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Fucking Finally

First things first, I did take inspiration from a different story. It's Yoongi X Reader fic, I don't remember the name but this is where the story generates from. However mine will be different.

So if any of you know the story that I am referring to, send me a link so I can credit the author appropriately.

"Oh fuck you Tae!" you screamed as you slammed your controller down on the table. Taehyung laughed as he watched his character throwing yours around in defeat. '

You had invited him over to play some video games with you, seeing as how you'd just gotten a new gaming system. He offered to help you set it up if he could play on it with you. Since your asshole of an ex decided he wanted to dick down another girl while you were days away from celebrating your year and a half anniversary.

"Ha ha! I am the greatest! Come on, ___, tell me I'm the best," he chuckled swinging his arm over your shoulder. You scoffed and pushed his arm off, walking to the kitchen to grab something to drink for the both of you.

Taehyung was quick to follow you. The two of you drank some water and tried to decide if you wanted to try to play another game or not. You had bought quite a few new games  and you and Tae had only played a few of them. Plus, Tae didn't have to work today, so he was all yours so to speak.

"So, do you want to watch me play Skyrim for a little while?" you asked. "I need to go to Solitude and kill some of the guards for gold," you suggested taking your glass back to the living room. Taehyung followed you and sat down on the couch before laying his head on your lap. You eyed him curiously.

"Go on, I won't bother you," he said, sipping out of his cup dangerously.

You sighed, but relented and let him lay on your lap. After a while you were just running around and not doing much of anything in Skyrim, when all of a sudden a dragon appeared.

"Oh SHIT!" you screamed, gripping onto your controller and scrambling to try and get your shouts ready.

And then, not surprisingly, you died.

Taehyung was fighting off giggling as he watched you pitch a fit.

"Oh shut up Tae! You know that dragon is hard to kill! I'd like to see you do it!" you yelled, slamming the controller down on the ground.

Twenty minute later you were choking him on the couch with the wires of the lamp on the side of the table.

"Sorry! ____-ah!" he said struggling to keep you from fully strangling him.

"You just had to go and show me up didn't you! Huh? You like watching me run around like a chicken with it's head cut off for almost three hours while I try desperately to kill the damned dragon! My name is Taryn Moonrise I am a Dark Elf and a Mage of Skyrim and leader of the Thieves guild and I will end you!" you shrieked, fighting him.

"I am sorry! I'll reload it and make it so you can kill it this time! You've seen me do it so now you know how, think of it as a walkthrough in real life!" he yelped.

You paused and thought through that scenario.

It did seem fair enough.

"Fine. You live this time Elinjar Nightwing," you grumbled before sitting down on the couch beside him. You felt a warm arm wrap around your waist and you couldn't fight the smile the crept onto your lips.

Taehyung had been your friend for so long and even though you two could be a little explosive at times, you knew that you cared for each other very deeply. He'd helped you through your suicidal phase and your dick of an ex-boyfriend who consistently made you feel like you weren't good enough. You'd helped him through the rough times with the pressure of being himself and not trying to be someone else. The two of you were thicker than thieves and everything you did, you did it together.

"Snuggle with me, I'm cold," he said, opening his arms wider for you. Not being able to resist you crawled into his lap and curled up in his warmth. He sighed happily as you both slowly started falling asleep.

-_-_-_-_-

You woke up to the sound of your phone going off. You saw Taehyung cuddling your waist as he snuggled into your stomach. A smile spread across your face and you brushed his hair out of his face.

Your heart lurched at the feelings he gave you, but, you couldn't do much more about it... It's the most cliched thing in existence, but, you didn't want to ruin your friendship... You valued it more than anything...

Finally you looked at your phone and you almost threw up.

EX: I'm on my way up in the elevator. You better be ready to talk things out with me. I'm the best you're ever going to get.

Dread filled your stomach as you tried to think of a way to get him to leave...

You shook Taehyung awake and he groaned with annoyance.

"What is it? It's like, five in the morning," he complained.

"My ex is on his way up, we need to think of something quick to make sure he doesn't come in," you said, showing him the text.

Taehyung's eyes darkened in anger and he snatched your phone from you, ready to write a reply. You grabbed the device quickly, making sure that he didn't send anything that the two of you would regret later.

"Let me at that asshat," he growled, going to stand up. You wrapped your arms around him and tried as hard as you could to keep him from going after your ex.

