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I am so here for this, I eagerly await what else’ll come out of this AU.

au on jzx/wwx, bc this rare pair needs more love and wwx is too damn shippable

r u rlly willing to trust me w ur heart on this tho,,,,,anyways !! i love wangxian n xuanli w my entire heart but i will admit,,,,this ship is a v guilty pleasure,,,,hopefully i can give them a happy en— ⁽ᵐᵃᵏᵉ ᶦᵗ ᵃⁿᵍˢᵗ…ᵐᵃᵏᵉ ᶦᵗ ᵃⁿᵍˢᵗ⁾ w w what ?? did anyone hear anything? weird,,,, anyways i hope to give them a happ— ⁽ᵐᵃᵏᵉ ᶦᵗ ᵃⁿᵍˢᵗ…ᵐᵃᵏᵉ ᶦᵗ ᵃⁿᵍˢᵗ⁾ who is s s s s s saying that this is not a game,,,,but as i was say— (̶͉͎̔͌͆̆Á̸̳̹̹͈Ǹ̸̡̩̯͖͐͋G̷͔͉̮͇͗̎̾͠S̶͖̗̙͈͋͂̆̾͜T̵̻̩̮͍̈͐̃͝)̴̨̰͒̏ͅ

i have written about them before here and here if ur interested !!

• honestly this can evolve into a really interesting dynamic just because of all the complications that come with these two. jzx is the sect heir of one of the 5 great sects, not only that, he his betrothed to wwx’s sister. after the fall of the wen sect, the jin sect arguably becomes the the number one enemy of the yiling patriarch. it feels like a story that was destined to end in tragedy

• still, humans are stubborn creatures and even if everything was already laid in the stars, they’d still try to find a way to rewrite them

• are they able to succeed in changing their destiny? we will have to find out!

• lwj will still be in seclusion while wwx is studying at the cloud recesses— then he’ll be suspiciously absent for the rest of the story,,,poor boy has a tummy ache from drinking so much vinegar iM SORRY LWJ U KNO I LOVE WANGXIAN THE MOST—

• anyways, i like to think of jzx and wwx as people who despite not liking each other much and arguing all the time, they can still respect and appreciate each other for their talents and ability to stand of for what they believe in

• aka they hate each other’s guts, but like them too

• jzx strikes me as a person that despite his shitty attitude sometimes, he really is a person with a noble heart. he was even agreeing with wwx about how troublesome the wens are (unlike his father,,,) and defied the wens by protecting mianmian— he even bettered himself for jyl. it leads me to believe that jzx is not someone who would leave others behind even if he didn’t like them all that much (and wwx would probably feel the same way)

• jzx had a tendency to follow around wwx, jc, and nhs while they were at the cloud recesses. maybe he was bored, maybe he had nothing better to do, maybe he just genuinely want to hang out with them a little (despite the fact he and the jiang brothers don’t always get along, wwx in particular might complain, but he’s never actually pushed him away)

• wwx was annoying, he really was. he was also incredibly obnoxious. he swore wwx would start up a fight with him just for breathing in the same area as him— but still, wwx was also the only person who had the guts to denounce the wens. because wwx was like that— always spouting some sort of bullshit, but also being the one to say the things other people are too afraid to say. as he sat at his both, watching the two jiang brothers argue about loquats, he couldn’t help but think that in some ways, wwx was admirable

• (just to be clear, he’s still obnoxious! but he’s not a bad person…)

• there is a change in their dynamic a few days after the whole waterborne abyss situation

• jzx was looking for his dog to take down from the mountain one night— it was late, but somehow 小美 (xiǎo mĕi aka little beauty) had gotten out of his resting quarters. he was already planning to send his dog back to lanling, but somehow, the little rascal ran away—

• and then he heard screaming. crying. lots of crying— who was screaming like that?

• feeling a little worried, he tries to find the source of the screaming, much to his surprise, he finds little beauty— he also finds wwx. he finds wwx with tears streaming down his face, cowering in front of his barking dog while a broken jar of emperor’s smile laid next to him

• oh….oh—

• for a moment, jzx stood frozen, unsure of what to do— he feels like he’s walked in on something he shouldn’t have

• “please make it go away—“ a small voice calls out to him desperately and without any hesitation, he shoos his own dog off

• and then he’s back looking at wwx

• “she’s gone now—“ he huffs out but wwx is still shaking, looking down as he’s wiping his tears. something in jzx’s expression softens

• oh, wwx is scared— he’s really scared. a part of him wants to go and forget this happened, but another part of him knew that he couldn’t leave a vulnerable person behind

• but what the hell was he supposed to do?! he’s never comforted anyone in his entire life! he’s never seen wwx like this, he doesn’t know how to comfort him

• “it’s fine, you can go and laugh about it or whatever…” wwx voice comes out annoyed and upset

• (no, in good conscious, he couldn’t just go)

• so he crouches down to meet wwx’s eyes

• “it’s okay.” for a moment wwx is surprised. jzx frowns, it takes everything in him to keep going and not make this anymore awkward

• “it’s okay, i won’t tell anyone” you don’t have to feel ashamed, is what he wanted to say but the words just weren’t coming out

• he finds out that wwx gets in trouble for staying out late, and with long and tired sigh, he admits that he was out late too

• (they both have to copy the sect rules in the library pavilion)

• copying the rules w wwx actually isn’t that bad— all things considered. they weren’t arguing, but they weren’t talking either, honestly it was kind of awkward. (was it because of last night?) and ofc, wwx is first to break the silence

• “some of these rules are so ridiculous— this is why the lan sect is so stuffy! don’t walk to fast? don’t eat more than three bowls?— no wonder old man lan always looks like he has a stick up his ass! you can’t even be too happy or too sad!”

