Either Someones Gonna Write It Or I Will.

Either someone’s gonna write it or I will.

it’s giving your older brothers snarky friend that low key had a crush on you but shows it by calling you “brat” or “princess” but when you finally start collage and you go to a party with friends and some guys start talking to you and Noah comes up and throws his arm around you and gives them a death stare until they walk away……

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Hello honey! I would be very very very interested. I adore your writing

Thank you for your kind words amazing stranger! 💜💜💜

as requested, the cat version:

I need more

Teach me ~ Noah Sebastian (pt.1)

Pairing: Best friend Noah! x Virgin! Reader

Content: Unestablished relationship, cheating, Friends to lovers, Friends with Benefits, Loss of Virginity

Content warning: Cheating, Toxic relationship,Smut, loss of virginity (not in this part yet), make out sessions, mentions of loss of virginity

Series Summary: Reader is reaching a point in her relationship where sex is coming up in conversation. Reader is an inexperienced virgin. Who better to show her than her best friend Noah?

A/N: possible series? This is my first time writing but I’ve been reading fan fiction my whole life. If any of these topics make you uncomfortable this may not be the content you want to read. Noah is a gem and I hope he’d never find this anywhere( I doubt he would💀). Please enjoy any questions or comments about the series feel free to confess your sins to me in my bio ✨

You’re not really sure what started your make out session and what ended it. All you know is you had to stop before you regretted something later. You just established a new relationship with a guy named Jake. You’ve been eyeing Jake down for a while now since you’ve moved to California. You are a model and merch girl for bad omens. You’re also best friends with their lead singer Noah Sebastian.

Jake’s lips were sucking all over your neck. You tilt your head back and groan at the feeling. You’re a virgin no one has ever been this intimate with you like this. You always thought of giving your virginity to your best friend. You trust him with your life and insecurities. So why are you in the situation you’re in now?

You pulled back from Jake. “Hey what’s the matter? I thought we were just getting started?” His fingers trace the underwire of your bra and pulled you back towards him, moving his hips into yours.

“I don’t know, I’m not feeling the greatest right now..” You pulled back away again, standing up from him ready to put your sweater back on.

“I’m sorry Jake, I think my period is about to start, my body is just hurting and it’s making me feel all weird.” You use that excuse to get you out of this awkward situation. Truth is whether it was something in the air or him, it didn’t feel right.

“You never mentioned you were on your period, it’s fine though we can still… you know…”

Even though you knew what he was implying, you used your innocence as an advantage and act like you didn’t know what he was referring to.

You stare back at him giving him a questioning look like you didn’t understand.

“You know what nevermind, you should probably go take care of yourself, you got to go to work anyway right?” He speaks as he exhales in defeat.

“Yea what time is it?” You look around the couch for your phone.

“Just past 9.”

“Yea I should probably go.” You give him a smile and find your phone off the couch putting your sweater back on as well.

You’ve been with him for 5 months and the topic of sex has been in the air. Not to mention but you still haven’t told him you’re a virgin and you’re scared he’d push you even further or make fun of you.

The awkward silence lingers while putting your shoes back on. He walks you out to his door and lets you out still shirtless from your session, he smiles back at you before he closed the door.

You make your way to your car and drive back to the shared house you live in with the guys. Noah being your best friend was nice enough to have you room in with him and the guys. He enjoys your company and how you keep the house clean and uptight.

Walking through the door the house is a little empty. There’s a unsatisfied feeling in your stomach that still hasn’t gone away as you enter the house. “Hey I’m home.” You yelled through the house. Not expecting anyone to come out and respond. Noah emerges from his room, making you jump since you thought you were alone.

“Sorry to scare you, you doing okay?” Noah chuckles and leans against his doorframe.

“Yea, Jake is just being a little pushy is all. He’s upset I won’t let him in my pants.” You shrug, making your way into the kitchen.

“You don’t have to do anything you don’t want to with him you know that right? He needs to respect you and your boundaries.” Noah comes towards you leaning against the wall, waiting for a response.

“He does Noah, I want to mess around with him too, it’s just that…” you pause realizing not even Noah knows you’re inexperienced, wondering if he knew.

“Just that…” Noah picks up where you stopped and questions your voice and your unsure reaction.

“Don’t make fun of me..” You mumble looking anywhere but at him.

“Why would I make fun of you?”

“I don’t know…” you look back at him.

Noah was intimidating but he wasn’t a scary person. In fact he was one of the nicest people you know. His eyes are so kind when looking at you, you know he’d never hurt you.

“You know Jake…” you started pacing around the kitchen and him while talking to try and keep your anxiety down.

“Mhmm..” Noah’s eyes follow you around while you walk and rumble on.

“I don’t know how say any of this..” you mutter.

