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I want to look back at this someday

05/26/2019

Sometimes you find yourself in place where you think life is actually okay. And sometimes those times only last for moments so you want to write them (or type them) somewhere. That feeling when you realize you have been given a group of people who will be there for you no matter what. When you notice that even after two years you can look back and say, "I still trust you and care about you." That feeling is something that is precious. And even in the moment that you are feeling hopeless you know that there are people or at least one person you know would care. I have been given the privilege to have friends that I can trust no matter what. And even though there are ups and downs and I grow upset from time to time. I. Love. Them. And would do anything for them, within reason. There are three people that I truly hold close to my heart and hopefully will continue to do so. They are my "squad" and I'd like to stand by that statement for years to come.

Update: It is November 27th, 2020 and I found this in my drafts. And while, yes, I still love and appreciate my friends...why the hell did I write this and why was I sad??? Like I CANNOT remember what was happening at this point of my life.