"Tae! Don't! I don't want to have a lawsuit on our heads. But, we could get revenge on him in a safer way," you said, feeling the cogs turning in your head.

"What would that be?" he asked, looking at you with curiosity and anger burning in his eyes.

You smirked and beckoned him forward with your finger. He followed and came closer. "We mess up our clothing a little, make some ridiculous moaning sounds and answer the door, he'd be so embarrassed he wouldn't even know what the fuck he walked in on! I can just see the look on his face, it'll be priceless," you said, thinking about shocked expression that would be on your ex.

"You mean pretend we're fucking to get him to go away?" Taehyung said, raising an eyebrow.

"If you wouldn't mind," you said, shying away slightly.

It got awkwardly silent in the room as Taehyung stared at you with blank eyes.

Just as you were about to suggest something else, Taehyung started laughing. His eyes were watering and he appeared to be in pain from laughing so hard.

"Oh my God! That's perfect! Let's do it," he chuckled. You felt the anxiety from earlier lift off your chest as you saw Taehyung smile.

You got another text from your ex.

EX: I'm heading down the hall. You know I hate waiting.

Taehyung took off his shirt and threw it onto the floor. You rustled up your shirt and hair.

Suddenly, there was a knock at the door.

"___. Let me in," he announced.

You did everything you could to make sure you didn't laugh. But you managed not to laugh and you let out a ridiculous moan.

Taehyung almost burst into laughter again, but he kept himself quiet. He let out a groan with a high pitched squeal on the end. You smacked your hand on the wall like he was fucking you into the wall.

The longer the two of you went on like this, the less silly it got and the more realistic. He started saying your name and you started chanting his.

Your heart started to race and you couldn't help but get a little excited because of him...

He was handsome. That was something you couldn't deny. And, even better, he had a winning personality. Loyal, caring and kind. All things that your worthless ex never had. And the way his eyes sparkled when he was happy. The way he lit up a room when he walked in.

Everything he did seemed to seduce you and make you love him a little more each day. But you could never tell him that. How could you?

Oh hey Tae, I want to fuck your brains out cause I've loved you for about three years. Sound good to you?

The knocking on your door became more violent and you decided that you would scramble to answer it.

You pulled the door open and saw your ex standing there fuming.

"Oh. It's you," you grumbled, standing back and crossing your arms. He took in your appearance and seemed to grow in anger.

"Seems like you're the slut you've always been. Glad I caught you like this so I don't come back to a stretched out whore," he growled, his words hitting you like poison.

A warm arm wrapped around your waist and you were pulled into a warm body. Taehyung was glaring at your ex with a viciousness you hadn't seen in a long time.

"I think you should back off mate. She's not yours anymore. She's mine, and I don't like the way you're talking to the women I love. Something you never did," he hissed, bringing you in even closer to him.

The women he loves?

You?

No... Surely he only said that to scare the douche bag on your front step away?

Right?

"Ah, Taehyung. You've always been a slave to your dick. She must still be tight then, cause I know you can't give it to her as good as I could," he chuckled, crossing his arms.

Without any warning Taehyung stepped forward and flung his fist into your ex's nose. A sickening crack echoed throughout the hall as he stumbled backwards and hit the ground on his ass. You gasped and held your mouth in shock.

Taehyung wasn't a violent person. To see him actually throw a punch was something unheard of. But it happened. And he had done it for you.

Your ex scrambled to his feet and proceeded to shout profanities as he ran down the hall like a puppy with his tail between his legs. Taehyung was staring down the hallway with a blank expression on his face.

You didn't give it much thought before you walked forward and wrapped your arms around his waist, resting your head on his back.

"Thank you Tae... Thank you so much," you whispered, kissing his back in an affectionate manner.

The sensation sent a chill down his spine as he turned to you and cradled your face in his hands.

"Why...? Why did you have to date someone like him when I have been here the whole God damned time?" he whispered, rubbing your cheeks with his thumbs. You leaned into his touch, like you always did because you felt safest in his arms.

"Because I didn't want to risk anything we had out of a silly crush... You mean so much more to me than that," you said, hanging onto his wrists.

"Is it really just a silly crush? Or is it something deeper?" he said pulling you close to him.

The atmosphere between the two of you had changed.

It was serious now.

The two of you had already said too much.

What more did you have to lose?

