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I wonder if Ali Hazelwood watched 15x18 before writing this.
i feel obligated to point out that destiel has only reached 100k fics on ao3 if you're logged into an account....


PLUS the 'favourite tag' option is only there if you're logged in
are you all seeing this???? heller king misha has an ao3 account y'all i bet he wrote the 100 000th fic
In South America, after Cas says "I love you", Dean says "and I you, Cas".
If the reciprocation was in the original script and the CW cut it off cause they decided to go with that shitty ending, this is the proof. They forgot to tell their homophobic plans to SouthAmerican countries.
Fuck off homophobic CWUSA. We win.

I haven't drawn Cas for a few years... miss him(
Translation:
Dean on the answering machine:
— ...overall, hunting went fine, tomorrow we're going to Nebraska. Hope you're okay. Call me back when you can. Kiss you.
— ...
*Beep*
IM SO SORRY FOR THIS BUT I NEED TO COPE IT ALL SOMEHOW

I am hyperfixated on that one Castiel's death in 12 season for no reason and I overthink it too much (I can't even think about rewatching it rn, it's painful, so I'm sorry, if I didn't remember something), but I just realised one thing...




It's not the first, when Cas dies, but all other times he more like. disappeared. or was soon resurrected (like in the end of s5 or when he was a human). There was no time to grief or no body to cry on, so a small chance of Cas being alive was there. And Dean did believe in it, keeping his trench coat in Impala. But this time... It's different.




For the first time Dean had to deal with Cas's dead body. He saw, how he died. There was no chance he might be alive. No place for faith. God didn't answer. Nothing changed, when he returned and put up the blanket. The dead body was here and that was the end.


For the first time Dean had to arrange a real funeral for Cas, had to look how his body was burning. He lost two people he loved, and one of them had gone forever... And now he had to deal with that fact and his grief. He was completely broken.

They live in my head 24/7 rent free
(and I don't mind)


It was actually supposed to be a kind of little redraw of one sketch from 2020, but ended up like a practice of kisses
Translation of big words on the left: gentle kiss
За вишневую семёрку не спрашивайте...
Imagine after movie nights Cas suddenly references to film while some hunting and everyone in team is just. Terrified. What the hell happened to Cas?
And then Dean would smile and laugh "Yeah, you got it right, Cas!". He would be so happy and proud.
Cas continues referencing because he likes Dean's reaction and at this point Sam is done with them
However, watching the lawsuits roll in when FanFic writers are starting to monetize them will be balm for my chaos loving soul.
I mean, Imagine a high ranking, Ivy League educated corporate lawyer and a 20-Something, sleep deprived college student running on caffeine, Oreos and spite, in court, arguing about Destiel Angst.
Cas to Dean in s4
Diana by One Direction but it's Castiel saving Dean from hell!!!
"Diana, it's only been four months but you've fallen down so far. How could someone mislead you at all?"
"I wanna reach out for you, I wanna break these walls, I speak a different language, but I still hear you call"
AND THE CHORUS?? IT FITS SO PERFECTLY
Maybe the real "Dean reuniting with Cas" was the friends we made along the way
WAIT OK BUT COLORS BY HALSEY???
"Your little brother never tells you but he loves you so. You said your mother only smiled on her tv show. You're only happy when your sorry head is filled with dope."
Like the bad family dynamics, and instead of dope his alcoholism. (Dean lowkey would've done drugs, but I'm not gonna go there)
And being "ripped at every edge, but you're a masterpiece"???
Like that's so "still beautiful, still dean winchester" coded!!
BUT ALSO; "I hope you make it to the day you're twenty-eight years old"
LIKE??? HE LITERALLY DIDN'T. HE DIED IN BOTH SEASON TWO (briefly) AND THREE??
Cas to Dean in s4
Diana by One Direction but it's Castiel saving Dean from hell!!!
"Diana, it's only been four months but you've fallen down so far. How could someone mislead you at all?"
"I wanna reach out for you, I wanna break these walls, I speak a different language, but I still hear you call"
AND THE CHORUS?? IT FITS SO PERFECTLY
Ik this is old, but this was beautiful. You have a gift.
the year is 2026. the Enochian dub of 15x18 drops: Cas’s speech is just him screaming I’M GAYLY HOMOSEXUAL FOR THIS MAN IN A QUEER WAY I SWEAR BY EVERY FRUIT IN THIS DAMN CLUB. they’re canon again for the 723rd time. Misha breaks his own record of days being bisexual by two weeks. Jensen legally changes his name to Dean Winchester. Lil Nas X announces he’s running for governor by posting the Destiel Delivers the News meme. Tumblr buys the rights to Supernatural and orders a third prequel series set in Superhell. 5 November is declared a bank holiday.
The year is 2364, social media platforms of all kinds rose and fell like empires. Only tumblr is still running, a reminder of times long gone. The number one trending topic: Destiel.
Supernatural spoilers for like the whole show//
Thinking about how it was ok to make God canonically bisexual in Supernatural, but Dean Winchester wasn’t allowed to be.
It was so easy for them too. SO EASY. They were just like “oh btw god has had bfs as well as gfs!” And that was it. No hints, no subtext, no dramatic buildup and easing the audience into it. None of that. Just. God’s bi I guess 🤷♂️. Even though it seems like a throwaway, practically a funny gotcha! line. It’s still there.
That’s what hurts the most for me. Just how easy, how effortless queer rep seemed to be for the show in later seasons. Nothing crazy. Nothing extreme. A simple sentence. A romantic interest who happens to be of the same gender.
Even for God. Something from our reality that a lot of people believe in. Religious people generally don’t like it when people make things up about him because it messes with their image of something they genuinely believe in. But the show did it anyway. They didn’t really seem to care about upsetting people. Even though their target audience was originally macho cis het men (those who are generally more conservative and Christian leaning). Oh yeah just make him bi.
But not Dean. No, never Dean. There’s no way they could make him bi or gay or anything like that. He’s our manly hero. Our main good guy.
No, that’d be crazy. You’re crazy. Oh yeah all of these random side characters are queer and engage in queer behaviours: evil witches, the king of hell, the most macho burly hunter you’ve ever seen (not Dean tho), LITERALLY GOD HIMSELF. But not Dean. Don’t be stupid now. Oh yeah Cas is queer and in love with Dean. Maybe. But Dean would never reciprocate that. Dean isn’t gay. He can’t be. For some reason.
And that’s how the show ended.
I appreciate everything said and done by actors and writers later on and I know what’s true in my heart and have my own interpretations of the text of the show, but it kind of would’ve just been nice to have something concrete and official in the show. A small line. You know. Would’ve made me feel a little less crazy. A little less alone.
Fanfic for later


New Heaven Over a Brand New Sky, by sullymygoodname
Summary: Reconnecting, as Sam has insisted on calling it, with the brother you haven’t seen or spoken to in almost four years is somewhat of a… It’s awkward as fuck, is what it is.
Warnings: Mature Content, Alternative Universe, paramedic!Dean, doctor!Cas, Dean and Sam reunite, Sam/Jess
Word count: 16k
*brief rec under the cut*
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