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Happy Birthday Me Lol

Happy birthday me lol

Last year of my teens šŸ˜­šŸ«”

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9 months ago

MASTERLIST

Hi, I'm Lou a half german half persian fan fic author :) Im 19 and currently in collage studying pre-med

REQUESTS: OPEN

REQUEST RULES

- please no smut requests, Iā€™m ok to write something steamy but no smut

- I prefer x readers but if you wanted something different please shoot me a dm

- I donā€™t write male reader

- the fandoms I write for are, MHA, NHL, and TLOU, ATLA, (this list will expand)

MHA

B.K

Wringing my hand in my lap

Cherry wine

Godess

Oh my god!

Bag

I BET ON LOSING DOGS

I KNOW YOURE WORN, YOURE EXHAUSTED

MINISERIES;

THE BEFORE, AND THE AFTER

S.T

if you could remind me of

misery and her three friends

I.M

Birds of a Feather

Good luck, babe

WHO TELLS A TEENAGE GIRL SHED BE A PRETTY BRIDE

T. I

Why donā€™t you sit right down and, stay a while

ATLA

Zuko

Pale Moonlight

Are you mine?

You're still a traitor

Bear Claws

The after

Someone to call mine

Curls

T.B

Backstabbing Bloodsucker

NHL

L.H

Matcha

N.H

Hopeless

Family Skate

the little things

I need my girlfriend

All the love

Win

Suns out funs out

M.B

Series (on hiatus) How you get the girl

I ā¤ļø NY#13

when push comes to shove

love story

Volleyball SZN

Barzal baby fever

T.Z

Hockey player ā¤ļø cant skate for shit

Roadie

Fall nights

Did you see the way he looked at you?

J.D

Married

The perfect horse-show boyfriend

Winter

The move in

I want you

Gym

Last friday night

TLOU

E.W

Invisible string

J.M

American Dream

9-1-1

E.B

Donā€™t wait for the tide, just to dip both your feet in


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7 months ago
It's My 1 Year Anniversary On Tumblr

It's my 1 year anniversary on Tumblr šŸ„³

Yippe!! Started this as a joke in hs when I had no clue what I was doing w my life and now Iā€™m in college and becoming a doctor šŸ˜­


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8 months ago

THE BEFORE, AND THE AFTER

SERIES MASTERLIST

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I clock in again the next day, the same routine. A familiar face in Dynamight; Bakugo Katsukiā€™s room. A woman who I assume is his mother fretting over her son. Bringing him water, and knitting as he sleeps.

ā€œAre you one of Katsukis nurses?ā€ She asks as I walk into his room, hair clipped up as I check the IV and his BP.

ā€œYesā€ I respond, ā€œhas he had any complaints about pain? Headaches?ā€ I ask her. She scoffs and shakes her head.

ā€œNo, not that heā€™s told me. Heā€™s stoic like that; doesnā€™t let anyone know heā€™s in pain. It can be very annoyingā€ she smiles a little, greying hair loosened around her shoulders. She leans back in her chair and sighs

ā€œThey make the worst patients, the cast is off and I think some physical therapy will help with function in that wrist. Do you want that contact?ā€ I ask and she nods, ā€œIā€™ll put it in his chartā€

ā€œThank youā€ she squints her eyes to see my name, ā€œY/l/n, thatā€™s a beautiful name.. your husbands?ā€ She asks

ā€œNoā€ I say weakly, ā€œIā€™m singleā€ I hear her tsk and shake her head.

ā€œThatā€™s such a bummer, youā€™re so beautifulā€ she murmurs, ā€œah, Iā€™m so sorry.. I must be wasting your time.. Iā€™m sure you have other patients to seeā€

I shake my head, ā€œitā€™s all good, Iā€™m hoping by tonight he should be able to go home. Do you know if he has someone who can take care of him?ā€

She shakes her head, ā€œno, Iā€™ll have him stay with me and my husband. Will that work?ā€

I nod, ā€œjust for a week. The neurologist is still nervous about that concussion but he should be fine to be at home on bed restā€

She nods and thanks me as I walk back to the nurses station. Which is typically how my days go, I sit and finish charts online.

Bakugos mother leaves that afternoon to go home and shower, ā€œhow are you feeling?ā€ I ask stepping into his room once again.

