To Feel

To feel

You, I, yours, mine,

myself and yourself, we.

As a unity. Meld.

In love and in pain.

In hurt and in need.

Reach and rage.

Painful need.

We are. Set ablaze.

Fear of losing myself. Pliancy.

Fear of losing you. Numbness.

In you, I overcome.

In myself I feel

pain, heat and You.

We are.

start here, caitlyn siehl // untitled, fortesa latifi // rien ne va plus, margarita karapanau (trans. karen emmerich) // black iris, leah raeder // the thorn merchant, yusuf komunyakaa // monster movie, nicola maye goldberg // a key to common lethal fungi, marge piercy // give me a god i can relate to, blythe baird // crimson peak, dir. guillermo del torro (2014) // the house of hades, rick riordan.

Thanks @dillyfirestarter for the tag in the discord, here are my songs, the majority of them are of only the six last months,but is what I feel represents my music tastes better.

Appetite of a People Pleaser by Ghost and Pals

Pain by IC3PEAK

Killer Queen by Queen

Something For Your M.I.N.D. -el-der Remix by superoganism

Runs in the Family by Amanda Palmer

Show & Tell by Melanie Martinez

Brutuss by the Buttres

The Wolf by Fever Ray

Dreamers by K. Flay

MAKE IT MINE by REI AMI

And I do have a Those!playlist, it's called fervency and it's on spotify. For me it's not only a those playlist but of other fandoms and works too, but the emotions that they evoke on me are pretty similar so..

Music Tag

Thanks @alkalinefrog for the tag!

Rules: put your music on shuffle and list the first 10 songs.

I played this game months before but since then I’ve made a Those Who Stand playlist. Yes I have extensive anime fanfiction playlists, yes I am cringe.

Wicked Game by Chris Isaak: From the story, the song stuck in Light’s head as he walks in to be interrogated by Lawliet

I'd never dreamed that I'd love somebody like you and I'd never dreamed that I'd lose somebody like you. No, I don't wanna fall in love with you

Love Me Dead by Ludo: L to Light when he’s regretting their relationship

You're a faith healer on TV. You're an office park without any trees: Corporate and cold, gushing for gold, leave me alone. You’re awful! I love you!

Turn Around, Look At Me by Glen Campbell: A direct recommendation by @halfpromise - L to Light when he’s at his most sentimental

Understand that there's someone who'll stand beside you (turn around, look at me) and there's someone to love and guide you

Love Will Bring You Nothing by Birdeatsbaby: The entire framing of the song reminds me of L with Stephen, dealing with Light

Love will fill you with nothing but regret (but he was God to me)

Gossip by Aubrey Logan: Stephen’s opinion of L and Light’s “friendship”

You’ve got a keen sense of rumour, a bad sense of humour. If you going be saying stuff behind his back, behind her back, behind their backs, what you going be saying bout me?

84 by Besomorph & Salvo: Light, gripped by the swirling rise of his mania, ruminating on the most vicious arguments he’s had with L

These voices livin' in my ear forever whispering thoughts i regret hearing. I admit that I am brainwashed and mind fucked, words meant to destruct erasing me.

You Oughta Know by Alanis Morrisette: L’s opinion on Light’s marriage

Is she perverted like me? Would she go down on you in a theatre? Does she speak eloquently and would she have your baby? I'm sure she'd make a really excellent mother

War Baby by Tom Robinson: L’s obsession for Light

Only the very young and the very beautiful can be so aloof, hanging out with the boys, all swagger and poise. I don't even care what other people are there, I just stare and stare and stare

The Man Who Sold The World by David Bowie: From the story - Light finally finds a song he likes to listen to, though he claims he doesn’t pay attention to lyrics

Oh no, not me I never lost control. You're face to face with the man who sold the world

Harder To Breathe by Maroon 5: These men have such a toxic relationship

How dare you say that my behavior's unacceptable? So condescending, unnecessarily critical. I have the tendency of getting very physical so watch your step, 'cause if I do, you'll need a miracle

I’m not sure who’s played this already. Anyone else out there with a Those! playlist? I’d love to hear some recommendations!

fuck it *AUs your canon*

hannibal really is such a funny show because like 90% of it is spent with all the characters going like “will graham has such an intricate and interesting mind…no one knows what’s going on up there but him…he is a mystery to all but one thing is for sure…he’s dangerous…” and then you cut to will who is at any given moment in time thinking about going fishing. and literally nothing else.

“And I would hide my face in you, and you would hide your face in me, and nobody would ever see us any more.”

— Franz Kafka, The Castle.