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Tatiana, Eve, DJSS, and Neon J with silly outgoing S/O [Not Poly]

Request by?: I forgot Warnings: None Readers Gender: Gender Neutral Fanfic Type: Headcanons Fanfic Genre: Fluff Word Count: 963

Tatiana  

• Oh boy oh boy. Tatiana had a bit of a problem with you the first time you two met.  

• She thought you'd be an annoyance.  

• She was proved wrong by your generous and fun personality.  

• Anytime you'd enter a room, the room would be a bit less grim and more positive. 

• Tatiana wasn't that outgoing herself, but herself being around you made her feel something she hasn't felt in years.  

• The more times you were around her, the more she absolutely adored you from under her professional gaze. 

• Of course when it came to hefty situations that personality of yours just completely disappears.  

• Depending on who you are, you're either the one panicking, or staying calm on the outside and at the same time panicking in the inside.  

• Tatiana being so strong willed, she never panics.  

• She appreciates that you tone things down and take things seriously when needed to be.  

• There are other reasons besides these examples of why she loves you so much. 

Eve  

• Someone like Eve. Quiet, stern, and professional yet beautiful with an also equally beautiful partner that's outgoing and silly, well...

• People wouldn't think these type of personalities wouldn't match. You'd be dead wrong though.

• Someone that's also funny and outgoing but also beautiful in the inside and out? Eve is complete love struck.  

• Eve LOVES your positive giggly funny self.  

• It brings a new light into any room.  

• Eve still dealing with mental issues, you've helped her so much so she's not trapped in her own head as much  

• She admires and loves you dearly, and she'd 100% create art based on you and her (especially you.) 👀 

• Dealing with Eve's breakdowns was the most heart wrenching things to experience.  

• You being her partner, there's not much you can do except to hold her and tell how much you loved her.  

• You try to cheer her up with jokes, but you know when to tone it down.  

• Eve appreciates when you try to make her at least laugh or smile.  

• Ever since you two got together it's always Eve ended up with a smile in the end.  

• She's become more mentally stable as of late because of you, and she couldn't be any happier being with you. 

Neon J  

• Another person matching his energy? How could he not help but fall in love with you?  

• He sometimes grew shy in your giggly presence.  

• He couldn't help himself. He hasn't felt like that around anyone since he was a young lad.  

• His boys saw him simping from a mile away as you two grew closer.  

• They'd 100% do dumb shit in order for Neon J and you to confess to one another.  

• Out of no where one day you confess your feelings to Neon J no problem. 

• After Neon J heard you confess you swear you saw a heart start to form on his radar screen.  

• You couldn't help but squeal as you hugged him.  

• As you two got closer in your relationship, you eventually moved into Baracca Mansion with Neon J and his boys.  

• It was an absolute delight.  

• 1010 were like your sons in a way too in a strange way. 

• With getting closer in a relationship means finding out more problems that lie underneath though.  

• One night you wake up to hearing Neon shuffling around in the bed  

• You could hear him panicking in his sleep, and that's when you hugged him from behind.  

• "Sweetie it's ok I'm here. You're here. What you're experiencing is just a nightmare. You're safe now I promise."  

• After a while of holding him, you could feel his body grow less tense. He woke up.  

• "I..."

• Neon said as he turned his body around to face you. You couldn't tell what emotion was which cause of his radar screen yet, but you knew right now he sounded and seemed ashamed.  

• "Shh..."  

• You shushed him as you brought him close to your chest. 

• You heard him sigh, his arms slowly making their way around your waist.  

• "There's no shame in having nightmares Neon. If you want you want to talk about it?"  

• You didn't get a reply for a good bit thinking he fell asleep, but then you feel him shuffle his radar boxed face out of your chest. 

• "It's about time I told you more about these nightmares, my love."  

• You nod as you hold him close as he began to explain his PTSD from the border wars. 

• You felt like you learned more about him in this emotionally open moment. 

• Neon J wouldn't say it, but you just listening to him as you held him close and supporting him got him feeling so loved and payed attention to.  

• Yes you were a jolly goofy person, but he's never seen you this serious before.  

• It showed that you cared this much about how he actually felt.  

• He knew he made the right choice to choose you as his love and for you to move in with him.