Without much more though, you wrapped your hands around his neck and pulled him in for a sweet kiss. His lips were soft and warm against your own, making you sigh with contentment. Taehyung was stiff at first, but eased into your advances willingly. He brought his hands down to your hips from your shoulders and rubbed the skin that was showing.

You started walking backwards towards your apartment door, smiling as Tae followed so your kiss didn't break. Taehyung kicked your door shut as the two of you slowly edged towards your bedroom. You pulled your tank top off as you made it to the bedroom.

The sound of your mattress squeaking filled the room, as well as the pants coming from you and Taehyung as your lungs desperately asked for air. But, the desire to have your lips on his was far too great.

He was hovering over you, pressing delicate little kisses on your neck and collarbones. You couldn't help the small mewl that had escaped your lips. His lips felt so incredible against your skin. It felt as though every nerve ending in your body was on fire. And he hadn't even touched you where you really wanted him to.

"Are you sure you want this?" he asked breathlessly, pulling away from you for just a moment.

"Of course, Taehyung... I want you more than anything. B-Because I love you," you whispered, blushing a deep red.

"Then I won't keep you waiting," he growled seductively, lowering his body against your own.

Everything was slow. You two had nothing to rush. You had all the time in the world.

Taehyung was patient, as well as you. Because this was all about learning the new sides to each other.

What made you cry out his name in a way that he was anticipating.

If you moved your hips just right, what sound would he make?

There was a lot of learning to be done. And the two of you were taking your time.

You unbuttoned Taehyung's jeans and pushed your hand inside, eager to feel him. He was hard and thick against your palm and you could feel yourself get wetter at the thought of him inside of you.

Taehyung pulled the clothing from your waist down off, leaving you bare to him except for you bra.

"I think the clothing ratio here is a little unfair," you stated, tugging on his jeans, wanting them off his lithe frame.

He was quick to comply with your demands as he pulled his pants off, throwing them only to have them be forgotten on your floor.

Your lips were back on his as he grinded his clothed member against you. You couldn't hold back your moan as you felt his hard cock against your bare wetness. How had you resisted this for so long? How could you deny your love for this man for these past years?

All of it didn't matter now though, because you were going to be together now.

At least, that's what you were hoping for.

Taehyung had you sit up and undid the clasp on your bra, throwing it to the floor as well. You gasped when his hot tongue met your chilled flesh. He swirled his tongue around your nipple while his hand palmed your other breast.

"Oh, Tae... That feels so good," you encouraged, tangling your fingers in his hair as he suckled at the delicate skin. He started sucking harder and biting gently, causing you to buck up against his body. A groan escaped him as your core bumped into his throbbing erection.

It wasn't going to be much longer now...

Taehyung moved from your breasts down your stomach and hips, leaving wet kisses the whole way down. He gently eased your legs apart, kissing your thigh with a gentleness you'd never experienced before. He seemed concerned if you truly wanted to do this or not.

"Please Tae... I want you, hurry," you begged, rubbing your breasts in his absence. He watched you with lustful eyes as he lowered his mouth against you. You cried out in pleasure, feeling his tongue move expertly over your womanhood. Every flick of his tongue had you trembling with satisfaction that was driving you towards an edge that was approaching you scarily fast. You'd never really found a man going down on you that enjoyable, but you wouldn't say no to this ever again.

You had a feeling that he would be good at this from being his friend for so long. The damn boy couldn't keep his tongue in his fucking mouth... But you weren't really complaining about that now.

Taehyung teased you with one of his long fingers, pushing in to the knuckle.

"Holy fuck you're tight around my finger... I can't wait to feel you around my cock," he groaned to himself. Although his dirty talk made you clench involuntarily around his digit.  Slowly, Taehyung eased his finger out of you. You were about to protest when you felt his finger going back inside of you and his mouth lowered down on your mound again. All of the sensations sent shockwaves through your body as you were thrown off the edge of orgasm without much warning.

The rush of pleasure flooded through your veins as Taehyung helped you through the intensity by kissing your thighs and easing the movement of his fingers.

You lay there, almost boneless after your orgasm. Taehyung pulled his fingers out of you and licked the erotically, stirring the sensations in the pit of your stomach all over again.

"You got an orgasm baby, you ready for another one?" he asked, pulling his underwear off.

His long cock smacked his stomach as he flung his underwear. You stared at it with longing and desire. You scrambled to your knees and stroked his length a few times before lowering your mouth onto him to get him wet for you. Even though you were thoroughly drenched for him already.

