You Know, I Remember Where All This Started. It Begun When I Was Building Muscle And Wanted To Eat Healthier.

You know, I remember where all this started. It begun when I was building muscle and wanted to eat healthier. Then it turned into counting calories because I wasn’t losing fat and gaining muscle as fast as I would’ve liked. Then it was calorie counting that slowly morphed into an eating schedule. After that, feeling extremely fatigued and hungry because I worked out too much and needed to eat. A lot. Then it was the self-disgust. Then the first day when i fasted. 24 hours. I remember the happiness I felt. And the hunger that came that morning. I binged, and then I purged because hey, it could work right? And now I’m this. I hate this. But I’m so addicted to it.

Being suicidal doesn’t always mean attempting to kill yourself constantly, being suicidal means not caring about your life and waiting for something to take you already

I think the way how the media has promoted depression and Suicidal Thoughts has lead us to have this misconception that you need to be suffering constantly just to be depressed.

Depression doesn’t always mean constantly crying. Some depression comes in different forms

Sometimes depression means being so sad that you no longer feel anything anymore

Sometimes depression means being so sad to the point where happiness simply feels wrong and unusual

Sometimes depression means that you feel more comfortable and better being sad because of how long you’ve been stuck in a depressive state

This is why so many depressed people don’t even realize that they’re depressed. This shit is normal to us.

░Ｂｉｎｇｅ Ｗｏｒｋｏｕｔ░

~Burns 1000 Calories~

100 Jumping Jacks

100 Crunches

100 Squats

25 Push-ups

Do this three times after a binge

Do not do this if you have eaten under 800 calories, you could pass out.

Make sure to drink plenty of water.

Stay safe!

The internet could change next week, and not in a good way

You may have heard about the efforts in Europe to reform copyright law. The debate has been ongoing in the European Parliament for months. If approved next week, these new regulations would require us to automatically filter and block content that you upload without meaningful consideration of your right to free expression. 

We respect the copyrights and trademarks of others, and we take all reports seriously to ensure that your creative expression is protected. We make this clear in our Community Guidelines. There’s already a legal framework that works and is fair: Today we take down posts and media that contain allegedly infringing content when we receive a valid DMCA (Digital Millennium Copyright Act) takedown request. We also provide clear-cut ways for people to fight back if they believe their removed content was not a true violation. These instances are monitored and reported and live in our biannual transparency report. 

The suggestion to use automated filters for issues of copyright is short-sighted at best and harmful at worst. Automated filters are unable to determine whether a use should be considered “fair use” under the law and are unable to determine whether a use is authorized by a license agreement. They are unable to distinguish legitimate parody, satire, or even your own personal pictures that could be matched with similar photographs that have been protected by someone else. We don’t believe that technology should replace human judgment. Tumblr is and always has been a place for creative expression, and these new regulations would only make it harder for you to express yourself with the freedom and clarity you do so now. 

If you access Tumblr from Europe and want to act, you can find more information on saveyourinternet.eu. 

Joke’s on all of you, my whole life is that mood

I’m in a ‘let’s joke about my mental health so it doesn’t seem as bad as it really is’ mood tonight.

rb if you have considered or attempted suicide

trying to prove a point