DJSS

• He doesn't want to admit it, but damn did he fall for you hard.

 • Not just for looks of course, but your whole personality.

 • Him usually being stoic and you being bubbly and outgoing rubbed on him for sure.

 • It surpised him in ways he didn't expect.

 • And that you get him blushing, like a lot.

 • He thinks it utterly embarresing.

 • Especially when you get excited over something and you come over to cover him in kisses-

 • He's blessed to have you as a partner. Wether in serious situations or regular ones, you keep him steady

 • Without you, I'd feel like he'd lose his sense of 'centre'.

 • He found himself being a tad more open too, and he 100% blames you for that.

 • Regardless of that he loves you, like a lot.

Favourite - (Bobby X Female Reader)

Request?: ❌

Warnings: None, pure fluff and serotonin

Readers Gender: Female

Fanfic Type: Oneshot

Fanfic Genre: Fluff

Word Count: 3,740

Summary:

You’ve been the secret admirer that has been sending gifts the past couple weeks to a friend you fancied for the past while, Constable Tony Miles (aka your favourite Bobby). You couldn’t stand the locked up feeling in your chest whenever you thought of just giving him the gifts and confessing to him in person, so this was the best way for you to covey your love to him, even if he didn’t know it was you… yet. ;)

"Allo Janet!"

"Oh Y/N lovely day lovely day. What would you like help with today?" Janet asked you. She already knew what you were going to say, but she wanted to make sure.

You hesitate for a moment, pushing the package forward. "U-Um... I have a package for-"

"Desk #332, I assume?"

A blush appears on your already flushed face, nodding to the desk lady in front of you. You were honestly surprised she remembered the number. Coming here every week never got easier on your nerves since Janet already guessed about your secret crush for a particular Constable.

"Right away ma'm. The package shall be delivered by 4 AM tomorrow morning." She let you know, carefully putting the package under her desk. Janet could see your slight discomfort, sighing. "I suggest taking another dose dear you're shivering like a leaf!" She points out. "You know... you could give these to Constable Miles yourself? I doubt he'd reject your gifts. You're worrying too much dear.

You shush her, looking around. "Keep your voice down dammit."

Janet chuckles at your flustered behaviour, and of course you ignored it.

"Trust me Janet I already took one 20 minutes ago I'm not in the mood to overdose today." You joke around with her, giggling, and so does she. "Just um... loves always been a tricky subject for me, so I prefer doing this instead."

Janet nods, acknowledging your way of doing things. "Whatever works for you dear. Please sign here."

You sign the paper and there will go yet another gift you've made for the Constable.

"Thank you Y/N. Have a lovely day!"

So fucking embarrassing. Every goddamn time.

"You too Janet. Toodalo!"

Laying in bed feeling like this the past couple weeks left you sleep deprived. Not even Joy was helping your sleep oddly enough, and you never had problems with your sleep till now because of one man. If only you weren't such a wuss and just gave Constable Tony Miles the gifts yourself... but you were too embarrassed and worried to admit your feelings to him in person. You were at least relieved that Janet delivered your gifts to him under the name "secret admirer", god bless her. You'd have to do her a favour one of these days.

This aching feeling in your heart wouldn't go away. Anytime you were away from Tony nothing felt the same, not even Joy could create the same feeling as Tony does when he's around. Groaning into your pillow you lay there aching from this silly crush of yours. You decide to grab a chocolate joy pill from the side table and swallow it, feeling tingles up and down your spin from the new dose of joy in your systems. You forget what you were thinking about momentary, then you speculate why your heart was aching for and go back to thinking about Tony. Not even your happy pill was going to save you from this.

You began to feel tired a bit afterward, relaxing your muscles snuggling into your clean sheets. You felt yourself almost dosing off till a knock was hear from your front door. You lift your head up your pillow from the sound, laying back down thinking it was just your mind playing tricks on you til you heard yet another knock, firmer this time. Of course hearing an unexpected knock at your door this late sent you in a fit of a panic when you were just about to fall asleep. With an annoyed groan you reach over to grab your robe putting it on typing the string around yourself. You stand up and head to your front door to grab your weapon that was leaning against the wall. On your way sneaking down the stairs each step creaked, making you cringe, but you were still attentive looking around to make sure no one was in your home.

