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Can you do a headcannon where noah and reader are just friends but they both have feelings for each other and they don't know how to tell each other and there really bad sexuall tension between the two of them???

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"Son of a bitch," you muttered while trying to hang up a shirt on the tallest point of the merch wall.

Noah and Steven were helping you set up the merch table before the show tonight and Noah couldn't help but watch you with a gleam in his eye.

"Need help, Y/N?" He asked, already knowing the answer.

"I've got it, thanks," you said, still struggling.

Noah shrugged. "Fine by me. I've got a perfect view from down here."

With your position on the ladder, both of the guys did have the perfect view of your ass in your tight jeans so you gave a little extra wiggle of your ass.

"Too bad you can't touch it," you teased after finally getting the shirt hung up.

Back safely on the floor, you patted Noah's chest as Steven watched the two of you.

It had been like this for months, ever since you joined the Bad Omens team as their merch girl.

You and Noah had feelings for each other, everyone could see it.

But neither of you would act on it because you wanted to remain professional.

Plus the flirting was fun.

Later that night, after the show, Noah was there again helping you tear down the booth.

"Do you know how many times I got hit on tonight?" You asked.

Noah shrugged while folding up the shirts.

"Every single guy had some comment about how my ass looks or how I'm too hot to be a merch girl. Some guy even asked for my number in front of his girlfriend," you shook your head in disbelief.

"I don't know why they even think they have a chance," Noah snorted before taking a step toward you.

Your ass it the table behind you and you gazed up at him. "Yeah, you think so?"

Noah licked his lips, boxing you in against the table with both of his arms on either side of you.

"I know so, angel."

Your stomach flipped at his nick name for you.

"Why? Because you think you have a chance with me?" You shot back with a teasing smirk.

He breathed in your scent, burring his face in the crook of your neck. "Admit it, you want me."

You let out a breathy moan when you felt his warmth breath on your neck and your fingers played with the ends of his hair.

"Not even in my dreams," you playfully pushed him away with a wink.

You spent the rest of the time packing up the merch table with Noah, talking and joking around with each other. But never admitting your feelings for each other.

Deep down, you both were afraid of ruining your friendship.

But off to the side, Jolly and Matt watched the two of you and shared a knowing look.

Matt pinched his eyes shut when he noticed Noah watching your ass when you bent down to pick something up. "They're the only two who can't feel the sexual tension between them."

Jolly laughed in agreement. "Maybe we should set them up to share a room at the hotel tonight. Finally, get them past this phase of just pretending."

Matt's face broke out in a wide grin and he pulled out his phone.

"Matt, I was joking," Jolly said while following Matt, hoping to stop whatever wicked plan he had in mind.

I love it, thank you so much 😊

Hi, I hope you’re having a good day by the time you see this!

I hoping to request a head canon of a wedding day with Noah and all the exciting things that go into the wedding and probably an intimate moment when the wedding reception is over with Noah.

Thank you! \^o^/

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"Angel," a soft voice whispered in your ear.

Setting down the glass of champagne, you looked over your shoulder to smile at your husband.

"Hi," you fixed the collar of his shirt. "I was wondering where you ran off to."

Noah tucked a piece of hair behind your ear, fingers lingering on the skin of your neck. "Had to shmooze some of the guests. But now, I need a few minutes alone with my wife."

Noah gathered the ends of your wedding dress and began leading you inside the building where your outdoor wedding was being held. You smiled at guests as you walked past them and followed Noah into a closet down the hall next to the bathrooms.

"What are we doing in here?" You giggled when darkness encased you.

A quiet click and the small closet was filled with a yellow-tinted light.

Noah stood in front of you with a piece of cake and two forks.

You gasped. "Did you cut the cake without me?!"

You really didn't care. The day had been a constant move of different things and you barely ate so the sight of the chocolate cake made your mouth water.

"I knew that neither of us would have time to actually enjoy this in between talking with everyone and dancing so I thought we could find a few minutes to ourselves," Noah picked up a large piece and guided it into your mouth.

You hummed in delight. "I'm so glad we went with the chocolate."

The two of you enjoyed the solace of being together and eating a piece of cake.

"What's the plan for later?" Noah questioned when the cake was gone.

You took off your heels and began rubbing at the sore ankles. "We're hitting up McDonald's on the way to the hotel. Then we will eat as much as we want while watching whatever the hell we want. I'm exhausted and sex as husband and wife can wait till tomorrow."

Bad Omens were set to head on the road for their next tour next week so a honeymoon wasn't an option right now.

You could have waited until after the tour to get married and then go on your honeymoon but neither of you wanted that.

Instead, you had a small wedding with friends and family. Something secretive that no one knew about until yesterday.

Your honeymoon was spending a three-day weekend at a hotel away from Noah's roommates who you all loved dearly.

But as husband and wife, you needed some time just the two of you.

Noah, who took over rubbing your ankles, gave you a kiss on the lips.

"Sounds like a great honeymoon to me, wife."

Hi, I’m a big fan of all of your writing and honestly take your time. This shouldn’t be something that you’re forced to write as far as I’m concerned this is a hobby and not a job. You do this at your own free time and your own will so take your time, we’ll always be ready whenever you’re ready.

HEAD CANNONS!

Hi my loves!

So it is currently 8 pm(my time) and I did not get through all the headcannons. I knew this so decided to switch up my posting than what I normally do. I did it so every guy that was requested got a piece posted.

I still have quite a few left in my inbox, some from six days ago, but I PROMISE YOU I will post them next week. I really would like to get back to working on Just For Tonight to get it posted in a few hours.

Thank you for being patient with me and understanding. It means more than you know. 🖤🪽

FUCKING MOOD

Video courtesy of @/badomensuk on TikTok.

The way I would just internally melt if he held my hand during this.

You have returned with the headcanons 😁😁😁 If y’all need me, I’ll be like this for the next 24hrs.

I was wondering if I could request a Noah Sebastian head canon with a reader who is in love with him, but believes it will never go anywhere so to try to cheer herself up she goes to the club with some friends and Noah ends up following her location to the club because he can’t stand the thought of someone else dancing on her or her being unsafe because he’s also secretly in love with her too.

PS the reason they have their locations is because they’re on tour and they do it for safety reasons 

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This girl's night had been a disaster from the get-go.

From nearly missing your Uber to almost getting puked on while waiting in line to get into the club, and finally getting hit on by guys that didn't interest you in the slightest, you were ready to go home.

You thought a night out with your friends would be something you needed to get over Noah.

But it only made you realize that all these guys that tried with you, didn't have a chance.

None of them were Noah.

"I think I'm going to head back to the hotel," you yelled to Lana over the loud bass of the song.

She gave you a pouty frown but nodded. "Did you want me to walk back with you?"

She was having a blast so you didn't want to disrupt her fun. "I'll be fine! It's actually a quick walk than waiting for the Uber."

After saying goodbye, you pushed your way through the packed club and breathed a sigh of relief when the fresh night air filled your lungs.

You made it all five steps away from the club when you came to a halt at the sight in front of you.

Noah stood there with his hair a disheveled mess like he'd been running.

"Hi, angel." he mused while taking in your appearance.

"How'd you know where I was?" You asked.

He held up his phone; your location on Life360 staring back at you.

"Why are you here?" You crossed your arms at the sudden chill.

Earlier, you'd seen Noah flirting with one of the stage hands which prompted your girl's night.

But Noah hadn't been flirting, he'd been trying to be polite by not pushing the girl away.

You didn't see his eyes as they lingered over to you while setting up the merch table.

"Because the thought of you dancing with someone else didn't feel right with me," he stuffed his hands in the pocket of his yellow hoodie. "I fucking hate it took me this long to realize it."