“Just talk and I’ll listen.”

“Well we’ve been together for a little bit now, like 5 months and he’s wanting to go further with everything. Kissing, touching, all of that.

“But…” you stop. “But.. what?” Noah follows you with his eyes.

“I’m a virgin.” You stare up at him wishing the ground would swallow you whole. The silence from your words radiates in the room. “Please don’t think I’m some kinda of whore to ask for your help, I don’t know who else to go to..” your eyes stared down at the ground now.

Noah’s eyebrows quirk, not in annoyance or offense, but in confusion to your words.

“I know you’ve had experience with girls, relationships, I know some of them didn’t work… I’m sorry to bring this onto you and all..” you mumble.

Noah’s eyes connect to your figure as you stare down at the floor. He relaxes his face, noticing your anxious eyes and body language like you were scared he’d tell you to get out or something.

You wrap your arms around yourself, still staring at the ground waiting for his words.

“What are you saying exactly…” Noah’s voice calm. He knows what you might ask but refuses to ask for himself, and would rather wait for you to speak.

You groan internally, not wanting to say it but forcing yourself to. He comes closer to you, standing in front of you now. You give out a big sigh before finally opening up.

“Can you teach me how to fuck someone?” You look up at him waiting for him to laugh at you.

Noah can feel his chest pounding at your question but is okay with it for a few reasons. One, you’re essentially giving him your virginity to toy around with and he’s letting you. He’s more than flattered. Second, because you were a virgin. It’s something he would never question you about, and didn’t expect coming from you.

“Sure, I’ll teach you.” Noah looked back at you. “On one condition, we cannot catch feelings for eachother.” You nod agreeing with his conditions. He flashed, gentle reassuring smile and walks over to the couch.

“Come here.” Noah nods, for you to come to him and sit by him.

“What’s the furthest you’ve gone?” Noah waits for your response. Leaning forward with his hands in his lap.

“Um… you look at his hands while you stand in front of him. “Kissing.” You mutter.

Noah feels his stomach turn. Giving him a deep and uncomfortable feeling. You were pure, and almost completely untouched. Your body missing the feeling of knowing any pleasure. It made his chest feel tight.

“Shit.” He chuckles, leaning back against the couch. You don’t know what came over you but you felt the need to climb up into his lap, wanting his comfort.

His hands met your hips stilling you in him.

“When is the next time you see him?” He questioned. “Tomorrow..” you mumble.

“You confident in kissing?..” Noah stared at your eyes looking for any signs of you being uncomfortable.

You nod your head afraid to speak. “Show me.”

“What?” You paused eyes going wide. You know you signed up to get lessons but you didn’t think you’d have to show him the results.

“Use the back of my hand.” He raised his tattooed hand to you. “Easy.”

Noah thought about letting you kiss him. It would be the easiest and realest way for him to help you, he could feel what Jake would feel, and what he would think.

“No!” You closed your eyes. “It’s - it’s so embarrassing.”

“Listen to me you need to corporate if we’re going to get anywhere.” He huffs, leans back again and rolls his eyes.

“I didn’t think I was gonna be making out with a hand!” You stare back at him.

“Well, you thought wrong this is how I use to practice, and I’m a good kisser, now it’s your turn.” He adds.

You scoff looking down at his hand, then back him hesitantly.

“Are you serious?”

“Yes.”

You cringe. Taking his hand and slowly bringing toward your mouth. You felt humiliated trying to ignore the heat creeping up on your cheeks and chest. As your embarrassment grows. You pause just as his hand comes to your mouth.

“I’m not doing this.” Your tone is defensive as you drop his hand into your lap.

Noah groans. He looks up at you in your eyes. “Do you trust me?” Noah asks.

“Yea..” you mumble confused as to what he means.

The thought of kissing you has been radiating in his head. He wastes no time grabbing to back of your neck and smashing your lips to his.

You let out a noise in protest like you couldn’t believe what he just did. Pushing on his chest to pull you off his mouth.

“Noah!” You shout, jumping up off him from the couch. You felt dizzy like he poisoned you with his kiss.

“Sit down, I just kissed you.”

“I have - I’m in… Noah!” You stutter. Not able to form real words.

“I’m trying to help you, and you won’t kiss my hand so kissing me was the only other option.” He reaches out bringing you back into his lap. “This is nothing more than kissing, it means nothing.”

You look over at him as he’s laying back in the couch relaxing everything about do this with him makes sense. The feelings you’re feeling, the kissing, the reassuring, it all makes sense with Noah.

Slowly you move yourself closer to him into his lap. Still nervous you bring your arms around his neck looking at his face.