You make it to your front door to hear another gentle knock. No murderer or someone trying to break in wouldn't make themselves known... so who could it be? Maybe it was Foggy Jack trying to trick you? Your best bet was to check through the eye hole at your front door to see who it actually was. With hesitation and a tighter grip on your weapon, you take a peep in the eye hole to see... a Bobby? The ever so familiar gas mask of a regular Constable with the bright ass headlight on the helmet blinding you slightly. You hiss from the light slight blinding you for a minute, looking away momentarily to regain your eye sight. Blinking a few times, you look back in the eye hole to see that the Constable seemed to be waiting patiently by the way he crossed his arms, looking around. Where you in trouble? But how could you when you've been a regular citizen following the rules not causing any trouble? Only way to find out was to open the door and ask.

You sigh, putting down your weapon against the wall. Moving your hand to the door knob, you hesitate, but you knew the Constable would most likely kick the door down if you didn't open the door. Turning the doorknob slightly, you feel your heart pump against your chest and heard it in your ears. Breathing through your nose with a plastered smile on your features even if you were a tad fearful, you open the door fully. You could see the Constable was the same height as you, so it’s not your typical Bobby.

"Hello dear Constable." You greet him, yawning into your hand. "I never expected a Constable to be here at my door step at this hour. Is there a problem?" You ask curiously with your voice low, leaning your weight against the door.

The Constable looked at you shaking his head, tipping his hat to greet you to show he wasn't at all threating. "Not at all ma'm. If you don't mind may I come in?" The Constable asked, his voice muffled by the gas mask.

You couldn't tell if it was a Constable you knew or not due to the gas mask. Before you let him in, you ask: “Of course, but I'd like to know who I'm letting into my home this time of night."

You see he doesn't hesitate to nod, reaching behind his head to unclip the straps of the gas mask he wore. After a minute he takes it off his face to reveal himself, and you immediately recognized who the Constable was. Your face starts flushing a light red, your eyes widen in surprise.

"Allo Y/N." The handsome Constable greets you in almost a purr, a soft smile plastering his features.

Tony was... here? Right now as you speak? Why was he here? You must of been dreaming. Since you weren't wearing your mask he could obviously see your blush, but you do your best to ignore the thought of it. You felt embarrassed not recognizing him at first.

"Oh Tony what a lovely surprise get in here it's cold!" You pushed yourself to say feeling flustered, grabbing his hand to drag him inside.

Bringing him inside your home you hear his chuckle at your amusement, letting himself get dragged by you. Tony closed the door behind him, putting his gas mask onto your dresser you had beside the door. As you head to the kitchen to brew some tea for the both of you, Tony unclips his helmet placing it beside his gas mask, he sighs as he takes in a deep breathe. He felt claustrophobic in that damn gas mask of his, but it was required to wear it during night shifts after all.

You peak out from your kitchen to see him looking at the little mirror that was hanging on the wall fixing his pitch black hair. You chuckle seeing him try to fix his spiked up hair caused from his helmet. You roll your eyes at what you were seeing. He was always so picky about his hair.

"Tea will be ready in a bit if you want any." You chimed in, motioning your hand for him to come over, but he seemed too distracted he didn’t hear nor respond to you. Seeing this you roll your eyes: “Come sit down already your hair is fine silly.”

Making your way to your living room and getting comfortable on your sofa, you hear Tony mumble something you couldn't quite hear, something along the lines of an apology. By the looks of things he obliged when he followed your lead. You expected him to sit on the chair beside your sofa, yet you didn’t expect him to sit right next to you with no hesitation. You body stiffens from the sudden touch of his uniform that rubbed against your robe, and Tony didn't seem to mind being this close to you. After a long pause of silence, you figure out what to say;

"So T-Tony how's work tonight?" You ask the best you could without stuttering- "I hear downers have been more prominent in this area. Keeping safe I hope?"

Tony stretched his aching bones before answering your question, putting his hands behind his head getting himself comfortable.

"Eh, like the usual." He shrugged. "Kinda boring since there hasn't been a single downer in sight I could beat their bloody skull in, so I thought to myself I should check up on ya since I got nothing betta to do. I didn't expect you to be the type to stay up at this hour."

