and couldn’t think about anything but spn. Right now I’m finally feeling better (although of course my depression didn’t magically vanish, after all I‘ve been struggling with it for years). But I finally feel okay again. Now I found out about the existence of twist & shout and REALLY want to understand all the posts I see about it. But I’m kinda scared that it will destroy my mental health again, or worse, throw me in an even deeper pit than the finale.

So to everyone who read all of it, what’s your recommendation? Would you think it’s okay for me to read or should I wait until I‘m mentally more stable?

Also, is there any site where I can find a summary of it so I can understand what everyone’s talking about, just without being so emotionally involved?