As A Fellow Aroace I've Gotta Ask If Anyone Else Reads Books, Comics, Manga, Fanfiction Or Whatever That

As a fellow aroace I've gotta ask if anyone else reads books, comics, manga, fanfiction or whatever that involve romantic or s3xual relationships and that is totally ok but when you see Pda or hear about/see someone in such relationship and get basically jump scared? Cause whenever I see or hear about a relationship that isn't platonic but romantic/ s3xual I'm usually like: "Ewww... oh right normal people do that."

Not my therapist and me talking about heartstopper and them telling me they're kinda sad cause they'll be out of the country when the new season will be aired. They'll need to watch it two weeks later, now I'm forbidden from giving spoilers.