ā€œLike I got hit by a bus and you wonā€™t let me leaveā€ he groans, shifting from the bed to stand. Leaning on his portable IV drop, ā€œwhat? Am I not supposed to be walking?ā€

ā€œI guess. Only if you donā€™t mind me walking next to you. Iā€™m required to do soā€ I explain as he slowly walks out of his room.

He rolls his eyes, ā€œI donā€™t get why I feel like this.. only my arm was hurt right?ā€

I shrug, ā€œyou were hit very bluntly in the chestā€” and you have been bed ridden for a day so itā€™s all very expectedā€ I watch him nod and slow his pace.

ā€œYā€™know my mom asked about youā€ He speaks softly, a little wheezy and with a soreness to his step, ā€œsheā€™s nosy like thatā€

ā€œIā€™ve heardā€ I raise my eyebrows, ā€œletā€™s turn back nowā€

ā€œNo I can keep walkingā€

ā€œWeā€™re turning backā€

He huffs and pouts a little before following me back to his room, I help him sit back down and he has this shut eye look about his face, ā€œdo you want some more painkillers?ā€ I ask, ā€œweā€™re trying to ween you off but if youā€™re in a lot of discomfort.ā€

He shakes his head, ā€œno. Iā€™m fine. How much longer until I can be back on the streets?ā€ He asks.

ā€œI dunno, youā€™d have to ask your doctors. Iā€™m just a nurseā€ I tell him once again, ā€œbut you should be going home tonightā€

ā€œYā€™know, Iā€™ll miss our talksā€ He teases, a running gag that I do my charts with him when his mother is home. Someone to keep me company.

ā€œYeah, sure you willā€ I roll my eyes as I sit down and flick open a chart and begin scribbling some notes down.

ā€œWhy didnā€™t you become a doctor?ā€ He asks, sitting up and looking at me, ā€œyouā€™re very smartā€

I shake my head, ā€œmom pushed me into it, said itā€™d be easier to keep working when I uh eventually get married.. if that ever happensā€

I hear Bakugo laugh, ā€œyouā€™re twenty sixish? You have years until you need to get thereā€

I smile at him, ā€œyeah yeah, tell it to her.ā€ I shake my head a little and look out the window and see no-one. Which is fairly usual as the halls up here are empty. We keep the nurses few as to prevent leakage and paparazzis.

ā€œIā€™ll miss this, but I am so ready to not eat hospital foodā€ he jokes. Thereā€™s a seriousness to his face and he shifts a little, ā€œhey momā€ Mitsuki walks in and smiles.

ā€œY/n!ā€ Iā€™m quick to stand and tuck my chart into my armpit before wrapping her in a tight hug, ā€œIā€™m here to bring Katsuki homeā€ she smiles. In the two days I havenā€™t seen her sheā€™s cut her hair. It falls just at her neck and she looks a little more rested.

ā€œYes, heā€™s told meā€

ā€œYou were an absolute doll and a wonderful nurse, when he gets hurt again Iā€™ll be hoping youā€™re on his caseā€

ā€œThank you Mrs. Bakugo, but I hope I wonā€™t see him for a long timeā€

I wave goodbye to her and Bakugo as she slowly wheels him into the elevator, and maybe Iā€™ll miss him. Maybe just the slightest bit.

And so I drive home in my crappy little car to my apparent. Which is how my nights usually go, some left over pasta and chicken that Suki made while her boyfriend was staying with us. Itā€™s good and just enough to push me through to shower and detangle my hair.

Suki comes in my room as I slip into my sleep shorts and begin braiding my hair, ā€œhey cutieā€ she smiles as she jumps onto my bed and lays down. Sheā€™s only twenty and has picked up the little sister act perfectly. She sniffles a little and stares at me, ā€œhow was saying goodbye to your boyfriend?ā€ She teases a littleā€” although not knowing who the person is Iā€™ve told her about the guy Iā€™ve been keeping company throughout his stay.

ā€œIt was fine? Heā€™s not my boyfriend you knowā€ I correct as I tie off the braid and lay down next to her, ā€œand I ate your leftoversā€

ā€œYou suckā€ she groans. She rolls over and stares at me, ā€œare you going to bed?ā€

ā€œYeah, donā€™t you work early tomorrow?ā€ I ask and she nods, getting up. But not before stealing my moisturizer and blowing me a kiss goodnight.

