What Do I Really Want Anyway - Tumblr Posts
8 years ago
Lost
Do you ever just try to heal, to get better, but sometimes it's too taxing, and the thoughts get too loud, so loud they drown out your attempts to get somewhere and then you lose yourself, and then when you find yourself again you're back at square one, and then you hate yourself just that little bit more than you did before because now all that effort was for naught.
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i'm not even tired anymore
I mean feeling tired is in itself tiring so
I just find this kinda tiresome
annoying
I keep losing myself and it's annoying
I keep losing track of what makes me me
And I keep losing sight of the things that make me want to keep going
Self-doubt is such a fickle crippling fiend
And overthinking is its equally vicious sidekick
What do I really want anyway
What does success really mean anyway
Why do I lose myself so easily in the crowd
terrible
rant
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lost
Lost my way
I'll try not to lose my dreams too
do you ever