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am i the only one wha had a homoerotic friendship with a girl, used to get butterflies in my stomach just thinking of her, had imagined all these cute scenarios in my head but irl both are very distant and awkward and there’s this elephant in the room whenever we talk and so we just move away and there’s this dejection that crushes your soul but this just would not have happened if i hadn’t lived for the hope of it all or just would have communicated clearly.