Your heart jumped in your throat. "Realize what?"

You could see the conflict in his eyes before he muttered under his breath. "Fuck it."

All at once, you felt his soft lips against yours in a kiss that held so much hesitation on his end, fear of not knowing how you'd act.

But your hands quickly found his long locks, pulling on the ends to bring him closer while your tongues fought in a battle of dominance; Noah quickly winning.

"Woah," you breathed while pulling away.

He didn't let you go far before wrapping an arm around you, walking with you back to the hotel with the promise of spending the night with you to figure out where your relationship went from here.

uh he can have all of me all day every day

So after reading a head canon that was written out by the lovely @thefallennightmare, I decided to take my hand again at writing, but we’ll see how it goes. I’m probably halfway through writing it and then I’ll post it later tonight or probably tomorrow. Don’t judge too much because it’s my first time writing again in a very long minute 

It was the head cannon where Noah and the reader find out at the very last minute that they’re having a baby.

Definitely, I’ll make sure to tag you as soon as I post it.

So after reading a head canon that was written out by the lovely @thefallennightmare, I decided to take my hand again at writing, but we’ll see how it goes. I’m probably halfway through writing it and then I’ll post it later tonight or probably tomorrow. Don’t judge too much because it’s my first time writing again in a very long minute 

Hi, my name is Amelia and this my first time writing in very long minute, but I got inspired by the lovely @thefallennightmare , she’s become my favorite writers on this app, with all that being said, someone requested a head canon of the reader having a cryptic pregnancy, she wrote out the head canon and it reminded me so much of my best friend going through that too. I got inspired by it and decided to put my spin in it. So without further ado, please enjoy. I’m gonna use character names, but please feel free to use your own preferred names.

“Oof, damn it that hurt.” Anya whispered to herself, rubbing her back from the most recent cramp out of many for the day.

She was folding up the merch table and boxes of unsold merch from the most recent Bad Omens concert, they were currently in their last show of the tour in Sacramento and we’re all getting ready to head back to their homes. Half in Los Angeles, including her and the other half in Virginia.

“Is your back still hurting darling?” she heard a familiar voice ask. She turned around and saw Noah standing there, looking at her with concern in his eyes.

“Yeah, but this time it felt stronger than the others and now it’s coming every 30 minutes and lasts about five minutes.”

”Would you listen to me if I told you to head to urgent care and get yourself checked out?”

She shook her head while folding up the last box of tshirts.

”I already know what they’re going to say, ‘You have irregular periods, ma’am, It’s just probably your period coming in again.’”

Noah just nodded, after working with them and being on tour with them since their album Finding God, Before God Finds Me came out, they had gotten to know each other and began to really know each other after being in a relationship for almost two years. Noah took the box that Anya was holding and helped put it in the truck where their equipment and merch was being held.

“Come on, let’s get back inside and I’ll make you chamomile tea to soothe your cramps. When did they start?” Noah took off the jacket that he was wearing and put it around Anya’s shoulders, knowing that when she had cramps the cold never did her any favors.

Anya nodded and pulled his jacket closer to her body, while slightly admiring Noah’s body. Something about Noah after a concert always made her want him, but sadly tonight was not going to be one of those nights.

”They started around noon, but only recently they started coming in slightly quicker.”

They reached the door of the tour bus and went inside where the rest of the band was waiting for them.

“We ready to head home?” Matt asked.

Everyone on the bus cheered and loud music began to play from hip-hop to rap to country anything the boys could use to celebrate going home after a long 11 months of back to back tours across North America, South America, Europe and Japan with Bring Me The Horizon, Sleep Token, and Dayseeker. Everyone was more than ready to be back home, none more than Anya; she wanted nothing more to sleep off her cramps and just get enough rest before going through festival season all through California. Noah went to the kitchen part of the bus and poured a water bottle into the kettle, and turned it on. Once the water was ready, he poured the water in a mug and put the tea bag in the mug, and carefully handed it to Anya. She let the boys enjoy festivities and went to the back of the bus and closed the door to get some peace and quiet, drinking the tea Noah had made. After about 3 hours into the drive, she woke up and found that the rest of the bus had quieted down and possibly had fallen asleep. She however was not feeling anymore peaceful and in fact was feeling worse.

“Ahh fuck.” She whispered to herself.

She tried to stand up and sat back down again, the pain being worse than before. She was no longer able to fully stand on her own. Another cramp passed through her and unlike the ones before, this was intense. Anya wrapped her arms around herself and the pain caused her to groan, she tried her best to be quiet to not disturb the guys in case they were asleep. After what felt like forever, she felt someone else’s presence, Anya looked up and saw Noah look at her with concern and fear. He knelt down and tried to sit her up, but instead she just slumped her head on his shoulder.

“Ok, for once this time can you please listen to me when I tell you that I’m going to tell Matt to stop the bus so we can go to the ER. This is way past urgent care at this point.” He said, cradling her head in his hand

”Noah, I promise that I’m fine. It’s just my period about to start.” She said, trying not to worry him.

He gave her a look that clearly said he didn’t believe her for one minute.

“Darling, I’ve seen you on your period, this is way beyond that. Stay here , I’m going to check if Matt or Bryan are awake to help us.”

Noah got up and left the back, after about a long 10 minutes, he came back with Matt, if he was asleep before, he clearly wasn’t anymore after taking one look at Anya.

“Holy Fuck, how long have you been like this?” Matt asked

”I’ve been feeling shitty all day, but it just started feeling worse about almost two hours ago.” Anya said.

Matt knelt down and to get his arm around her.

”Alright man, let’s get her up.” Matt said.

Noah and Matt stood on either side of her and put her arms around their shoulders. As soon as she was up, Anya gasped and felt something warm and wet trickling down her legs. She looked down and saw that her sweats were soaked. Whatever pain she felt was now intensified by tenfold. She bent over and fell back on the floor when the next cramp started again, this one almost causing her to yell out loud.

“Oh fuck, I’ll go tell the driver to drive to the closest hospital, I think were in Fresno right now.” Matt said.

Everyone started to look out their bunks and saw Anya laying on the floor with Noah right at her side. After that everyone immediately woke up and began to help in any way they could.

The bus stopped and without hesitating, Noah picked up Anya and carried her in his arms. He carried her out the bus and through the hospital doors.

”Can we get some help here?” Jolly yelled out

In an instant two nurses, one male and one female came up, and another nurse brought a gurney. Anya could no longer and started yelling out at the pain. Noah placed her on the gurney and was hesitant to let go of her hand.

“Sir, we got her and we’ll get her situated and figure out what’s going on.”

Noah nodded, but was slow to let go of her hand. Anya was wheeled into a private room, and immediately her shirt was raised exposing her abdomen.

“Ma’am we need you to stay still just long enough to see what is going on.”

Anya was writhing around in pain and screamed at the pain, but something felt different, something hard coming out of her.

”I can’t, I feel something coming out.”

The nurses looked up at each other, grabbed a scissor and cut Anya free from her sweats and underwear. The sight astonished them, they looked and saw a head crowning. From that they got a hospital gown on her and immediately moved her into a different room.

“What’s your name sweetie?” The nurse asked.

”Anastasia Mendoza, but I go by Anya.”

“Anya sweetie, I need you to listen to me very carefully, you’re having a baby sweetie and the baby is coming out now sweetie.”

At those words, the world felt like it stopped and Anya looked up at the nurse.

“That’s not possible, I’m not pregnant.”

”Sweetie, unless my eyes deceive me, this baby is ready to come out, whether you like it or not. Now, do you know who the father is and where he is?”

