Cleaning Out My Drafts - Tumblr Posts
hey girl is that a slaughter bullet in your leg or are you just really really not happy to see me
I want to look back at this someday
05/26/2019
Sometimes you find yourself in place where you think life is actually okay. And sometimes those times only last for moments so you want to write them (or type them) somewhere. That feeling when you realize you have been given a group of people who will be there for you no matter what. When you notice that even after two years you can look back and say, "I still trust you and care about you." That feeling is something that is precious. And even in the moment that you are feeling hopeless you know that there are people or at least one person you know would care. I have been given the privilege to have friends that I can trust no matter what. And even though there are ups and downs and I grow upset from time to time. I. Love. Them. And would do anything for them, within reason. There are three people that I truly hold close to my heart and hopefully will continue to do so. They are my "squad" and I'd like to stand by that statement for years to come.
Update: It is November 27th, 2020 and I found this in my drafts. And while, yes, I still love and appreciate my friends...why the hell did I write this and why was I sad??? Like I CANNOT remember what was happening at this point of my life.

ben regularly goes through my relics tag and spam reblogs everything so thank you ben
So, I'm not going to use the tags for this one because I feel this story requires the full context.
So, back when I thought I was going to be a Graphic Designer, one of the long-term assignments for one of the pre-major Graphic Design classes was to create/refine a design that incorporated a) a sea creature, combined with b) an adjective. There were three adjectives in total, so everyone in the class ended up with three different designs. The first two adjectives - "Startled" and "Neutral" - were the same for everybody, but the third one was our own choice. The sea creature I chose was Shiho's seahorse, and the adjective I chose was "Luminous."
When I first joined Tumblr I wanted to pick an icon that was significant to me personally but that wasn't too identifying. I was happy with how the final version of my "Luminous Shiho's Seahorse" design turned out so I went with that.
hello I’ve been thinking about this a lot lately. The anonymity of tumblr means that I associate my idea/image of you with your icon and sometimes I look at people’s icons and I’m like ‘hmmm….what is that and why?’
so pls reblog this and comment in the tags the meaning behind your icon and why you chose it. this is a social experiment. do it for science pls.
Reblog with the lies your parents told you growing up. I'll go first, my Mom told me that eating the crusts of my sandwich would make my hair curly.
putting “lying to kids is ok” on the table immediately looks bad. but theres nuance. because kids deserve to have as much context and respect as anyone else you live with. but also. telling them that leaving doors open will make ants carry away the entire house is necessary until their brains can quantify the heating&air bill
Season 2 is probably one of the seasons in the show that best highlights the damage that Walt’s empire has on average people. From them no longer using distributers and the episode with the meth parents and the kid.
Jane is probably the most 'memorable ' example of this from the show. Jane initially starts off as a cool girl, Jesse loves her and almost pines for her attention.
But when she relapse her personality is different. She becomes more desperate? Unkempt? In general it takes away her cool. She also becomes more blatantly manipulative with her father and Walt.
And unlike other characters in the show when Jane dies we see how important she is to other characters. The grief her father felt causing him to accidently make a plane crash. The grief Jessie feels for her makes him go to a crack house and go crazy for like a season.
While he didn't actively kill her all his actions and inactions led to her death. With Jane we see a microcosm of Walt's impact to people.
"Divien intervention? Pffft shut up pussy"
*angelic singing and trumpets* "be not afraid child"
"Oh shit."
Consuming a copius amount of one piece content before bed gives me crazy ass dreams who would've thought