Vol 3 - Tumblr Posts

Sometimes, it can be difficult to form an attachment to someone (VOL 3).

Hello Friends!

I wanted to talk about something I used to face, sharing my experience.

I've had a rough time being friends with someone or forming an attachment with other people, I always say to myself "I don't even know what I'm doing"…

It's like

I always thought I'd be always considered "A Loner" or "The Weird Kid".

I feel so lost compared to everyone. I see everyone around me making friends, forming bonds, and being in relationships. Meanwhile, it's just me, alone.

I don't know…TwT I just wish it was easy to have good friends so I wouldn't be so lost, maybe..it's too much to ask for.

It was hard to make friends In Real Life and Online, it's, hard. to be alone and to be lonely.

I used to be alone as a child. I had a very bad case of social anxiety, so I always distanced myself from other kids because I felt like I was being a nuisance. When I tried to talk to others I always feel so awkward, like I'm making them feel uncomfortable. I wanted to have friends as well to hang out and such, I was frustrated because I couldn't fit in, I wasn't from here nor there, I was just stuck, with no...friends, I wanted to fit in with their bubble. I used to be in a bad relationship with someone who I had a platonic crush on. The problem was that I stayed with them even though they were not good for me because they were the only person I had at the time. If I hadn't met them, I might not have made it to 18. It wasn't about thinking "I can fix this person, I can change them for the better." No, it wasn't like that. I always stayed with them, even if they backstabbed or hurt me. I just wanted them to stay with me and give me the slightest bit of affection. They were the only people I had when I was 14. I know some others will tell me "You're still a teenager, you're too young to think of these." How do you think this feels to me though? "It will get better soon" I really know you mean well but, it's just not simple. I really wish it was easy to have friends. And if anyone asks if I'm okay, don't worry. I'm doing okay! I have 2 caring friends I communicate on Tumblr and other. That's all I have to say :') Hope you have a good evening or night!

Came into this movie a Gamora fan and came out a Nebula fan so there's that