Anya remembered all the times she slept with Noah and realized the possibility of her being pregnant was true, they weren’t truly safe in their sexual activities, but because of her irregular periods, she thought the possibility of her getting pregnant would be slim. She looked at the nurse.

”He’s the one who carried me in the waiting room. His name is Noah Sebastian.”

She nodded and told the male nurse and began to hook her up to machines and heart rate monitors for both her and the baby, and put her feet in the stirrups.

Outside in the waiting room, Noah, Jolly, Nicholas, Folio, Matt and Bryan were all waiting on news, Noah was walking back and forth. Not knowing made his anxiety skyrocket.

”Noah, she’s getting checked out, she’ll be fine, now stop walking back and forth, because I’m getting dizzy watching you.” Folio said.

”Don’t ask me to stop man, Anya’s back there and I don’t know what’s going on with her.”

The male nurse helping Anya came out.

”Noah Sebastian?”

Noah looked and immediately went up to him, along with the rest of the guys.”

“How is Anya doing? Is she alright?”

“Relax sir, everything is fine, both her and the baby are alright. Now if you can follow me, I need you to put on a hospital gown. Right now gentleman, I just need Mr. Sebastian, we can let you know when they can accept visitors.”

In his anxiety induced haze he didn’t catch his mention of the baby. Noah followed behind the nurse and Nicholas stood there thinking over what the nurse just said.

“Did he just say what I think he said?” Nicholas asked.

”If you’re thinking he said baby, then yes, I heard him too.” Bryan said.

Everyone was thinking about the signs they could’ve missed and all the signs that could’ve given away her being pregnant.

“I didn’t even know Anya was pregnant, why didn’t she tell us?” Folio asked

”Man, I don’t think Anya even knew herself.” Matt said.

”I think we should create a baby basket and start ordering what they're definitely going to need now.” Jolly said.

They all left the hospital and began to head to the nearest Target.

”Wait, what about Noah? I don’t think he heard about the part with the baby.” Nicholas asked.

“I think he’ll figure it out when he sees the baby come out dude. Come on.” Matt said

Noah walked to the room while putting on the hospital issued scrub gown and looked up and saw the sign reading ‘MATERNITY WARD’.

“Are you sure I’m in the right place? My girlfriend isn’t pregnant.”

”You’ll see sir.”

He reached the room and saw Anya on the bed and immediately rushed to her side. Anya screaming her head off from the pain and white knuckling the bed rails. She saw him and immediately held on to his hand.

”What is going on?” Noah asked.

”Sir, you're aware that your girlfriend is having a baby right?”

Noah’s eyes widened and realized that this was happening right now, from the bassinet on the side of the bed to everything included in having a baby. At his delayed response, one of the nurses looked at him.

”Sir, if you’re going to faint, just know that we’ll ignore you, because right now we're focused on mom and baby.”

Noah focused on what was going on and gripped Anya’s hand just as hard.

”It’s ok darling, I’m here. Let's do this, you can do this.”

Anya nodded and cried out.

”Ok sweetie, on three you’ll push and push for 10 seconds. One, Two. Three. Push!”

Anya gripped Noah’s hand and began to push.

”Push, Push, Push, Push, Push.” One of the nurses said. After 10 seconds of pushing, Anya couldn’t push anymore.

”Ok, take a quick breather sweetie and then we’ll start again.”

Anya shook her head.

”I can’t, it’s too much. It hurts so bad.”

Noah kissed Anya’s forehead.

”Darling, I’m here. Whatever you need, I’m here. You want to break my hand holding it? Do it. Scream my ear off? Scream.” Noah said.

Anya looked up at him.

”Oh my god, we’re actually having a baby right now.” Anya breathed in, sweat sliding down her forehead and her hair clinging onto her head. “Oh my god, we’re having a baby and we have nothing prepared, no clothes, no diapers, no food, nothing.” Anya said, the heart monitor picking up the increase in her heart rate.

”We can worry about that later darling, right now let’s just focus on you and the baby.” Noah said.

”All right sweetie, let’s get ready to push again.” The nurse said.

”On three sweetie, One. Two. Three. Push!”

Anya pushed and pushed the pain becoming unbearable by the second.

“Alright, the head is out, come on sweetie, just a little bit more.”

Anya pushed even harder, Noah looked over and saw the baby’s head and shoulders come out and eventually it’s whole body, the cold in the room making the baby cry out.

“It’s a boy!” The doctor announced.

“Nurse, Date of birth is September 3rd, 2023 and time of birth is 3:23am.”

They took the baby to clean him up and wrapped him up. The baby was crying loudly and when the baby touched Anya’s chest, the baby immediately stopped crying. Afterwards the placenta came and they took it away to ensure that nothing was missing.

“Alright sweetie, you’re going to feel a slight pinch, you tore a little bit, so we’re gonna get you stitched up.”

Anya and Noah both focused on the baby, just absentmindedly nodded. Anya didn’t realize until she felt the prick of the needle. Afterwards it felt like nothing.

“A baby boy Noah, what should we name him?” Anya said, looking up at Noah.

”I don’t know? I’m still trying to reel in from the fact that we became parents without realizing we were becoming parents.”

”Did you notice anything?”

”I mean, I noticed that your breasts were becoming slightly bigger than normal, but I didn’t think twice about it.”

”I also thought my bras and pants were slightly tighter than normal, but I didn’t think about it either, and you know how my periods are at this point, pregnancy was the last possibility on my mind.”

After about 30 minutes of cleaning up Anya, Noah took off his shirt to do skin to skin contact with the baby. Noah held the baby and fed him some formula, while Anya took a well deserved nap. About two hours passed before a flash caught his attention. It was Bryan and Matt, they came in with a diaper bag, filled to the brim and Bryan had his camera on him, ready to take the next picture.

”Hey man, congratulations!!” They yelled out, but Noah was ready to shut them up to not wake up Anya or the baby. Matt put the baby bag in another guest chair.

“Congratulations!” They whispered.

“How’s Anya doing?” Matt asked. Walking over to look at the baby.

Noah looked at her and smiled warmly, that sight was enough to get another picture out of Bryan.

“She did amazing, terrified, but amazing.”

”Yeah, no shit.” Matt said. “Oh fuck! Can I curse around the baby? Oh fuck it, the baby won’t remember this.”

“The baby might not, but I will, so no cursing around my baby.” A sleepy voice joined in. All three men joined to look at Anya. Noah quickly walked to her side, helping her sit up.

”How are you feeling darling?”

”Like a baby I didn’t know I was pregnant with came out of me.” She joked. The baby began fussing at his mother’s voice and Anya began to reach for the baby. Noah helped with handing the baby to her and put his shirt back on.

”Watch his head.”

”I know.”

Once the baby was safely in Anya’s arms. The baby began to settle, Anya looked up at Noah and gave him a loving look.

”I love you so much.” Anya said.

”I love you more.” Noah said. “Please let’s not find out you’re pregnant like this again.” He joked.

Anya giggled, another flash went off and Bryan looked at the camera.

”Speak for yourself, I thought I was going to die.”

”Ha! That shit was terrifying, so please don’t do it again.” Matt said.

Everyone in the room laughed.

“Hey where’s the guys?” Noah asked.

”I’m pretty sure they’re all looking at baby stuff, Matt and I were in charge of the baby bag, and last we saw, Folio and Jolly were arguing about which crib looked cooler and Nick was getting all the stuff you guys actually needed for right now. He’s getting you guys a car seat, he said he’ll rent a car to get you back to LA, while the rest of us go back on the bus.” Bryan said. “We also brought you guys some extra clothes too.”

“ Thank you guys.” Noah said.

“That’s amazing of Nick, I actually didn’t think of it.” Anya said.

