When I Told You That I Cared I Wasn't Lying. When I Said I Always Would I Wasn't Lying. - Tumblr Posts

i remember first doing this at 14. i didn't sleep at all that night and kept talking to him. trying to convince him to keep living. i know i will never forget that then again a couple months later with a person i'd never met before but had been playing with online for years. i clearly remember the numb aftertaste. and it doesn't get any easier each time. i never regret it. seriously that's not my point here but what i'm saying is; how would my life have turned out otherwise? if i didn't text back? if it didn't work? if i couldn't help them? yk the butterfly effect and all we really were just kids growing up trying to convince each other to keep living. i hope we are doing okay now. i hope adulthood gave us the freedom to actually make a life for ourselves. and i hope we all made it to adulthood; foolishly naive that it may be. when i told you that i cared i wasn't lying. when i said i always would i wasn't lying. i may not know your names anymore but remember your souls and will always cherish our memories. i hope we all made it to graduation <3 rambles ineptias loquor