You turned your focus to your rug to avoid his gaze, humming and nodding in agreement. You could feel him inch himself closer to you making your body go more stiff. This wasn't like him to be close to anyone. He wasn't a “physical touch” type of guy.

"I see..." You mumble under your breathe- "I'm not usually, but tonight I am. I'm feeling a bit restless."

Tony hums. Deep down inside his concern for you grew on him. You've told him about this before, but it's been becoming more frequent. He wouldn't tell you straight to your face but the thought of you being unwell gets him feeling anxious. At the moment he felt his chest tighten up, but he of course tried to brush off the feeling.

"So why are you really here though besides having nothing to do on the job?" You chuckled, finally looking at him.

You see him hesitate, looking to the side for a momentarily, his green eyes darting toward you then elsewhere. He seemed nervous about telling you his real reason on why he wanted to see you. It’s not like this wasn’t the first time he’s visited you during his shift, but the situation of the room somehow… more tense. You schooch a bit to give him space, patiently waiting. You hear him sigh, his voice sounding like it was shaking. Tony moves his white gloves to his mask taking it off. He placed it on the small table beside him, looking toward you with a flustered smile.

Right before your eyes like a dream, you finally get to see his face without his mask. You’ve dreamt about what he’d look like, and wow did he look way more handsome then he did in your head.

It’s a well known thing after all that Constable's never take their masks off in front of rarely anybody, and this was your first time experiencing this. Feeling honoured, (and the feeling of passing out from how flustered you were), you examine his face further. He had a couple cute moles under his right eye, slightly darkened eye bags due to his line of work, slight tanlines on his face from his face mask, and a more so slimmer face then most. His full complexion was... way more then you thought I'd be. With or without a mask, he was still extremely attractive to you. Realizing this you knew in this moment that your crush wasn’t simply a thing that’d pass over, you truly loved this man for all he’s worth. Your eyes stayed glued to his as his eyes did the same. Tony wasn’t sure if it was a good idea to show you his face at first, but seeing how your didn't look away and continued to admire him, he knew he felt safe making the right choice for you to be the first person to see his face.

Tony noticed your smile widened ever so slighty, your face gentle and welcoming with a blush from your cheeks to your ears.

The way you were looking at him right now honestly made him feel flustered and nervous to tell you what he originally came here for. With you looking so cute and precious how could he tell you?

"Um..." Tony stutters, rubbing the back of his head. "I..." He stops himself, taking his time to process what he was going to tell you, but you being so cute was distracting him. He was acting like a complete utter love struck imbecile.

You not knowing his true feelings, he was very much in love with you as you were in love with him. He just hide it from you. Moving his hand to his forehead, looking down, he sighs, closing his eyes for a moment. The tension was high between the both of you, and you were still confused about what was happening.

"Tony?" You ask, almost encouraging him to tell you what’s on his mind.

You move a hand to his shoulder as a way to comfort him. If you had to be honest, seeing him like this was ever so precious in your eyes you couldn't stop smiling like the love struck fool you were. Tony feeling your gentle touch on his shoulder, his body leaned against your touch. With a pleased hum, he moved his hand from his forehead, turning his attention to you, moving himself completely against you. Tony grasped your hand from his shoulder. Gently, he moved his mouth the back of your palm toward his lips, closing his eyes in bliss. You on the other hand…. You were in complete awe.

With a precious smile, he smiles against your hand not looking away from you even once. The stuttering mess he was a second ago was replaced with a man much more confidence. Not even joy would fixture up such a natural smile, let alone confidence like this.

"Remember about the person I told you about that's been leaving me gifts at the station for the past couple weeks yeah?" Tony asked cheekily, already knowing your answer.

Your heart sunk hearing that, your nerves going into hyper drive. Did he figure out it was you? How did he figure it out you wondered. All you did was nod.