• jzx has to hold back a snort, bc it’s true, but he doesn’t want to get in trouble for laughing at the lan sect rules or something, so he opts to shrug his shoulders

• “i don’t know how they expect guest disciples to memorize and follow all 3000 of these rules.” “exactly! it’s not like we’re part of the lan sect!”

• jzx takes a break from copying the rules only to see that wwx seems to have given up a long while before as his paper is littered with doodles— (was that,,,a peacock?)

• “say, don’t you think old man lan would look better without that goatee, someone should do something about that!” “don’t involve me in this.”

• the mischievous look on wwx face says that lan qiren just might find himself waking up without his facial hair— and that’s not something he wanted to be a part of. it was sudden, but wwx was looking at him with a much softer expression, like he wanted to say something—

• “thanks” “huh?” “for last night, thanks…”

• jzx is quiet for a moment and he’s unsure why he suddenly feels so flustered. so he mutters a quiet “no problem” before looking away and going back to copying the rules

• they don’t talk about it anymore, but there is a new, more comfortable atmosphere surrounding the room, he’s not sure why, but it makes him feel…good…

• and maybe it was a start of a new friendship (“jin xiong, look i drew a picture of you!” “that’s…a peacock….” “the resemblance is uncanny, right?”)

• but he always ends up saying the wrong words

• (“how can i be satisfied with her?” “…son of a servant…” “doesn’t he treat you better anyways?”)

• it was quick reflexes that saved his literal face in the end, but as for his metaphorical face— he’s never kneeled like this before and maybe for the first time in his life he was feeling ashamed— perhaps his words were a bit harsh, he couldn’t help it, he never liked talking about his arranged marriage. these days it’s been making him feel even more miserable…and maybe…maybe it was because someone else was slowly catching his interests

• he sighs, knowing what he needs to do (though he really doesn’t want to) he should apologize (this was going to be great)

• he eventually runs into wwx again, a wwx who met his gaze with a sharp glare, jzx was already feeling tired. it takes him a while, but the words finally come out

• “im sorry, i shouldn’t have said those words” “oh really? you’re sorry?” oh, he doesn’t like that tone. wwx was frowning and jzx was suddenly feeling annoyed again

• “yes, i am. i’m sincerely sorry. it was out of line.” “what problem do you even have with my shijie?!” “wei wuxian— i didn’t mean it like that!” “oh yeah, what did you mean?” “can’t you just listen for once?” he raises his voice, because he’s trying, he’s really trying.

• “why should i listen to you? because im the son of a servant?”

• oh, so that’s what it was—

• usually, hearing those words didn’t really bother wwx, he’s used to it after all, but for a moment…just for a moment, he thought he might’ve found something nicer inside that damn peacock— but no, he’s just the arrogant prick he’s always been

• jzx was starting to feel desperate. why was he feeling so desperate? did wwx’s opinion matter that much to him?

• “i didn’t mean it! what else do you want me to do? i’m sorry!”

• it in that moment of passion he might’ve accidentally tugged on wwx’s wrist too hard— and maybe they knocked their skulls into each other, the two of them both shouting out in sudden pain from the collision

• wwx is about to yell at jzx until he sees jzx’s mortified, flustered expression— and something in him decides to just let it go

• “jin xiong, you’re so rough! how can you be like this?” “….excuse me?….” “what a brute, is this how you would treat a lady too?” “…..eXUSCE ME ???” “you can let go of my hand now, i never knew jin xiong was so passionate…” “…ex..cu…se…m m m e ?????”

• wwx was laughing at him and all jzx wanted to do was run away and die he was so embarrassed

• god im gonna rewrite the entire novel at this rate n i don’t have the energy for this,,,i have all these ideas bUT IM TIRED

• but imagine just how messy things get as they move forward— when the lotus pier falls, jzx manages to bring jyl back to koi tower while jc is at gusu and wwx is missing

• the worst thing about jyl is that she’s genuinely a kind and nice person, he can see himself warming up to her, but— his heart was with someone else, and he thinks it really unfair

• he promises her that her brother is talented and capable, that he would be okay. she only smiles at him. “im glad a-xian has you by his side”

• it was unfair, so unfair

• i just want wwx to throw white peonies at jzx,,,,

• I WILL COME BACK TO THIS AT SOME POINT AND DELIVER THE TRUE ANSGT

• AKA XUANLI GET MARRIED AND WWX CANT GO, BUT FOR SOME REASON, EVEN IF HE COULD, HE WOULDNT BE ABLE TO BRING HIMSELF TO WATCH

• TENSIONS ARISE WITH THE JINS AND JZX IS CONFLICTED BTWN HIS FAMILIAL DUTIES AND HIS FEELINGS FOR THE ONE HE LOVES

• n wwx dies bc that’s a thing that happens but xuanli live ok thank u