”Have you thought of a name yet?” Bryan said.

”To be honest, nothing on my end. Anything on your end love?” Anya asked.

“Nothing on my end either.” Noah said.

Matt and Bryan both got a chance to hold the baby and Bryan got more photos, eventually Nick, Jolly, and Folio came and wished their congratulations, they all brought their own gifts. After a long argument with each other, Jolly finally explained the crib that he chose for the baby and that it was going to be delivered to Noah’s house. Everyone got a chance to also hold the baby as well and a few more pictures were taken by Bryan, afterwards everyone left the new happy family to enjoy their time together.

Anya was holding the baby while she was breastfeeding him. She looked up at Noah and gave him a deep kiss. She looked back at the baby and stared at him with a new found maternal love.

“Do you think we’re ready or will ever be with our new roles as parents?” Anya asked.

“Absolutely not, but as long as I have you and him by my side, we can figure it out together.”

”We really should come up with a name though, I don’t know how much longer I can go with calling our son ‘Baby Boy Sebastian’” Anya chuckled.

”I think I have one in mind.”

She looked down and caressed his hands that held a very special name.

“Are you thinking what I’m thinking?” Noah asked.

”Mhmm.”

“I just wish he was here to see this.”

”I think he is, why else would our son be born on his birthday.”

“I think he would get a kick out of knowing he’d be sharing his birthday with a baby.”

The baby began to cry and to keep her from getting up, Noah took Baby Keaton from her and began to change his soiled diaper and change him into a different onesie. Little began to move his hand back to mouth in an attempt to eat something. Noah wrapped him up slightly and picked up his son and kissed his nose.

“I think our son is hungry again. Should I get a formula bottle or do you want to breastfeed him?”

”I’ll do the bottle this time, just so we can get him accustomed to both. Especially if we decide to take him with us on tour.”

Noah carefully placed Keaton in Anya’s arms and while adjusting his shirt she noticed some writing on the shirt with a sharpie, she moved his blanket and saw the words written on his shirt.

’WILL YOU MARRY MY DADDY?’

”Noah what -

She turned and saw Noah kneeling by her bed with a velvet ring box, a beautiful emerald ring surrounded by diamonds and with a white gold band. A little tongue tied, Anya couldn’t find the words to speak.

”I did have reservations for my proposal to you at La Boucherie in about two weeks, not going to lie, before I found you last night, I was looking at the ring in my bunk and practicing on how to propose. If you ask the guys, they’ll tell you that I had each of them practice and pretend to be you to get an idea of your reaction, but this is a lot better. Our son being here with us was very unexpected, but a welcome surprise. So now that I have both of you here, I wanted to ask.”

”Oh Noah…”

”Anastasia Mendoza, will you do me the honor of becoming my wife?”

”oooh.” A little coo-like sound came from baby Keaton.

Noah chuckled.

”I think our son said yes for you.” He whispered.

”Lucky for him, mama can speak for herself and her response is yes. With all my heart. Yes, I’ll marry you Noah.”

Noah placed the ring on her finger and kissed her again. It was all overwhelming, but they both knew that as long as they had each other, it wasn’t bound to be perfect, but it can be easier with each other. They don’t know what the future holds, but each day will bring a new surprise and hopefully they can be prepared.

Thank you so much for the love, it took a lot of me to write this especially since I’m my own worst critic. Thank you so much for inspiring me and definitely I’m gonna try and continue writing more.

Hi, my name is Amelia and this my first time writing in very long minute, but I got inspired by the lovely @thefallennightmare , she’s become my favorite writers on this app, with all that being said, someone requested a head canon of the reader having a cryptic pregnancy, she wrote out the head canon and it reminded me so much of my best friend going through that too. I got inspired by it and decided to put my spin in it. So without further ado, please enjoy. I’m gonna use character names, but please feel free to use your own preferred names.

“Oof, damn it that hurt.” Anya whispered to herself, rubbing her back from the most recent cramp out of many for the day.

She was folding up the merch table and boxes of unsold merch from the most recent Bad Omens concert, they were currently in their last show of the tour in Sacramento and we’re all getting ready to head back to their homes. Half in Los Angeles, including her and the other half in Virginia.

“Is your back still hurting darling?” she heard a familiar voice ask. She turned around and saw Noah standing there, looking at her with concern in his eyes.

“Yeah, but this time it felt stronger than the others and now it’s coming every 30 minutes and lasts about five minutes.”

”Would you listen to me if I told you to head to urgent care and get yourself checked out?”

She shook her head while folding up the last box of tshirts.

”I already know what they’re going to say, ‘You have irregular periods, ma’am, It’s just probably your period coming in again.’”

Noah just nodded, after working with them and being on tour with them since their album Finding God, Before God Finds Me came out, they had gotten to know each other and began to really know each other after being in a relationship for almost two years. Noah took the box that Anya was holding and helped put it in the truck where their equipment and merch was being held.

“Come on, let’s get back inside and I’ll make you chamomile tea to soothe your cramps. When did they start?” Noah took off the jacket that he was wearing and put it around Anya’s shoulders, knowing that when she had cramps the cold never did her any favors.

Anya nodded and pulled his jacket closer to her body, while slightly admiring Noah’s body. Something about Noah after a concert always made her want him, but sadly tonight was not going to be one of those nights.

”They started around noon, but only recently they started coming in slightly quicker.”

They reached the door of the tour bus and went inside where the rest of the band was waiting for them.

“We ready to head home?” Matt asked.

Everyone on the bus cheered and loud music began to play from hip-hop to rap to country anything the boys could use to celebrate going home after a long 11 months of back to back tours across North America, South America, Europe and Japan with Bring Me The Horizon, Sleep Token, and Dayseeker. Everyone was more than ready to be back home, none more than Anya; she wanted nothing more to sleep off her cramps and just get enough rest before going through festival season all through California. Noah went to the kitchen part of the bus and poured a water bottle into the kettle, and turned it on. Once the water was ready, he poured the water in a mug and put the tea bag in the mug, and carefully handed it to Anya. She let the boys enjoy festivities and went to the back of the bus and closed the door to get some peace and quiet, drinking the tea Noah had made. After about 3 hours into the drive, she woke up and found that the rest of the bus had quieted down and possibly had fallen asleep. She however was not feeling anymore peaceful and in fact was feeling worse.

“Ahh fuck.” She whispered to herself.

She tried to stand up and sat back down again, the pain being worse than before. She was no longer able to fully stand on her own. Another cramp passed through her and unlike the ones before, this was intense. Anya wrapped her arms around herself and the pain caused her to groan, she tried her best to be quiet to not disturb the guys in case they were asleep. After what felt like forever, she felt someone else’s presence, Anya looked up and saw Noah look at her with concern and fear. He knelt down and tried to sit her up, but instead she just slumped her head on his shoulder.

“Ok, for once this time can you please listen to me when I tell you that I’m going to tell Matt to stop the bus so we can go to the ER. This is way past urgent care at this point.” He said, cradling her head in his hand

”Noah, I promise that I’m fine. It’s just my period about to start.” She said, trying not to worry him.

He gave her a look that clearly said he didn’t believe her for one minute.

“Darling, I’ve seen you on your period, this is way beyond that. Stay here , I’m going to check if Matt or Bryan are awake to help us.”

Noah got up and left the back, after about a long 10 minutes, he came back with Matt, if he was asleep before, he clearly wasn’t anymore after taking one look at Anya.

“Holy Fuck, how long have you been like this?” Matt asked

”I’ve been feeling shitty all day, but it just started feeling worse about almost two hours ago.” Anya said.

Matt knelt down and to get his arm around her.

”Alright man, let’s get her up.” Matt said.