Taehyung moaned as you continued to suck his dick and play with his balls. He let out delicious little whimpers and gasps that had you working even more enthusiastically to put him over the edge.

However, Taehyung had other ideas.

"As much as I would love to finish in your mouth baby... I have a better place in mind for that. Open your legs for me?" he asked sweetly while looking at you with such a lustful expression it made your soul ache.

You turned around and got on all fours, angling yourself towards him with an eagerness that burned within your heart. Taehyung chuckled at you before rubbing his length against your slit in a teasing manner. You gasped and leaned your hand on your hands.

Slowly, but surely, Taehyung eased himself inside of you. The stretching hurt a little, but the filling sensation you received was much better than any small amount of discomfort. You could feel his hips meet yours and the two of you were utterly still. You weren't sure if you were breathing for a small moment.

He was inside of you.

Your best friend was balls deep inside of you right now.

And it was the best feeling in the entire world.

"Are you alright? Does it hurt at all?" he asked sweetly, kissing your shoulder. You shook your head vigorously, fighting back a string of cuss words that threatening to leave your mouth due to the enormous amount of pleasure you were feeling. Taehyung smiled and kissed down your spine before straightening his back and beginning to move his hips in a gentle way.

Unlike the rough fucking you were expecting from him, he was going slow and taking his time.

Not that it didn't feel good, because it felt incredible. He was hitting you in just the right places and the pace felt good to get you adjusted to his length.

"You feel so good around me... God, how could I wait so long to have you like this?" he asked aloud. You giggled and started to meet his thrusts with your hips.

The loud sound of skin on skin resonated through the room. As well as your high pitched moans mixing with Taehyung's low, gravelly voice.

He kept saying vulgar things into your ears while fucking into you at the perfect pace. At the same time, his hands found your breasts again as he started to bang inside of you a little harder than before.

The sudden change made you cry out in surprise and pleasure. He was so deep inside of you, you could practically feel him in your stomach.

"Tae, faster, please... I want more," you whined, gripping onto the bed sheets as Taehyung continued to fuck you at a steady pace.

Hearing your plea, Taehyung started to move his hips faster against you. The new pace sent electricity through your body. You could feel Taehyung's finger tips digging into your ass, forcing your body backwards on his cock. You looked over your shoulder and saw his sweaty bangs hanging in his face. You wanted so badly to push them out of his face and watch him loose himself in bliss.

Taehyung seemed to sense your desire to change positions, because soon he was out of you and you were on your back. He didn't waste anytime to be back inside of you, however. The new position was better because you could actually see his face as he fucked you. His eyes scrunched up as he focused on how he was moving his hips. He looked determined.

You reached up and brushed his sweaty bangs from his face, holding his cheeks afterwards. Taehyung slowed his pace a little bit, looking into your eyes. You gave him a smile and a particularly drawn out moan before leaning forwards and sealing your lips together in a passionate kiss. Taehyung reveled in the contact and held your waist as he started to go even faster.

You were sure how much more you could take before you broke. The tension in your lower stomach was burning so badly and you wanted nothing more than to cum. But you knew that Taehyung was close as well...

You wanted to cum with him.

"Tae... Close," you breathed, wrapping your arms around his neck and bringing your foreheads together. He nodded and started moving at an alarmingly fast rate, striking fire in your veins.

The faster he moved, the more you could hold back your moans.

"Tae! Oh fuck me Taehyung! That feel so good, right there. Oh God I'm cumming. Shit! Oh fuck!" you screamed as the pressure in your stomach released.

You tightened down on Taehyung's length and you felt warmth spreading through your core.

After a few moments, Taehyung's back loosened and you ran your nails down his spine gently, soothing him. You kissed his head and down his cheek to his chin, ending at his lips with an endearing kiss. The two of you smiled at each other with big cheesy grins.

"Fucking finally," he said, pulling out of you and jogging to the bathroom. When he returned he had a washcloth in his hands. As well as a t-shirt for you and a pair of sweatpants for himself.

After helping you clean up, the two of you were laying in each others arms. You looked up at Taehyung with curiosity in your eyes.

"Taehyung?" you asked, rubbing his arm affectionately.

He peaked one eye open and looked down at you. "Yeah?" he responded, snuggling you closer.

