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[Solar x Servant Sun] I want to see the star with you
I take request to write fic. Go girl, give me the crackest ship you want it to write!!
here is for @noinoi999 (I couldn't tag your name ;.;)
Solar had asked himself many times about his life choice, but he had never felt so stuck in a dilemma as now.
The flashy lights of Pizza Plaza flickered in the quiet, muddy cafe.
A bright yellow animatronic hummed as the daycare attendant carefully arranged each of Fazbear's trashy books into the drawers of the cabinet with affection and dignity.
This was not his Sun, or Sun of this dimension.
A Sun named Servant, that was what they wanted to be called and begged to be called.
Solar and Moon had picked them up⊠a few weeks ago in Lord Eclipse's dimension.
The outer plating had completely disappeared, revealing the endoskeletons inside, all the rays of them had been stripped clean. One of their eyes was broken and flickering in orange, the other was Sun's milky white.
It was a sickening sight to see the first thing they did after they woke up was to kneel down, begging for forgiveness from Moon and Solar.
Solar could never forget the way they kissed the ground beneath him, their eyes radiating reverence despite their trembling fear, a submission that could only belong to a sick dog begging for death, raising its neck for its master.
Solar wondered if he had ever been so submissive to his Moon?
***
The animatronic two-colored eyes caught his gaze, and smiled so brightly that Solar could see flowers blooming and silver bells ringing behind them.
âOh hello Solar!! Didnât see you there!!!â They lie, as if they donât wait for him for hours outside.
Servant was better, for a few weeks lately. Sure, they were still restless, and their paranoia was worse than Sunâs. But at least Servant has no longer begged for mercy upon seeing Moon or broke into a wild howl upon making eye contact with Sun anymore.
Ironically, Solar was the only one that Servant seemed to cling to.
The repaired light golden animatronic followed him around like a lost duckling. It was cute at first but became quite a nuisance later on.
Solar didn't mind being his Servant's confidant, it was no different than when Lunar came to him, but in reality he had too much works to do, and Servant kept blinking his big, round, timid eyes at him all the time like they like him so much, making it impossible for Solar to concentrate.
He wasn't a babysitter, damn it!
***
âBut arenât you good at it, Eclipse? Youâve always had more patience with children than Moon and I.â The mischievous voice of the person with whom he shares the same body, as they cradled little Thomas on the bed.
âDonât be an idiot, Sunny. Anyone can soothe this child.â Eclipse grumbled, but he still carefully adjusted the blanket over the childâs chest.
âYouâre such a tsundere, brother.â
Solar doesnât remember what his Sunny's laugh sounds like anymore.
***
âDo you have anything you want to say, Servant?â
Solar sighed. He gave up on working on his computer. Finding the whereabouts of Dark Sun and⊠Nexus wasnât looking good, and Solar was too exhausted to sort through Fazbearâs paperwork and work at the cinema.
Why this work was even left to the animatronics, could only be blamed on the incompetence of this capitalist corporation.
âOh⊠I was just asking after this is done, do you want to go somewhere?â Servant was stuttering, their entire bodies stiff even the rays of sunlight, they looked like glass statues that could shatter with just one word from him.
The longing gaze still lingered in the Servantâs eyes, brighter than any plasma heat source Solar had ever witnessed.
âServant, you can do whatever you want, you donât have to ask me. Iâm not your Lord.â
Solar pressed his forehead, ignoring the guilt that wasnât his. He knew the figure the Servant was looking at was Lord Eclipse, this poor thing was just trying to protect himself from getting hurt by ingratiating himself as if he had complete control over their lives. It was sickening, and left a bitter taste in Solarâs ââthroat, but he couldnât blame them.
Not when his very existence was a curse.
Solar ignored the trembling in his hand as his sensor chip recalled the hot heat of the cannon in Solar's palm, when he had personally ended Moon's miserable life.
Black oil splashed onto his pants leg, a faint mechanical sigh before fading away. The red eyes were full of cracks, but the emoticons still revealed a look of hatred and disgust as they looked at the dirt beneath their feet before the screen shattered.
It was just dust, not a corpse, but the cold and nauseating feeling still swirled in his throat until the next day.
"But..." Servant stammered. Their eyes drooped. They looked as if Solar had kicked a dog, and that dog was them. "I really wanted to ask you out."