Noah and Matt stood on either side of her and put her arms around their shoulders. As soon as she was up, Anya gasped and felt something warm and wet trickling down her legs. She looked down and saw that her sweats were soaked. Whatever pain she felt was now intensified by tenfold. She bent over and fell back on the floor when the next cramp started again, this one almost causing her to yell out loud.

“Oh fuck, I’ll go tell the driver to drive to the closest hospital, I think were in Fresno right now.” Matt said.

Everyone started to look out their bunks and saw Anya laying on the floor with Noah right at her side. After that everyone immediately woke up and began to help in any way they could.

The bus stopped and without hesitating, Noah picked up Anya and carried her in his arms. He carried her out the bus and through the hospital doors.

”Can we get some help here?” Jolly yelled out

In an instant two nurses, one male and one female came up, and another nurse brought a gurney. Anya could no longer and started yelling out at the pain. Noah placed her on the gurney and was hesitant to let go of her hand.

“Sir, we got her and we’ll get her situated and figure out what’s going on.”

Noah nodded, but was slow to let go of her hand. Anya was wheeled into a private room, and immediately her shirt was raised exposing her abdomen.

“Ma’am we need you to stay still just long enough to see what is going on.”

Anya was writhing around in pain and screamed at the pain, but something felt different, something hard coming out of her.

”I can’t, I feel something coming out.”

The nurses looked up at each other, grabbed a scissor and cut Anya free from her sweats and underwear. The sight astonished them, they looked and saw a head crowning. From that they got a hospital gown on her and immediately moved her into a different room.

“What’s your name sweetie?” The nurse asked.

”Anastasia Mendoza, but I go by Anya.”

“Anya sweetie, I need you to listen to me very carefully, you’re having a baby sweetie and the baby is coming out now sweetie.”

At those words, the world felt like it stopped and Anya looked up at the nurse.

“That’s not possible, I’m not pregnant.”

”Sweetie, unless my eyes deceive me, this baby is ready to come out, whether you like it or not. Now, do you know who the father is and where he is?”

Anya remembered all the times she slept with Noah and realized the possibility of her being pregnant was true, they weren’t truly safe in their sexual activities, but because of her irregular periods, she thought the possibility of her getting pregnant would be slim. She looked at the nurse.

”He’s the one who carried me in the waiting room. His name is Noah Sebastian.”

She nodded and told the male nurse and began to hook her up to machines and heart rate monitors for both her and the baby, and put her feet in the stirrups.

Outside in the waiting room, Noah, Jolly, Nicholas, Folio, Matt and Bryan were all waiting on news, Noah was walking back and forth. Not knowing made his anxiety skyrocket.

”Noah, she’s getting checked out, she’ll be fine, now stop walking back and forth, because I’m getting dizzy watching you.” Folio said.

”Don’t ask me to stop man, Anya’s back there and I don’t know what’s going on with her.”

The male nurse helping Anya came out.

”Noah Sebastian?”

Noah looked and immediately went up to him, along with the rest of the guys.”

“How is Anya doing? Is she alright?”

“Relax sir, everything is fine, both her and the baby are alright. Now if you can follow me, I need you to put on a hospital gown. Right now gentleman, I just need Mr. Sebastian, we can let you know when they can accept visitors.”

In his anxiety induced haze he didn’t catch his mention of the baby. Noah followed behind the nurse and Nicholas stood there thinking over what the nurse just said.

“Did he just say what I think he said?” Nicholas asked.

”If you’re thinking he said baby, then yes, I heard him too.” Bryan said.

Everyone was thinking about the signs they could’ve missed and all the signs that could’ve given away her being pregnant.

“I didn’t even know Anya was pregnant, why didn’t she tell us?” Folio asked

”Man, I don’t think Anya even knew herself.” Matt said.

”I think we should create a baby basket and start ordering what they're definitely going to need now.” Jolly said.

They all left the hospital and began to head to the nearest Target.

”Wait, what about Noah? I don’t think he heard about the part with the baby.” Nicholas asked.

“I think he’ll figure it out when he sees the baby come out dude. Come on.” Matt said

Noah walked to the room while putting on the hospital issued scrub gown and looked up and saw the sign reading ‘MATERNITY WARD’.

“Are you sure I’m in the right place? My girlfriend isn’t pregnant.”

”You’ll see sir.”

He reached the room and saw Anya on the bed and immediately rushed to her side. Anya screaming her head off from the pain and white knuckling the bed rails. She saw him and immediately held on to his hand.

”What is going on?” Noah asked.

”Sir, you're aware that your girlfriend is having a baby right?”

Noah’s eyes widened and realized that this was happening right now, from the bassinet on the side of the bed to everything included in having a baby. At his delayed response, one of the nurses looked at him.

”Sir, if you’re going to faint, just know that we’ll ignore you, because right now we're focused on mom and baby.”

Noah focused on what was going on and gripped Anya’s hand just as hard.

”It’s ok darling, I’m here. Let's do this, you can do this.”

Anya nodded and cried out.

”Ok sweetie, on three you’ll push and push for 10 seconds. One, Two. Three. Push!”

Anya gripped Noah’s hand and began to push.

”Push, Push, Push, Push, Push.” One of the nurses said. After 10 seconds of pushing, Anya couldn’t push anymore.

”Ok, take a quick breather sweetie and then we’ll start again.”

Anya shook her head.

”I can’t, it’s too much. It hurts so bad.”

Noah kissed Anya’s forehead.

”Darling, I’m here. Whatever you need, I’m here. You want to break my hand holding it? Do it. Scream my ear off? Scream.” Noah said.

Anya looked up at him.

”Oh my god, we’re actually having a baby right now.” Anya breathed in, sweat sliding down her forehead and her hair clinging onto her head. “Oh my god, we’re having a baby and we have nothing prepared, no clothes, no diapers, no food, nothing.” Anya said, the heart monitor picking up the increase in her heart rate.

”We can worry about that later darling, right now let’s just focus on you and the baby.” Noah said.

”All right sweetie, let’s get ready to push again.” The nurse said.

”On three sweetie, One. Two. Three. Push!”

Anya pushed and pushed the pain becoming unbearable by the second.

“Alright, the head is out, come on sweetie, just a little bit more.”

Anya pushed even harder, Noah looked over and saw the baby’s head and shoulders come out and eventually it’s whole body, the cold in the room making the baby cry out.

“It’s a boy!” The doctor announced.

“Nurse, Date of birth is September 3rd, 2023 and time of birth is 3:23am.”

They took the baby to clean him up and wrapped him up. The baby was crying loudly and when the baby touched Anya’s chest, the baby immediately stopped crying. Afterwards the placenta came and they took it away to ensure that nothing was missing.

“Alright sweetie, you’re going to feel a slight pinch, you tore a little bit, so we’re gonna get you stitched up.”

Anya and Noah both focused on the baby, just absentmindedly nodded. Anya didn’t realize until she felt the prick of the needle. Afterwards it felt like nothing.

“A baby boy Noah, what should we name him?” Anya said, looking up at Noah.

”I don’t know? I’m still trying to reel in from the fact that we became parents without realizing we were becoming parents.”

”Did you notice anything?”

”I mean, I noticed that your breasts were becoming slightly bigger than normal, but I didn’t think twice about it.”

”I also thought my bras and pants were slightly tighter than normal, but I didn’t think about it either, and you know how my periods are at this point, pregnancy was the last possibility on my mind.”

After about 30 minutes of cleaning up Anya, Noah took off his shirt to do skin to skin contact with the baby. Noah held the baby and fed him some formula, while Anya took a well deserved nap. About two hours passed before a flash caught his attention. It was Bryan and Matt, they came in with a diaper bag, filled to the brim and Bryan had his camera on him, ready to take the next picture.