"I was wondering what you meant by finally... Finally getting to have sex with me or what?" you asked, propping yourself up on your arm. Taehyung sat up quickly and shook his head.

"No no! Remember earlier when dickface was here? I-I said I loved you, and that's what I was saying finally about... I have been hiding it for so long and I fucking finally grew the balls and said it out loud in front of you instead of in front of my mirror at home. I finally got to show you how much I love you as well. That's what I was relieved about. Although the sex was a plus, I must say," he giggled, pulling you into his arms again, kissing your head.

"I love you too Tae... Can you show me how to kill that dragon again?"

Every Word.

DON’T OWN THE PICTURE.

It was three o'clock in the morning, and you still couldn't sleep.

Taehyung, your best friend of seven years was planning on proposing to his girlfriend of three years tonight...

It made you sick to your stomach to know that leech was getting your best friend to be hers for the rest of their lives, but you couldn't say anything. Taehyung would defend her till the day he died.

He loved so strongly, and so purely that it broke your heart every day that he was with her and not you...

You had loved him for so long and so deeply that every time you watched him kiss her your heart would shatter into pieces. But you were silent and supported him. You were there whenever they got into a fight and he needed to stay away for a few days to clear his head.

You were almost certain he had some sort of inkling that you liked him, but you knew he wasn't aware of the extent that you loved him. He was so oblivious, he really was. But it was one of the many things you loved about him.

As much as you didn't want to, you imagined what it would be like if you were the one he was proposing to tonight, and not that slimy bitch that was only with him for the money.

Your mind started to picture the dinner that you would be on, and how romantic it would all be. He'd have laid out rose petals, even though they make you sneeze horrendously. You'd order the cheapest thing on the menu, even though he would tell you it was fine to get whatever you wanted.

The waiter would bring out champagne glasses and there would be something inside of yours.

A beautiful ring that would be perfectly suited to your tastes and had everything you loved about jewelry in it. Your heart would melt and you'd say yes in an instant.

But it wasn't you that was getting the ring tonight.

It was her...

Someone who didn't even remotely deserve the light that was Taehyung. He was too good for you, you didn't need to remind yourself of that, but still... It was nice to imagine you could have him.

In your dreams the two of you were happy together, and he realized that you had loved him for years. He would reward you with all of his love and more. Giving you everything you could have ever wanted from him.

His attention.

His affection.

His love.

That's all you wanted. You just wanted him to care for you the same way you did for him. It was a silly notion, but how could you not daydream when your heart was breaking? You had a right to drift right now.

The last text that he sent you was at midnight when he said he was about to give her the ring. You wished him luck and told him you were sending good luck his way.

Obviously she had said yes...

She must have.

Although it was weird for Taehyung not to call you after something big like that had happened.

You imagined her with that ring sitting on her finger and your stomach twisted. You knew she was too shallow to have her own children, you had no doubt she had lied to Tae about how badly she wanted to be a mother so she could get in his pants as soon as possible to get him hooked on her.

Just as a pit of jealously was winding up in your stomach, there was a knock at the door.

You jumped and held onto your blankets tightly.

Who would be here so early?

Maybe it was Jungkook. He probably partied too late and needed a couch to crash on for the night. You were in some satin pajamas, thinking about how Taehyung would react to seeing you in them, but, Jungkook literally couldn't care less.

You walked out into the living room and pulled your slippers on before heading towards the door.

The door knob was cold in your hand as you twisted it to reveal who wanted your attention this early in the morning.

However, it wasn't Jungkook standing there like you had suspected.

Taehyung was stood there, reeking of alcohol and had tear stains and puffy red eyes. He looked like shit.

A gasp came out of your mouth before you quickly pulled him inside and took his jacket off.

"Tae! What the hell happened to you, are you alright?" You asked placing your hands on his cheeks to look at his face.

"She... She said no, ___. And she dumped me flat. I've given her so much and she just threw me away like a piece of garbage... You were right about her... You said you didn't like her very much but you supported my dumbass..."

He was slurring and you knew he was hammered. You helped him to the couch and got him settled before running to the kitchen to get him medicine for the morning and a lot of water.

Taehyung hadn't moved and he was shaking like he had started to cry again.

He was a very emotional person, and to see him so upset hurt you deeply. Taehyung didn't deserve to be so emotionally damaged by that bitch. You handed him the bottle of water and sat down next to him, ready to hear the story.

"What did that cunt do to you?" You growled, wiping some of the tears from his puffy cheeks.