ā€œGoodnight Sukiā€


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7 months ago

THE BEFORE, AND THE AFTER

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series Masterlist

(Og draft got deleted Iā€™m sorry pookies)

It takes Bakugo three months before he winds up in my ER once again. This time less injured, with a large gash on his abdomen. Iā€™ve just worked a twelve hour shift and am dying to get home. But alas I get called in to the trauma room where heā€™s just sitting, ā€œcalled for youā€ He smiles weakly but lifts his shirt to show a semi-deep cut just at his ribcage, ā€œhoped you werenā€™t offā€

I groan a little as I slip my sterile gown and gloves on, grabbing a suture kit and bringing it near where Iā€™m sitting, ā€œuh-huh, can I take a listen to your lungs?ā€ I ask taking my stethoscope from my pockets.

ā€œYeah. Can I get more of the pain killers?ā€ He asks, crimson eyes flick over my figure and how Iā€™m hunched listening to his lungs. Which sound fine.

ā€œNo, Iā€™m just gonna numb you a little bit and then stitch you upā€ I clarify, gentling numbing the area and slowly pulling the sutures tight.

I hear him wince and inhale sharply, ā€œyou do not have gentle handsā€

ā€œUh huhā€ I nod, ā€œI just wanna get home. Iā€™ve promised my roommate that Iā€™d be there for dinner. And Iā€™ve broken my promises more than enoughā€ I murmur; dumping my gloves and gown into the trash.

ā€œYou have a roommate?ā€ He asks; sitting up and pulling his mask off- allowing stray blonde hair to fall into his eyes. Which he quickly brushes out of his face.

ā€œYeah.. not all of us make almost two mil every year. But shes great I love herā€ I murmur, ā€œuh yeah youā€™re goodā€

ā€œWhy donā€™t I take you out to dinnerā€ he asks and now I know the morphine is talking.

ā€œHa-haā€ I joke a dry laugh, ā€œIā€™ll see you around. Just take it easy for a whileā€

Iā€™m tired and burnt out when I slink through the door, listening to some jazz pop as I unlock the door. Iā€™m not surprised to see Suki asleep on the couch. Stove off and food in the oven. I donā€™t bother waking her. She has a job interview with this tech company in the morning.

I open my door, clothes on the ground. A messy room, with makeup on my desk and medical books holding up the uneven legs. The little trinkets on my windowsill.

Iā€™ve been working the past 48 hours, non stopā€” doctors are working less hours, which means the nurses have to step up. Iā€™m working harder than I ever have. For the same pay.

I have the feeble energy to put the remaining clean laundry I have away before I stuff my laundry basket full of dirty clothes.

I flop into bed and am grateful I wonā€™t have to work until tomorrow night.

Halfway through my shift I go for coffee. Mostly because this is my favorite coffee spot but also because hospital coffee sucks. Thereā€™s a shorter line than usual, people know this place but not very well. The nurses know it best, but Iā€™m still a little astonished to see him there. Hair a little damp and eyes red with irritation. In the bareness of his hero costume, no gauntlets. Still those dumb boots.

I pick up my iced coffee, relishing in that first sip. The sip doesnā€™t cure my exhaustion; or the fact Iā€™m walking a little under a mile back to the hospital.

But Bakugo never misses, eyes keen he spots me. Murmuring my name against the crowd, sliding next to me as I walk out. Light green scrubs and black clogs. The ugliest shoes but also the comfiest, ā€œdynamight I havenā€™t seen you in a whileā€ I tease gently as he smiles. Not even bothering to get his coffee.

ā€œIā€™m almost due for my next visit then? Arenā€™t I?ā€ He asks. A faint smile of that softened jaw-line. Heā€™s not much taller than I am, 6ā€™2 to my 5ā€™7.

ā€œGod no, weā€™re so understaffed.. Iā€™m working 80 hours a week and Iā€™m still struggling on grocery and car and just everything.ā€ I murmur a little, looking over at him.

ā€œIā€™ve heard about the strikes, everyone says heroā€™s are the foundation of society but itā€™s carried by medicineā€ he speaks, a soft voice against the few cars that pass the streets.