”Hey man, congratulations!!” They yelled out, but Noah was ready to shut them up to not wake up Anya or the baby. Matt put the baby bag in another guest chair.

“Congratulations!” They whispered.

“How’s Anya doing?” Matt asked. Walking over to look at the baby.

Noah looked at her and smiled warmly, that sight was enough to get another picture out of Bryan.

“She did amazing, terrified, but amazing.”

”Yeah, no shit.” Matt said. “Oh fuck! Can I curse around the baby? Oh fuck it, the baby won’t remember this.”

“The baby might not, but I will, so no cursing around my baby.” A sleepy voice joined in. All three men joined to look at Anya. Noah quickly walked to her side, helping her sit up.

”How are you feeling darling?”

”Like a baby I didn’t know I was pregnant with came out of me.” She joked. The baby began fussing at his mother’s voice and Anya began to reach for the baby. Noah helped with handing the baby to her and put his shirt back on.

”Watch his head.”

”I know.”

Once the baby was safely in Anya’s arms. The baby began to settle, Anya looked up at Noah and gave him a loving look.

”I love you so much.” Anya said.

”I love you more.” Noah said. “Please let’s not find out you’re pregnant like this again.” He joked.

Anya giggled, another flash went off and Bryan looked at the camera.

”Speak for yourself, I thought I was going to die.”

”Ha! That shit was terrifying, so please don’t do it again.” Matt said.

Everyone in the room laughed.

“Hey where’s the guys?” Noah asked.

”I’m pretty sure they’re all looking at baby stuff, Matt and I were in charge of the baby bag, and last we saw, Folio and Jolly were arguing about which crib looked cooler and Nick was getting all the stuff you guys actually needed for right now. He’s getting you guys a car seat, he said he’ll rent a car to get you back to LA, while the rest of us go back on the bus.” Bryan said. “We also brought you guys some extra clothes too.”

“ Thank you guys.” Noah said.

“That’s amazing of Nick, I actually didn’t think of it.” Anya said.

”Have you thought of a name yet?” Bryan said.

”To be honest, nothing on my end. Anything on your end love?” Anya asked.

“Nothing on my end either.” Noah said.

Matt and Bryan both got a chance to hold the baby and Bryan got more photos, eventually Nick, Jolly, and Folio came and wished their congratulations, they all brought their own gifts. After a long argument with each other, Jolly finally explained the crib that he chose for the baby and that it was going to be delivered to Noah’s house. Everyone got a chance to also hold the baby as well and a few more pictures were taken by Bryan, afterwards everyone left the new happy family to enjoy their time together.

Anya was holding the baby while she was breastfeeding him. She looked up at Noah and gave him a deep kiss. She looked back at the baby and stared at him with a new found maternal love.

“Do you think we’re ready or will ever be with our new roles as parents?” Anya asked.

“Absolutely not, but as long as I have you and him by my side, we can figure it out together.”

”We really should come up with a name though, I don’t know how much longer I can go with calling our son ‘Baby Boy Sebastian’” Anya chuckled.

”I think I have one in mind.”

She looked down and caressed his hands that held a very special name.

“Are you thinking what I’m thinking?” Noah asked.

”Mhmm.”

“I just wish he was here to see this.”

”I think he is, why else would our son be born on his birthday.”

“I think he would get a kick out of knowing he’d be sharing his birthday with a baby.”

The baby began to cry and to keep her from getting up, Noah took Baby Keaton from her and began to change his soiled diaper and change him into a different onesie. Little began to move his hand back to mouth in an attempt to eat something. Noah wrapped him up slightly and picked up his son and kissed his nose.

“I think our son is hungry again. Should I get a formula bottle or do you want to breastfeed him?”

”I’ll do the bottle this time, just so we can get him accustomed to both. Especially if we decide to take him with us on tour.”

Noah carefully placed Keaton in Anya’s arms and while adjusting his shirt she noticed some writing on the shirt with a sharpie, she moved his blanket and saw the words written on his shirt.

’WILL YOU MARRY MY DADDY?’

”Noah what -

She turned and saw Noah kneeling by her bed with a velvet ring box, a beautiful emerald ring surrounded by diamonds and with a white gold band. A little tongue tied, Anya couldn’t find the words to speak.

”I did have reservations for my proposal to you at La Boucherie in about two weeks, not going to lie, before I found you last night, I was looking at the ring in my bunk and practicing on how to propose. If you ask the guys, they’ll tell you that I had each of them practice and pretend to be you to get an idea of your reaction, but this is a lot better. Our son being here with us was very unexpected, but a welcome surprise. So now that I have both of you here, I wanted to ask.”

”Oh Noah…”

”Anastasia Mendoza, will you do me the honor of becoming my wife?”

”oooh.” A little coo-like sound came from baby Keaton.

Noah chuckled.

”I think our son said yes for you.” He whispered.

”Lucky for him, mama can speak for herself and her response is yes. With all my heart. Yes, I’ll marry you Noah.”

Noah placed the ring on her finger and kissed her again. It was all overwhelming, but they both knew that as long as they had each other, it wasn’t bound to be perfect, but it can be easier with each other. They don’t know what the future holds, but each day will bring a new surprise and hopefully they can be prepared.

Please I work at Home Depot and I always look at our mounted measuring tape and I’m always in awe at looking at the 6’3 mark, because I tell myself, damn Noah is that tall.

a guy that’s 6’3” came into my job this morning not me thinking “damn so that’s what I’d look like next to Noah.”

I need more

Teach me ~ Noah Sebastian (pt.1)

Pairing: Best friend Noah! x Virgin! Reader

Content: Unestablished relationship, cheating, Friends to lovers, Friends with Benefits, Loss of Virginity

Content warning: Cheating, Toxic relationship,Smut, loss of virginity (not in this part yet), make out sessions, mentions of loss of virginity

Series Summary: Reader is reaching a point in her relationship where sex is coming up in conversation. Reader is an inexperienced virgin. Who better to show her than her best friend Noah?

A/N: possible series? This is my first time writing but I’ve been reading fan fiction my whole life. If any of these topics make you uncomfortable this may not be the content you want to read. Noah is a gem and I hope he’d never find this anywhere( I doubt he would💀). Please enjoy any questions or comments about the series feel free to confess your sins to me in my bio ✨

You’re not really sure what started your make out session and what ended it. All you know is you had to stop before you regretted something later. You just established a new relationship with a guy named Jake. You’ve been eyeing Jake down for a while now since you’ve moved to California. You are a model and merch girl for bad omens. You’re also best friends with their lead singer Noah Sebastian.

Jake’s lips were sucking all over your neck. You tilt your head back and groan at the feeling. You’re a virgin no one has ever been this intimate with you like this. You always thought of giving your virginity to your best friend. You trust him with your life and insecurities. So why are you in the situation you’re in now?

You pulled back from Jake. “Hey what’s the matter? I thought we were just getting started?” His fingers trace the underwire of your bra and pulled you back towards him, moving his hips into yours.

“I don’t know, I’m not feeling the greatest right now..” You pulled back away again, standing up from him ready to put your sweater back on.

“I’m sorry Jake, I think my period is about to start, my body is just hurting and it’s making me feel all weird.” You use that excuse to get you out of this awkward situation. Truth is whether it was something in the air or him, it didn’t feel right.

“You never mentioned you were on your period, it’s fine though we can still… you know…”

Even though you knew what he was implying, you used your innocence as an advantage and act like you didn’t know what he was referring to.

You stare back at him giving him a questioning look like you didn’t understand.

“You know what nevermind, you should probably go take care of yourself, you got to go to work anyway right?” He speaks as he exhales in defeat.