“I’ll never force you to do anything you don’t want to do, but know this is one of the only ways I can help you.” He moves closer to you, just inches apart from you and him. He was close to you you could feel his body heat radiating onto you

“Okay.” You whispered. Taking a deep breath, trying to calm your nerves, and looking in his eyes.

“I’m going kiss you now, okay?” He says. Gently squeezing your side as he leans up to you places his lips on yours.

His hands travel up from your sides to the sides of your face gently holding your face in his hands as his lips move against yours.

His knee slips between your legs making the feeling overwhelming. You pull away still inches apart from Noah. His pretty dark eyes staring back at yours, Making you feel self conscious.

Your foreheads resting against each other’s while you try and slow your breathing.

He takes a deep breath and leans back into you. Noses touching and lips hovering over yours. You could feel your heart going erratic in your rib cage.

Then, his lips are on yours again. Soft and gentle, unmoving against yours. You drop your hands to your shirt and start digging your fingernails into its fabric.

His hands warm still cupping your face… thankfully his hands around your face were keeping you still or you’d be moving all over the place.

“You still doing okay?” He mumbles, his eyes closed, with his nose resting against yours as you nod your head.

“Good, you need to relax some, you’re very stiff in my hands.” He chuckles.

Not giving you a chance to respond he moves his lips back on yours. You tried to listen to him and relax your body against his but it was hard with his tongue was sliding against your lips.

The little gasp you made, making it easy for him to slip his tongue in no problem. Your hands moved from your shirt to the material of his shorts against his thighs.

You were sucking in shaky breaths through your nose, as his tongue made it to yours. It was almost too much, it felt so different from how Jake kissed you. Noah kissed you like there’s no time in the world, while Jake kisses you like he has somewhere else to be.

“Are you always this nervous?” Noah says out of breathe.

“I- um, yeah.” You gave a nervous laugh, refusing to look at his face. Freeing your hands from the grip on his shorts.

“I have an idea.” You eyes meet his again. “Why don’t you kiss me like I’m him.” That way it’s easier for you to get comfortable.” He says.

“Do you trust me?” Noah’s thumb rubs your cheek looking at your eyes. “Yes.” You mumble.

“C’mon” he jerks you up towards his lap more. So close to him, you were practically sitting right on his waist.

“Noah..” you whispered. Refusing to look into his eyes.

“Kiss me like you kiss him.”

“But you’re my friend…”

“Yeah, and you need my help. This is me helping you.”

“Okay,” you mumble.

You bring yours lips to his. He starts kissing you harder, causing both of you to groan into the kiss. You let his tongue slip into your mouth. His hands push your waist into him more as he tongue dances with yours. You try and match his lip movements. His tongue was gentle and sensual against yours as if he was trying to get a flavor of how you’d taste.

You try not to focus on the fact you’re sitting on his waist. The most intimate parts of each other. But the way he’s kissing you has you grinding against him.

You want and need to feel him hard and throbbing beneath you.

You feel dirty. Like you shouldn’t be doing this with your best friend. You should be doing this with Jake, learning with Jake.

But with Noah it felt so good and so bad that it was right.

Noah takes your bottom lip into his teeth biting it gently. Then he puts his mouth on yours again. You grab some of his shirt tugging him closer to you.

His grip on your waist grows tighter. Your hips fall into his grasp. As they do he pulls you closer to him. Practically grinding on him. When you sit back you feel him. Hard and poking at your ass.

Noah groans, as he lays back. He needs more. More from you. His hands guide your hips to grind against him again slowly and deeply.

“Noah..” you breathe. Not sure if you begging for him or pleading for him to stop.

Noah feels himself twitch. He feels your heat from above him. He wonders if Jake ever made you feel like this. Or if he ever will.

You continue grinding against him. He knew the both do you were getting carried away and needed to stop before it became too much (for him at least).

“Shit, you gotta stop.” His hands coming to your hands stopping you in place. The way you kept moving yours hips on his made him dizzy. Almost like he couldn’t handle it.

He lifts you off his waist. And sets you on the spot by him on the couch. You sit there shocked and out of breath still panting.

“Was that alright?” You pant grabbing onto the side of the couch, staring at the floor dazed.

Noah Blinks a few times. Hands coming over his face while he’s still sitting back in the couch.

“Yeah, you did great, that was great. You’re great.” Noah says with hands still over his eyes panting as well.

You gave him a smile and walked out of the living room to the kitchen. You hear the rest of guys come into the house asking Noah if he’s okay and what not.

There’s still a pit of the unsatisfied feeling in your stomach. Your skin and everything still feels on fire, and your lips feel bruised.

You closed your door leaning against it smiling. You didn’t learn much more but you feel confident in kissing Jake now.

I made a Bad Omens Being Dorks video, TDOPOM listening stream edition- because I miss them and they’re adorable.

here’s a lil snippet lol, link above xx