He hiccuped before starting his story. "She seemed off when she walked in... I thought she wasn't feeling well, so I asked. She told me she wasn't feeling it between us anymore. I pulled out the ring and showed it to her, hoping that maybe seeing how serious I was about her would change her mind. She shook her head and said no, then left me there without a shred of dignity left. She played me like a violin. I've never felt so wrecked...."

You wrapped him up in your arms and rubbed his back soothingly, hoping to ebb some of the pain for him. You'd never wanted to harm someone so badly in your entire life. That bitch was dead meat if you ever saw her again. To hurt Taehyung in anyway was bad, but to deny him something when she had been leading him by a collar for three years was just ridiculous.

Taehyung and buried his face into your neck and was sniffling like a sad child.

Your hear ached and you wanted to cry for him, seeing how hurt he truly was. You pulled back and wiped his tears and made him drink some of the water you'd gotten for him.

He did so slowly.

You couldn't help but get a little excited as you watched his adam's apple bob up and down as he drank. You felt disgusted with yourself, but, attraction didn't seem to halt in bad situations.

Taehyung managed to finish the bottle, so you let him lie his head in your lap. It was something the two of you did for each other when one of you felt horrible or needed comforting. You played with his hair and tried to get him to go to sleep.

The emotions were getting to you and exhaustion was creeping into your bones. If you were tired you didn't want to think about how Taehyung felt right now.

He had his hand on your thigh, slowly rubbing it like a comfort to himself.

Suddenly, Taehyung spoke.

"____, do you love me?"

Your heart stopped and you choked on air.

"O-Of course I love you Tae, you're my best friend."

"Not like that, do you love me more than a friend?"

Could you lie to him right now? Could you lie to your best friend who was already emotionally damaged enough for one night?

Could you do that to him?

You knew the answer.

"Yes Tae, I have for a long while," you said, keeping your hand going through his hair.

"Then why didn't you tell me?" "Because there was never a good time. I thought it was just a childhood crush that would go away, but it never did. Then, you got a girlfriend and I had to keep it quiet. Believe me, I've wanted to tell you for years," you said, finally getting all of the emotions of the past seven years off your chest.

Taehyung was silent for a few moments and then got up onto his hands and knees.

You stared at him, confused by his actions.

Without any warning, Taehyung leaned in and planted his lips right on yours.

Shock flooded your body.

Taehyung was kissing you.

His mouth was on your mouth.

It felt so good, so incredibly good. But it was wrong. You put your hands on his shoulders and pushed, managing to get away from him. But you wanted to keep going.

Taehyung's eyes were glazed over and he looked at you with such passion that you weren't sure if it was really Taehyung looking at you or not.

"T-Tae, you're not thinking clearly right now. If you still want to talk about this in the morning then we can, but-"

"I've never fulfilled my desires with you either."

You stopped.

Your tongue had turned to lead and there was no curing it.

"What the hell are you talking about?"

Taehyung leaned over you and put his hands on either side of your head.

"Do you know how long I've kept my hands off of you? I've wanted you since we started high school. I was such a bean pole no girls wanted to fuck me, but you... You always looked at me like you wanted more from me than what you asked for. Let me give you what you want."

Your heart fluttered at those words.

He was drunk.

This wasn't Taehyung...

He probably wouldn't remember any of this in the morning.

But, the rising heat between your legs was going to betray you, You had wanted him for so long and you weren't sure if you could deny Tae throwing himself at you.

"I-I'm not sure," you said with hesitance laced in your tone.

"Please," he begged. "I'll give you whatever you want, just let me be with you like this. Even if it's just once, I want to know what it's like to be with someone who actually cares about me... Please," he whispered.

Your resolve crumbled as you pressed your lips to his. You couldn't taste alcohol on his lips, so maybe he wasn't as wasted as you originally thought...

At least, that's what you were hoping for.

Taehyung forced your mouth open and laced his tongue with yours. You moaned at the intrusion but still wrapped your arms around his neck and pulled him closer.

"I love what you're wearing," he gasped, playing with the fabric in between his fingers. "It'd be better on the floor though," Taehyung said with a little wink.

Heat rushed through your veins and you wanted to get to the bedroom quickly.

"Tae," you breathed in between kisses. "Bedroom."

That one word seemed to spark a fire within him as he wrapped his arms around you and lifted you into the air. You squealed and giggled as he carried you towards your room.