“Yea what time is it?” You look around the couch for your phone.

“Just past 9.”

“Yea I should probably go.” You give him a smile and find your phone off the couch putting your sweater back on as well.

You’ve been with him for 5 months and the topic of sex has been in the air. Not to mention but you still haven’t told him you’re a virgin and you’re scared he’d push you even further or make fun of you.

The awkward silence lingers while putting your shoes back on. He walks you out to his door and lets you out still shirtless from your session, he smiles back at you before he closed the door.

You make your way to your car and drive back to the shared house you live in with the guys. Noah being your best friend was nice enough to have you room in with him and the guys. He enjoys your company and how you keep the house clean and uptight.

Walking through the door the house is a little empty. There’s a unsatisfied feeling in your stomach that still hasn’t gone away as you enter the house. “Hey I’m home.” You yelled through the house. Not expecting anyone to come out and respond. Noah emerges from his room, making you jump since you thought you were alone.

“Sorry to scare you, you doing okay?” Noah chuckles and leans against his doorframe.

“Yea, Jake is just being a little pushy is all. He’s upset I won’t let him in my pants.” You shrug, making your way into the kitchen.

“You don’t have to do anything you don’t want to with him you know that right? He needs to respect you and your boundaries.” Noah comes towards you leaning against the wall, waiting for a response.

“He does Noah, I want to mess around with him too, it’s just that…” you pause realizing not even Noah knows you’re inexperienced, wondering if he knew.

“Just that…” Noah picks up where you stopped and questions your voice and your unsure reaction.

“Don’t make fun of me..” You mumble looking anywhere but at him.

“Why would I make fun of you?”

“I don’t know…” you look back at him.

Noah was intimidating but he wasn’t a scary person. In fact he was one of the nicest people you know. His eyes are so kind when looking at you, you know he’d never hurt you.

“You know Jake…” you started pacing around the kitchen and him while talking to try and keep your anxiety down.

“Mhmm..” Noah’s eyes follow you around while you walk and rumble on.

“I don’t know how say any of this..” you mutter.

“Just talk and I’ll listen.”

“Well we’ve been together for a little bit now, like 5 months and he’s wanting to go further with everything. Kissing, touching, all of that.

“But…” you stop. “But.. what?” Noah follows you with his eyes.

“I’m a virgin.” You stare up at him wishing the ground would swallow you whole. The silence from your words radiates in the room. “Please don’t think I’m some kinda of whore to ask for your help, I don’t know who else to go to..” your eyes stared down at the ground now.

Noah’s eyebrows quirk, not in annoyance or offense, but in confusion to your words.

“I know you’ve had experience with girls, relationships, I know some of them didn’t work… I’m sorry to bring this onto you and all..” you mumble.

Noah’s eyes connect to your figure as you stare down at the floor. He relaxes his face, noticing your anxious eyes and body language like you were scared he’d tell you to get out or something.

You wrap your arms around yourself, still staring at the ground waiting for his words.

“What are you saying exactly…” Noah’s voice calm. He knows what you might ask but refuses to ask for himself, and would rather wait for you to speak.

You groan internally, not wanting to say it but forcing yourself to. He comes closer to you, standing in front of you now. You give out a big sigh before finally opening up.

“Can you teach me how to fuck someone?” You look up at him waiting for him to laugh at you.

Noah can feel his chest pounding at your question but is okay with it for a few reasons. One, you’re essentially giving him your virginity to toy around with and he’s letting you. He’s more than flattered. Second, because you were a virgin. It’s something he would never question you about, and didn’t expect coming from you.

“Sure, I’ll teach you.” Noah looked back at you. “On one condition, we cannot catch feelings for eachother.” You nod agreeing with his conditions. He flashed, gentle reassuring smile and walks over to the couch.

“Come here.” Noah nods, for you to come to him and sit by him.

“What’s the furthest you’ve gone?” Noah waits for your response. Leaning forward with his hands in his lap.

“Um… you look at his hands while you stand in front of him. “Kissing.” You mutter.

Noah feels his stomach turn. Giving him a deep and uncomfortable feeling. You were pure, and almost completely untouched. Your body missing the feeling of knowing any pleasure. It made his chest feel tight.

“Shit.” He chuckles, leaning back against the couch. You don’t know what came over you but you felt the need to climb up into his lap, wanting his comfort.

His hands met your hips stilling you in him.

“When is the next time you see him?” He questioned. “Tomorrow..” you mumble.

“You confident in kissing?..” Noah stared at your eyes looking for any signs of you being uncomfortable.

You nod your head afraid to speak. “Show me.”

“What?” You paused eyes going wide. You know you signed up to get lessons but you didn’t think you’d have to show him the results.

“Use the back of my hand.” He raised his tattooed hand to you. “Easy.”

Noah thought about letting you kiss him. It would be the easiest and realest way for him to help you, he could feel what Jake would feel, and what he would think.

“No!” You closed your eyes. “It’s - it’s so embarrassing.”

“Listen to me you need to corporate if we’re going to get anywhere.” He huffs, leans back again and rolls his eyes.

“I didn’t think I was gonna be making out with a hand!” You stare back at him.

“Well, you thought wrong this is how I use to practice, and I’m a good kisser, now it’s your turn.” He adds.

You scoff looking down at his hand, then back him hesitantly.

“Are you serious?”

“Yes.”

You cringe. Taking his hand and slowly bringing toward your mouth. You felt humiliated trying to ignore the heat creeping up on your cheeks and chest. As your embarrassment grows. You pause just as his hand comes to your mouth.

“I’m not doing this.” Your tone is defensive as you drop his hand into your lap.

Noah groans. He looks up at you in your eyes. “Do you trust me?” Noah asks.

“Yea..” you mumble confused as to what he means.

The thought of kissing you has been radiating in his head. He wastes no time grabbing to back of your neck and smashing your lips to his.

You let out a noise in protest like you couldn’t believe what he just did. Pushing on his chest to pull you off his mouth.

“Noah!” You shout, jumping up off him from the couch. You felt dizzy like he poisoned you with his kiss.

“Sit down, I just kissed you.”

“I have - I’m in… Noah!” You stutter. Not able to form real words.

“I’m trying to help you, and you won’t kiss my hand so kissing me was the only other option.” He reaches out bringing you back into his lap. “This is nothing more than kissing, it means nothing.”

You look over at him as he’s laying back in the couch relaxing everything about do this with him makes sense. The feelings you’re feeling, the kissing, the reassuring, it all makes sense with Noah.

Slowly you move yourself closer to him into his lap. Still nervous you bring your arms around his neck looking at his face.

“I’ll never force you to do anything you don’t want to do, but know this is one of the only ways I can help you.” He moves closer to you, just inches apart from you and him. He was close to you you could feel his body heat radiating onto you

“Okay.” You whispered. Taking a deep breath, trying to calm your nerves, and looking in his eyes.

“I’m going kiss you now, okay?” He says. Gently squeezing your side as he leans up to you places his lips on yours.

His hands travel up from your sides to the sides of your face gently holding your face in his hands as his lips move against yours.

His knee slips between your legs making the feeling overwhelming. You pull away still inches apart from Noah. His pretty dark eyes staring back at yours, Making you feel self conscious.

Your foreheads resting against each other’s while you try and slow your breathing.

He takes a deep breath and leans back into you. Noses touching and lips hovering over yours. You could feel your heart going erratic in your rib cage.

Then, his lips are on yours again. Soft and gentle, unmoving against yours. You drop your hands to your shirt and start digging your fingernails into its fabric.

His hands warm still cupping your face… thankfully his hands around your face were keeping you still or you’d be moving all over the place.