Their hands clenched into their elbows, so tight they were about to dent. He could see Servant's trembling posture, as they tried not to kneel instinctively when they realized they had done something wrong, something that made him sad.
***
âHey Moon⊠Um⊠I know youâre busy⊠but working like this isnât healthy⊠Maybe we can take a break and figure how to save Sun togetherââ
SNAP!!!
A young, timid Eclipse stepped into the living tomb, looking at a Moon still buried in their computer, desperately typing away at the codes that keep a corpse running. Their voices were cold and cruel, crushing any hope Eclipse had of repairing the shattered pieces of what had once been a family.
âGo away, waste of space. Before I scrap you.â
âYouâve done enough damage.â
***
âAlright,â Solar had given up on the battlefield that he couldnât win. âWhere do you want to go?â
And those orange-white eyes lit up again, as if Solar had saved the world or done something great. It almost hit Solarâs ââpride, because Solar was Eclipse after all, and there was no way he could lie when he said he loved to be recognized and admired.
They bounced, their steps intertwined as if they were dancing, and they had smiles as beautiful as plum blossoms on a summer afternoon.
âCan we go stargazing?â
âStargazing?â Solar frowned.
âUm⊠Because in the old world, the sky was always so bright. I forgot the color of the stars⊠And itâs scary to go alone⊠And you work so hard⊠to help me tooâŠâ
Itâs both similar and different when comparing Servants to Sun. They are much more panicked than his Sunny, but also more meticulous and soft spoken than Sun.
They are loyal, but more easily scared than a rabbit.
Thereâs something about them that seems to have been patched together in a distorted way, like the broken pieces of a broken cup that have been re-plated too many times.
They are Sun, but they are not Sun.
An illusion, the time-worn memory of a tyrant who doesnât clearly remember what it was like the so used brother that they possessâŠ
A distortion born from a monsterâs longing to never be alone, but still retaining the purity and subtle kindness that makes him heartbroken.
âOkayâŠâ Solar said in a low voice. He remained silent, only activating the multi-dimensional portal for the two of them to jump into.
The brilliant colors of the stars gently kissed their bodies.
The silvery white broke out like stars and dust, circling like fireflies. The colorful halos fluttered and wriggled like eels, vaguely giving off the peaceful feeling of the deep universe.
This was a beautiful place.
Solar thought so, though he was a little worried for some reason, wondering if the Servant would like it or not.
âWow⊠Where is this, Solar?â There was a soft gasp of surprise from Servant, both hands covering his mouth as if not wanting his voice to ruin this moment.Â
Solar spoke evenly. They stood between everything and nothing, suspended in the void, yet steadfast to the very end.
âWe are at the center of the universe. The moment when the universe contracts and expands.âÂ
This was also the secret place he occasionally visited, when he felt like everything was becoming too much even for him. Just lie down, be quiet, relax with everything moving peacefully.
Here he is nothing⊠Noone⊠Just a speck of dust lucky enough to witness the birth of the universe.
âItâs beautiful.â Servant was silent, their faces staring in fascination at the fiery light that blended together before separating into elegant bands of color like the green light of the South Pole.Â
They looked gentle, Solar adjusted his glasses to see better, as the silver poured over the Servantâs body, turning the melted gold into a pale green like the foam of whipped egg whites.
It felt like Solar was intruding. It felt like this look on his Servantâs face was too priceless to dare to know.
And then, in a voice as meticulous, as gentle as a piano in D minor, as slow as if honey could be poured into Solarâs ââears.
âThank you⊠I know itâs hard for people to be patient with me sometimes.â
Servantâs eyes were always orange, but now they completely reflected Solarâs ââcolor.
âItâs fine.â Solar looked away, feeling a little hot in his chest as he acknowledged this gratitude.
It wasnât wrong, just strange.Â
Talking to them, sharing his secret hiding place with them.
It was comforting and relieving in a way...
To know that someone was broken enough to sit with him.
What a nauseous thought...
Maybe he should check his own system...
LaterâŠ
Someone needs to check on Tama
@starzzify r you ok??? u said there was a gun threat at ur schoolđđđ
Chapter 8 is up!
Moon's caught some feelings and Sun gets an âšideaâš
Everything alright?
I didn't even interact with that post, I just blocked New Hampshire and tried to move on with my day :/
Seriously wish this would drop now but nope, they can't
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Yeah, I'm sorry.