ā€œI know.. Iā€™m just exhausted.. yā€™know?ā€ Iā€™m still quiet, ā€œhow has the stitches been healing?ā€

ā€œAll healed. Just a little sore.ā€

ā€œAnd the wrist?ā€

ā€œBecause weā€™re out of your work place.. whatā€™s it gonna take for me to take you out to dinner?ā€

I shrug back a laugh, but smile at him, ā€œa lot more than thatā€


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9 months ago

MISERY AND HER THREE FRIENDS

Ooc Shoto?? I havenā€™t written in foreva

MISERY AND HER THREE FRIENDS

My friends and I have become no stranger to death, to the limbo between death and life. The strange uncomfortable standing at a funeral. Iā€™ve become comfortable in that strange position. Iā€™ve grown to loathe love, the human need to from an attachment to someone. Something.

Iā€™m standing at my best friends funeral, ā€œErika was, my best friend. An amazing hero. Iā€™ve known her my entire life.. we lived together, andā€ I sigh, fighting back tears as I shakily exhale, ā€œyā€™know Iā€™m gonna miss her so much..ā€ I hastily exit, trying to cover my face and avoid looking at the closed casket as photos are snapped left and right. Pictures of what wouldā€™ve been an amazing hero, taken out so young. Photographs of heroā€™s attending the ceremony.

ā€œYour speechā€ someone approaches me as the mass of people dispersed, ā€œyou and Ignite were closeā€ he doesnā€™t refer to Erika by her name. Iā€™m not surprised, most people didnā€™t know her as Erika. Only her hero name, by the sharp precise flames that shoot from her palms. Gifting her the name. Ignite.

Misery has taken my last friend, and I will await for when she takes me, ā€œyesā€ I respond, I find Shoto behind me. He places a hand on my shoulder. A reach to comfort me, ā€œI uh grew up with her, we had a little group. The four of us, throughout everything. I even went to UA with her..ā€

I see his eyebrow quirk and quickly add on, ā€œthe business corseā€ I smile a little, memories of chasing the halls and watching her battle.

ā€œOh. You said you had three other friends.. are they here orā€

I shake my head, ā€œAmelia passed two years ago, and Suki threeā€ he frowns, ā€œitā€™s sad but. I think Iā€™ve come to terms with itā€

ā€œIā€™m sorry anyways, if itā€™s uhā€ he looks a little nervous and pushes his hair out of his face. Pulled up for a formal event, ā€œnot inappropriate. And you donā€™t have a partner Iā€™d like to take you for coffeeā€

I find myself agreeing to coffee. To walking down the street in my black dress and his black shirt, ā€œthank you againā€ I push my hair out of my face and over my shoulder.

And somehow, like magic I find myself. A year later hopelessly in love with him. His head on my lap, my hands combing through his freshly cut hair, ā€œI think Iā€™m in love with youā€ he murmurs against the plush of my legs. A soft kiss against the scar on my knee. It hurts my heart, brings a fear to my core. Shakes me. Because Iā€™m supposed to die. All of my friends have, and what stops death from coming for me next? Reuniting me with misery once again.

ā€œI love you tooā€ I murmur, massaging his scalp. Touching him slowly and gently. In a way that will comfort us both, soothe him, ā€œwas work good?ā€

He simply nods, and Iā€™m scared. Terrified I wonā€™t have this ever again. Itā€™s an awareness that looms over me, haunts over my shoulder.

ā€œYes, the clients are paying which is always goodā€

ā€œShould we get married?ā€ He asks. I freeze, because I want too. I want to marry him, I want everything with him. But Iā€™m so scared Iā€™ll leave him just as my friends have left their partners.

Selfishly I want too. I want to marry him, even if Iā€™m going to die before thirty. I canā€™t describe this feeling, a dread that I canā€™t stop.

ā€œOkā€ Those words feel like a death sentence, Suki passed just after her engagement became public to us, and her parents. We die as soon as we find love and affection in someone else. But now, thereā€™s no one left. Iā€™m no longer able to follow my solitude in Erika.

I thought I was ready, I expected it. I never knew when it would happen, I just hoped I wouldnā€™t have any strings attached and now.. now I have the strongest of strings attached to me. Iā€™ve found someone to love me. And I love him back, I donā€™t want him to be where I was a year ago.

ā€œWhat happens if I die?ā€ I ask, looking over at the flowers heā€™d brought me yesterday.

ā€œI promise to find you in every lifetimeā€


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