Taehyung kicked the door open and placed you on the bed carefully, pulling his shirt off and crawling over you a few moments later. You ran your hands down his chest and marveled at the skin. He was so toned and his skin was so soft and warm against yours that it drove you crazy. You wanted to know so badly what it would feel like pressed against your own.

You undid his belt and let it fall to the floor before focusing on kissing and biting at his neck. Every time you did Taehyung let out a delicious little moan. It egged you to continue your ministrations on his body while he mapped out your own.

Before you knew it, Taehyung was naked and the only thing separating the two of you was your underwear.

He looked at you for permission, which you gave him.

Taehyung leaned down and licked gently before pulling the material off of you. Then he leaned forward and placed his mouth on your without any warning. A shriek ripped from your body as Taehyung continued to work you with his tongue.

It was so hot.

His mouth against your core was unlike anything you'd ever experienced before. He was so talented with his mouth that you almost came right then and there, but you wanted to hold out until he was inside of you. That's all you wanted.

Taehyung seemed to get the message because soon he had removed his mouth and he was pumping his large erection while looking down at you.

His eyes still had a hazed over look, reminding you that he was drunk... He probably wasn't going to last very long, but that wasn't going to matter. You could get yourself off in the shower, as long as Taehyung fucked you once, that was going to be enough.

It would have to be.

You felt his cock rubbing against your core before pushing forward and barely giving you any time to adjust.

"Ah, Tae! Easy!" you yelped, grabbing onto his shoulder. His kissed your shoulder then up to your lips.

"Sorry, y-you feel really good, I can't help it," he moaned.

You had to agree. Tae felt amazing inside of you as well, the pain of being stretched out turning into an achy memory.

Soon he was bucking into you like a virgin. But it felt incredible. Even if Taehyung was drunk, he was still focused on making you feel good. Which was impressive to you.

It made you appreciate him even more, seeing as how almost shit faced drunk he was still focused on your pleasure over his. What a gentleman he was.

His hands were on your hips as he worked his cock in and out of you at an alarming rate. You could feel the pads of his fingers digging into your sides, but you weren't going to say anything but his name. It was the only word you could think of right now.

The faster he went, the more you thought about this experience coming to an end. The more you thought about how much of a desperate person you were right now. Letting your emotionally damaged best friend fuck you while he's drunk just because you've harbored a one sided love for him for a long time.

What the fuck was wrong with you?

The familiar burning sensation of tears welled up in your eyes and you couldn't stop them. As good as it felt to have Taehyung inside of you, you knew he was going to wake up and regret it. Whether it was because he felt like he took advantage of you, or he forced you into something that you didn't want to do. Or because he was shitfaced and he fucked someone that he really did care about.

You knew it was a mistake before he brought you to this bedroom, but it was your cross to bear.

Taehyung's thumbed wiped at your tears, much like you had done for him about an hour earlier.

"Why are you crying? Am I hurting you?" he asked, slowing his pace.

You shook your head and wiped at your tears pathetically.

"Sorry, i-it feels too good. I can't help it," you said, adding a small moan on the end of it to mask your damaged heart.

Taehyung seemed hesitant, but continued anyways.

Soon, you were screaming his name as he pounded into you dangerously, almost smacking your head into the headboard.

You gripped onto his shoulders and kissed his jaw as you felt yourself falling off the edge into the sweet arms of an orgasm.

Something that would take all of your pain away, just for a little while. You welcomed the pleasure with open arms.

Taehyung followed not long after, filling you to the brim with his cum.

He shuddered and shook against your as he finished, resting his head in the crook of your neck.

The reality of the situation hit you with full force.

You'd just had sex with your best friend.

While he was drunk.

Right after he got dumped by his girlfriend of three years.

After his proposal got rejected.

Some friend you were.

Taehyung pulled out of you and pulled the covers of you and himself. He pulled you in by the waist, snuggling much like the two of you had done before.

But this time was different.

You had shared your bodies, and it wasn't something you were going to be able to take back...

You'd never felt worse in your entire life.

You wanted to take a shower, not  because of Tae, but because of yourself.

What kind of person does that? Were you really that sleazy?

The guilt was eating you up inside. The guilt and the shame.

You were ashamed because you had enjoyed it. Tae had had sex with you and it was incredible. It was better than any sober man you'd ever had. And you knew it was because you loved him.