Tony felt you tense up from his question. So his colleagues theories where indeed correct as well as his. He didn't believe them at first til he started noticing a pattern when getting the said gifts. The mailman would drop off the gift at his desk before work hours around 4 AM. He'd go to work around 5 AM to see the gift neatly placed beside his desk lamp like this morning. I would be the same time right on the dot. Tony felt incredibly grateful for the gifts and the notes included giving him positive affirmations and how much the admirer loved his qualities. Sometimes the notes were poems. Even if he wasn't a literature type of man he took the time to understand what they meant truly. He was honestly flattered someone took the time out of their day to do this for him. Things began to piece together after some subtle signs from you. Examples being how you spoke and write like, why you sort of been stand offish toward him the past couple weeks. It just had to be you.

"It took me some time to figure it out, but there's no need to hide anything from me anymore love. I'm quite flattered you admire me this much." Tony mumbled against your hand. "I had a feeling it was you, but I just wanted to be sure before I brought it up..."

You almost choke on your own spit. You swore someone must have told him. He's always been dense as hell when it comes to anything related to love. You continue to not say anything though. What could you even say to all this? Your eyes avert from his feeling trapped. You had to say something. You look ridiculous just saying nothing after all.

"I- well-" Your stuttering ended when Tony leaned lower and lower to your face. You began to bite the inside of your cheek.

The heat and smell radiating from him set you off. You felt paralyzed in his gentle caresses, your eyes fluttering from his touch letting out a sigh. From your reactions alone made Tony's hardened heart soften, your stubborn wall finally breaking down within seconds of his touch. Tony moved his white-gloved hands onto the sides of your face, titling it to the side to leave a loving kiss on your cheek. He wasn't sure if he was doing this all right as he hasn't expressed any woman his feelings like this in years, but by how your hands gently grasped his suit told him you were accepting his affection.

Relishing in the feeling, Tony pulled away momentarily only to go in for another kiss, then another. Another kiss lead to another till Tony was flat out giving you butterfly kisses. You try to push him away; not because you didn't enjoy his affection, but you weren't sure how much you could take til you couldn't take it anymore.

"T-Tony-"

He stops right as you said his name, worried he went too far of expressing his feelings for you. You breath stutters. These feelings you've held onto your friend for months finally let loose. Quickly draping your arms around his thick neck, you pull his lips down to yours in a fit of cute aggression. Thinking he fucked up his chance with the wonderful woman he's slowly fallen for, the flustered Constable indeed was shocked but happy.

Tony practically melted into you. He couldn't stop smiling. This was one of the greatest relieves he finally got off his chest, but he never expected you to pull off the first move to actually kiss him on the lips, but he wasn't complaining. He loved your new found confidence. The way you kissed him told him that no words were needed for you to tell him that yes, you've been sending gifts all this time expressing your love through the gifts and notes alone.

All you could taste was the new black berry joy on his lips. It was honestly quite an addictive taste you couldn't get enough of. This just felt… right, felt right to be holding him like this, loving him like this, but unfortunately you needed to breathe. You pull away with a heavy breathe, looking at Tony for a short moment before tucking your face into his neck out of embarrassment. As Tony did some heavy breathing of his own from the ever so passionate kiss, he doesn't hesitate to hold you in his embrace, the smell of lavender hits his nose.

Finally opening his eyes, he notices something out of your living room window... two bobbies. He knew exactly who those two men were, his buddies Constable Harvey and Constable Jack basically cheering for him. Now Tony felt a bit too exposed for his own comfort, accidentally tightening his grip on you.

"Everything ok?" You ask, pushing against his chest to face him.

Tony sees his lads sending thumbs up to him before walking away. They'll probably embarrass him about this later tomorrow if they remember, but they weren’t important right now. He had you to worry about.

Tony moved a hand to your neck playing with thebits of hair. "Ah sorry love it's nothing. Did I hurt you?"

All you do is laugh, patting his chest. "If you say so." You stand up heading to the kitchen- "You could never hurt me dear. I'm not that fragile. Now get in here before the tea grows cold!'

You were already using lovely nicknames that made his heart flutter with love. What did he deserve to get attention from such a lovely lady such as you that loved him just as much as he loved you? Tony snapped out of his ever endless thoughts of love for you when you ruffle his hair. He didn't even hear you come back in.

"C'mon lover boy it's still piping hot." You wink at him grabbing his hands in yours. You see him flush nodding as he followed you to your kitchen. It smelt of sweet mint, his favourite.

