I Just Reread Dungeon Picnic Chapters And I Have To Admit I Love Hj-yj's Relation After Hj's Birthday

I just reread dungeon picnic chapters and I have to admit I love hj-yj's relation after hj's birthday arc and am so fucking obsessed with it that I totally forgot what a jerk hj was before. And I often tend to forget it while writing fanfic too. I was trying to find a balance between caring shj and jerk shj and I thought I was doing a good job, but after rereading....

He's a total bastard, that shj-

He's frustrating to write- I love him- I hate him- but I love him-

I want him to be a jerk, but I NEED the nice shj too🥲

Media confermed 5 deaths, actual number is larger.... Hundreds of injured...

Please don't scroll and give attention to this post!

Recently in my country Bangladesh, students around all over the country are protesting against a government policy named "Quota"

Basically it's a quota reserved for the children of our freedom fighters who fought in our 1971 liberation war for government jobs in our country.

Now the problem is, even the unqualified children and grandchildren of our freedom fighters are getting this privilege. Logically speaking why should they get a government job over a person who actually deserved it more than them?

This is actually a more serious issue but because of lack of good words I can't explain it properly and that's my failure

But this is not why I grabbed your attention today

According to law, every human has the right to protest for injustice if they are not harming other people in the process.

But seems like some political parties do not agree with it

Mark this date, yesterday, 15 July 2024,

Students were attacked by the students political party called "ছাত্রলীগ" or "student's league" because of their protest in Dhaka university,Eden mohila college, Jahangirnagar University, Dhaka medical college, jagannath university and many more government universities all over the country

Students were brutally beaten by rods,there were bricks thrown towards them.

I live near "Dhaka college" and approximately 2 hours ago I heard minor blast noises and saw people literally throwing bricks at each other. You can look for yourself on news channels since many international media are covering it.

Here's a voicemail of a female student-

Vague translation-

"Today if you people saw the situation in our campus believe me you all would literally hate the student's league or fear it for your whole life.

In front of us, they had beaten the boys with rods to half death. The boys had come to us and begged us saying big sister please let us hide here or they will kill us. We tried to hide them with our Scarf,Burkas,behind the curtains but those people pushed us aside and took our classmates out and beat them with rods on their heads and they were our familiar faces who did this inhumane act. They literally laid them on the roads.

They threw big bricks towards the female student's chests, our clothes were torn but those who are our bachmates whom we attended class all year didn't say anything about it and in social media they are supporting this behavior."

This is clearly, a violation of human rights and morality.

Here are some pictures for proof-

Here is a link for some posts:

Here's another picture-

Please do not ignore us Bangladeshi students and spread this news of injustice.

We might be from a country very far from you but injustice anywhere around the world is a threat to justice in every corner of the world.

As I get more and more into s-classes that I raised, I understand Yoohyun more. And its kinda sad.

He is the reincarnation of prominent fire. He isn't fully human. His parents felt there was some problem with him, so they left him alone, never cared for him. He was a subject of negligence. Others also avoided him. Yoojin was the only person who cared for him.

Yoohyun never understood human, their emotion and the complexity of it. He never understood society and how it works. And probably that's why he never understood the consequences of him leaving Yoojin and how badly it would hurt Yoojin and Yoojin's reputation, how badly people would treat Yoojin and how it'd slowly eat away Yoojin from inside.

That's why he never understood the complex feelings Yoojin would go through if he is to leave Yoojin.

Yoohyun probably knew Yoojin loved him enough to not stop hoping for his return(I think, because Yoohyun wanted to reunite with Yoojin once he had a strong position), but he did not know Yoojin loved him enough to endure all the mistreatment and still go to dungeon raid and all just to get his approval, just to be a brother that is not a burden.

And its sad. Its sad that he couldn't understand humans. That he was doing everything within what he could understand. That he didn't realize all of it will make Yoojin more and more sad.

As someone who had stuggles understanding emotions, society, interaction and human relationships, I know this struggle. And I find myself feeling sorry for a charcter I never thought I would(I used to dislike him) now I feel sympathy for him. And it made s-classes I raised all more sad for me :)

And it makes my day. It makes me feel like all the times I spend on that chapter, on that entire fanfic was well worth it!😭❤️

To my readers:

If your comment is long and rambling and full of quotes you enjoyed, I will love it.

If your comment is full of story related questions, I will love it.

If your comment is a single sentence, I will love it.

If your comment is a single emoji, or a string of them, I will love it.

If you comment, I will love it. It's that simple.

To Bangladeshi students, if any of you want to share their experience, what you have you seen, what has happened, what you felt, please inbox me. Or write your experience and send it to @katsuragirei26@gmail.com. I never really told anyone, but I aspire to be a writer. For the last two days, I felt so desperate, frustrated and helpless, what can I do? I hear all of these news, I don't know how much is true...

I say someone say who will draw today's picture? Write today's story?  I felt it then, if today our so called intellectuals don't, then we must write ourselves! If I don't write at this time, then how can I dream of being a writer!? Those of us who write or paint and can't go to protest, let us take our pen and paint. Let it be our protest! I am not a good writer, just another average student. I cannot say I can make something out of your experience or what I will write will be good in quality. BUT I will try and I will give it my all. That's what I can do. So if you want to share your or your friend or anyone's true story, contact me. I have a fleeting idea, I want to make it a reality.

Writing a fanfic is hard. Cause- what I want to(am dying to) write are the chapters revolving Sung Hyunjae's birthday(which appears several events later), what I am writing is Taewon's backstory(which will unfold when through 3/4 of the story), while in reality I'm stil stuck in the introductory phase of the fanfic🤦‍♀️