But he didn't love you.

He was drunk and emotional and just wanted some ass to fuck with for the night, and he just so happened to stumble into your apartment when you were feeling particularly vulnerable.

It was such a huge mistake.

Why did you and how could you let it happen?

But then again, how could you not let it happen? There was no way on earth you could deny him of anything he wanted. You loved him too much to let that happen.

People like you didn't need to exist on this planet... Did they?

Someone who takes advantage of others when they're vulnerable... Just for their own self gain.

It made you sick.

Once Taehyung was asleep you removed yourself from his arms and walked to the bathroom. You cleaned yourself up as best as you could and got in the shower. You wanted to clean yourself of the filth that you had created. You wanted nothing more than to scrape your skin off. You felt so disgusted with yourself.

You shut off the shower.

The bathtub looked so inviting...

You turned on the water and watched it pour into the white tub that was so clean and pure, unlike yourself.

You needed to cleanse yourself.

The water was starting to overflow, but that didn't matter.

You stepped into the bath and let the warmth of the water envelop you.

You scooted down until you were completely under the water and you opened your mouth and inhaled deeply.

It burned and you wanted to cough, but you wouldn't let yourself. You continued to inhale until your vision blurred and you couldn't think anymore.

-_-_-_-_-_-

Taehyung was cold...

He lifted his head and noticed that you were no longer in the bed beside him. He was still a little drunk, but he knew what he was doing. He got up and pulled his boxers on before wandering into the bathroom to take a piss before crawling back to bed.

Maybe you were a little embarrassed about what had happened so you went to sleep on the couch.

Once he was done in the bathroom he would carry you back to bed and he would sleep on the couch. He had been the one to initiate it anyways. No need for you to be uncomfortable.

Taehyung wandered into the bathroom and noticed that the bathtub was overflowing.

Your hands were floating in the water and your towel was on the floor besides the tub.

Taehyung got an uneasy feeling as he approached the bathtub. He peered inside and saw you under the water.

He tapped your hand to make you come up for air, but you didn't move.

"___? Did you fall asleep under there or what?" he laughed, pulling on your wrist.

You still didn't move.

Panic started to settle in his stomach.

He pulled on your arm and got your head above the water. Your lips had a little blue hue to them, and you were turning pale.

Taehyung's heart dropped as he picked you up in his arms and carried you to the bathroom floor.

He set you down on the floor and started CPR. He pushed hard and worked on getting all the water out of your lungs. He saw some of it coming out and pouring onto the floor, but he was still scared.

"___, come on baby, please. Don't do this to me... You'll be alright, just get up," he said with a begging tone.

How long had you been under there?

He hadn't really been asleep, just dozing, and no more than twenty minutes could have passed since the two of you had finished.

He continued the compressions and watched as more and more water come out of your mouth.

He pinched your nose and breathed for you, before starting the compressions again.

You couldn't die. Not after he'd just had the most meaningful sex of his entire life. You had been there for him since the beginning and he really wanted to try to make a relationship with you work. Even if he had just gotten out of the shittiest one of his life. All it took was a kiss from you to know what it meant to feel true and utter adoration.

He continued CPR until finally, you gasped and started spitting up water onto the floor.

Taehyung hadn't realized it, but he was crying.  He cradled your face in his hands as he looked at you with unbridled joy.

-_-_-_-_-_-

"____! Don't you ever scare me like that again!"

Taehyung yelped as he brought you into his arms. You looked around the room and realized you were in your bathroom.

D-Did he save you?

"Tae?" Your voice was croaky but he was there, holding you all the while.

"Yes, babe, I'm right here. Jesus, I thought you were dead... Do you know how badly you scared me?" He yelled, tears falling down his face.

You held your hand up and wiped his tears away, except this time, you were the cause of those tears.

"I-I'm sorry," you breathed not really understanding why he was still there.

"Why did you do that?"

"I-I was wrong to sleep with you, Tae... You're drunk and not thinking clearly, plus you just broke up with-"

He silenced you with a kiss.

"I don't want to think about her, just you. What we did wasn't a mistake. It was the best thing that's ever happened to me... If only I'd realized that before I met that stupid bitch... I really care about you, and if you give me the chance... I'd like to prove it to you..."

Tears welled up in your eyes and you wrapped your arms around his neck, kissing his deeply.

"Please tell me you meant that..."

"Every word..."