Before you could grab the teapot to pour each others tea in your lovely tea cups, you feel a set of arms hugging your waist and a light kiss on the back of your neck.

"I love ya Y/N. So so much." You hear him muffle against you neck behind you, slightly rocking the both of you.

You giggle from this. This was unexpected. A stern man acting overly affectionate and soft toward someone like you. You were in absolute paradise. Maybe your actions weren't in vain.

Placing your hands ontop of his, you lean your head back against his touch. "I love ya too, Tony, you sweet thing." You admit shyly.

All you hear from Tony was a muffle groan. "We both know who's the sweet thing here darling..."

You shush him and proceed to pour your guys tea. You notice he hasn't let you go yet...

"...Tony our tea-"

"A minute love..." He cuts you off holding you tighter in his embrace.

All you do is roll your eyes as you accept his love. You never would have thought he's been waiting for this moment as much as you did. You worried for nothing over your silly crush on your now Constable boyfriend. With your new found lover you knew you'd sleep peacefully tonight, even if he had to head back out for his work shift soon.

Please, Please Don’t Leave...

(DJSS x Reader)

Requested by: I forgor Warnings: big sad hours Readers Gender: Gender Neutral Fanfic Type: Fluff/Angst Fanfic Genre: Oneshot Word Count: 685

"Nova please..."

"Y/N I apologize, my star, but I must leave for the meeting. You know how important they are. I'll be back soon ok?"

You felt your body tremble when his hand left yours, panic filling you with negative thoughts. You quickly stood up, hugging DJ from behind. 

"Please Nova... I love you." 

DJ thought for a moment, leaning his head orb back a little. He sighed, turning himself around to face you as he dropped down to his knee, bringing a hand up to your cheek. 

"I love you too, and I always will. I'll be back. I always do. Why would I ever want to leave the most important person I love most in my life?"

You sighed from his touch, leaving your face into his larger hand. You knew he loved you, but you couldn't help but beg for him to stay by your side always. People in your life have said the same thing and they always ended up leaving you heartless and broken. You were toyed with people you thought you loved, but always had the thought in the back of your mind Nova would do the same, knowing about his ego and all. 

You always wondered if people betrayed you because you weren't worth it, or people just never wanted to be around you because... you were you, or you were just that easy gullible to think people wanted to befriend you to actually be your friend and not to use you. 

You felt tears start following down from your eyes to your cheeks, pulling Nova closer to you as you embraced him fully. Oh his large size and how he held you put you at ease. You wished you could stay in that position forever. It eased you from the negative thoughts of people always leaving you. 

"Y/N I don't tell you this enough, but your my world, my galaxy. The person that keeps me in line and tells me when to slow down and think. You're the greatest gift that this universe has ever given to me. You're truly my love, my Alpha..."

You felt Nova lean his orb down to kiss your forehead, feeling of what felt like light sparks. It never hurt feeling the sparks. It just made you feel more tingly as the butterfly's in your stomach become more apparent. Your hands travel behind his back, bringing him close to you as much as you could. No words were needed at this moment. All you could do was cry as Nova held you in his arms, doing his best to comfort you, but he couldn't stay for long.

"Be well my star light. I must leave now. I'll call you when I'll be coming back home." Nova whispered against your forehead, lifting your head up so he could kiss you on the lips. 

The short kiss felt like eternity until he pulled away, his orb nuzzling your forehead one last time before he sat up. He headed towards the closet to put a jacket on and grabbed his suitcase, turning himself around to face you. 

"I'll be back. I promise..."

That was the last thing Nova said before leaving out the door. You didn't feel as anxious like before, but after what Nova told you, you felt more secure with your guys relationship, his words touched you so. So far in your relationship he hasn't done anything to betray your trust, but of course there were arguments from time to time. You felt like you could trust yourself now and Nova. 

With that pleasant thought in mind, you went upstairs and grabbed one of Nova's hoodies, bringing it close to you as you laid on your side on your guys bed. You could still smell the cologne on his hoodie as you brought it close, a sigh of relief escaping your lips as the scent calmed you. You'd be waiting for Nova's return, but in the mean time, you now know Nova will always come back for you, no matter what will come between you two.