No, there are not 69 of us but we are hiding in a trenchcoat.. medically recognised adult DID system studying to become a clinical psych. We are aware we make mistakes, we know we make mistakes, we're open to kind discussion!!!! 🇳🇿🏳️🌈🏳️⚧️ Please remember, there is a person behind almost every post on the internet, including syscourse. Be kind.
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Can Someone Write Some Decent DID Rep Pls And Thank You
can someone write some decent DID rep pls and thank you 😭
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I should put this as a banner on our blog
( we'd never post visuals, but anyone who's been around for a while knows we've talked about it)
And sometimes hypersexuality can come with sex repulsion or asexuality. It can fluctuate too - hypersexuality flipping to sex repulsion while still feeling like you're only good for sex.
Fluctuations are a reaction to trauma too.
i wish there was more talk on tumblr about hypersexuality as a response to trauma, tbh. i see a lot of talk about asexuality and sex-repulsion due to trauma, but i rarely see people talk about the opposite. idk, its a difficult subject i suppose
tell me on anon what you'd never tell me off anon
tw: grooming mentioned, manipulation, online sexualy abuse? i cant think of a better term for the last one
hi !! we feel safer saying this as an anon since we are only 17, we experienced grooming from a system in 2021 that destroyed us, this system used "bad alters" as a way to hurt us sexually and physically, we were 14 and already having a bad time we were very suseptible to their manipulations and abuse, and i (the host) have been left with so much hurt from this system using "bad alters" to comfuse and hurt us then have a "good alter" (a father figure) swoop in and lovebomb
its so incredibly complicated and im still not public about it unless its to people we trust but i want you guys to know that youre not alone in your experience and i know sorry doesn't fix it but i hope things continue to get better for you. i hope we can get better and more comfortable with our did some day without fear.
-G
<333 That's similar to what happened to us, too. If you want to message us, we're very happy to listen to you talk / answer questions, but no pressure either way, G.
I hope you can get comfortable with your DID too - getting to know your system can be extremely healing, Sending healing hugs/thoughts (whatever you're most comfortable with).
DID is more than just having parts. Its also,
• amnesia
• confusion
• headaches
• nausea
• repeated childhood trauma
• anxiety
• spikes in fear. Anger. Or shame
• mood swings from parts
• body dysphoria
• depersonalization
• derealization
• self puzzlement
• loss of control
• flashbacks
• dizziness
And more.
DID is not "friends in your head" its traumatic, scary and uncomfortable. Its not fun it's a terrifying TRAUMA BASED disorder. And it should never be romanticized - Vesper