“You still doing okay?” He mumbles, his eyes closed, with his nose resting against yours as you nod your head.

“Good, you need to relax some, you’re very stiff in my hands.” He chuckles.

Not giving you a chance to respond he moves his lips back on yours. You tried to listen to him and relax your body against his but it was hard with his tongue was sliding against your lips.

The little gasp you made, making it easy for him to slip his tongue in no problem. Your hands moved from your shirt to the material of his shorts against his thighs.

You were sucking in shaky breaths through your nose, as his tongue made it to yours. It was almost too much, it felt so different from how Jake kissed you. Noah kissed you like there’s no time in the world, while Jake kisses you like he has somewhere else to be.

“Are you always this nervous?” Noah says out of breathe.

“I- um, yeah.” You gave a nervous laugh, refusing to look at his face. Freeing your hands from the grip on his shorts.

“I have an idea.” You eyes meet his again. “Why don’t you kiss me like I’m him.” That way it’s easier for you to get comfortable.” He says.

“Do you trust me?” Noah’s thumb rubs your cheek looking at your eyes. “Yes.” You mumble.

“C’mon” he jerks you up towards his lap more. So close to him, you were practically sitting right on his waist.

“Noah..” you whispered. Refusing to look into his eyes.

“Kiss me like you kiss him.”

“But you’re my friend…”

“Yeah, and you need my help. This is me helping you.”

“Okay,” you mumble.

You bring yours lips to his. He starts kissing you harder, causing both of you to groan into the kiss. You let his tongue slip into your mouth. His hands push your waist into him more as he tongue dances with yours. You try and match his lip movements. His tongue was gentle and sensual against yours as if he was trying to get a flavor of how you’d taste.

You try not to focus on the fact you’re sitting on his waist. The most intimate parts of each other. But the way he’s kissing you has you grinding against him.

You want and need to feel him hard and throbbing beneath you.

You feel dirty. Like you shouldn’t be doing this with your best friend. You should be doing this with Jake, learning with Jake.

But with Noah it felt so good and so bad that it was right.

Noah takes your bottom lip into his teeth biting it gently. Then he puts his mouth on yours again. You grab some of his shirt tugging him closer to you.

His grip on your waist grows tighter. Your hips fall into his grasp. As they do he pulls you closer to him. Practically grinding on him. When you sit back you feel him. Hard and poking at your ass.

Noah groans, as he lays back. He needs more. More from you. His hands guide your hips to grind against him again slowly and deeply.

“Noah..” you breathe. Not sure if you begging for him or pleading for him to stop.

Noah feels himself twitch. He feels your heat from above him. He wonders if Jake ever made you feel like this. Or if he ever will.

You continue grinding against him. He knew the both do you were getting carried away and needed to stop before it became too much (for him at least).

“Shit, you gotta stop.” His hands coming to your hands stopping you in place. The way you kept moving yours hips on his made him dizzy. Almost like he couldn’t handle it.

He lifts you off his waist. And sets you on the spot by him on the couch. You sit there shocked and out of breath still panting.

“Was that alright?” You pant grabbing onto the side of the couch, staring at the floor dazed.

Noah Blinks a few times. Hands coming over his face while he’s still sitting back in the couch.

“Yeah, you did great, that was great. You’re great.” Noah says with hands still over his eyes panting as well.

You gave him a smile and walked out of the living room to the kitchen. You hear the rest of guys come into the house asking Noah if he’s okay and what not.

There’s still a pit of the unsatisfied feeling in your stomach. Your skin and everything still feels on fire, and your lips feel bruised.

You closed your door leaning against it smiling. You didn’t learn much more but you feel confident in kissing Jake now.

Damn!! 🥵🥴

Teach me ~ Noah Sebastian (pt 2)

Pairing: Best friend Noah! x Virgin! Reader

Content: Unestablished relationship, cheating, Friends to lovers, Friends with Benefits, Loss of virginity

Content warning: cheating, toxic relationship, smut, loss of virginity (not this chapter), make out sessions, fingering, oral sex (female receiving)

Series summary: Reader is reaching a point in her life where sex is coming into the conversation. Reader is an inexperienced virgin. Who better to teach her than her best friend Noah?

A/N: hey y’all thanks for the love on chapter one. I was very nervous to start writing this type of stuff. I hope it’s enjoyable to some. If any of these chapters or topics make you uncomfortable this might not be the content you would like to read. I respect Noah, and I respect bad omens. This is all fictional and not real. This is for fun. We have fun on this app. Please enjoy the series, any questions, suggestions, or concerns shoot me a message in my bio.🩶🫶🏻 as always enjoy🤭

*BEEP BEEP BEEP*

The alarm screams through the air. You wake up stretching in your bed trying to remember what happened last night. Suddenly everything rushes back to you.

Noah and you made out on the couch, and grinded on each other.

You made him hard. You might’ve cheated on Jake in a sense. You shiver at the thought of your relationship and what it’s come to. You pull yourself out of bed and head to the shower.

You set the shower up and run the water waiting for it to get warm for you to jump in. As you hop in and wet your hair while running your hands through it, you think about what you got to do today with the band.

You have a merch shoot you guys have to do. They’re dropping merch this weekend, meaning they need you to help model. You always want to help with anything band related. However after the events of last night you feel a little dirty still of what you’ve done with Noah on the couch.

Noah didn’t have sex with you. He didn’t put anything inside you, well his tongue in your mouth, but it wasn’t anything too sexual.

You blink at your thoughts of him doing certain things to you. Trying to get your mind to focus on Jake. Your relationship and hopefully the love of your life.

You finished up in the shower before hoping out and putting a towel around you and your head. You walk out into your room and put on the outfit you have set out the night before. Brushing your hair you hear a knock at your door.

You yell back “Come in!” As you brush your hair getting ready to dry it.

Matt opens the door to your room, sticking his head in.

“Hey just a reminder we got that merch shoot today, just wanted to give you a heads up to get ready but, looks like you already beat me to it.” Matt chuckles.

“Yep, I got it. Thanks for the reminder though.” You turn your hair dryer on, drying your hair to style it.

Matt closed your door and you get yourself ready to head out for the day. You walked out of your room and was greeted by Jolly in kitchen with the other guys at the table.

“Hey we made breakfast if you’re hungry. I got avocado toast.” He hands you the food on the plate and urges you to sit down and eat.

You thanked him and took a seat next to Noah at the table. “Hey how did you sleep?” You start. He looks up at you mouth full of food. He swallows and stares down at the table.

“Fine. Took a cold shower to get my mind off things.” He takes another bite of food. “Song writing stressing you out?” You question.

“No not exactly. Songs are coming together well, and everything is going as it should with the album.” He mumbles.

“Oh, well hopefully you can blow off some steam here with the upcoming merch shoot.” You sip the orange juice that was placed in front of you by Jolly.

“We’ll see.” Noah’s jaw clenches, as he gets up from the table and walks back into his room. Wonder what’s got him worked up? You thought.

Truth was Noah was getting frustrated because he didn’t want to get feelings from the lessons he’s teaching you. He is finding it hard to let another guy take advantage of you and your innocence. Part of him wants it to be him to teach you, to love you, to cum for.

You finished breakfast, and Matt gets all of you out the house down to shoot for the merch. Everyone took turns modeling different things.

You modeled their t-shirt that stopped at the top of your thighs. Covering your shorts and your ass. Noah wondered what one of his t-shirts would look like on you, and how long it would be on you. He grew hard at the thought.

~ *fast forward to the end of the shoot* ~

“Good job guys! These look great!” Bryan smiled looking at the photos of his camera. “Especially you, y/n.. these fans are gonna be jealous of you.” He laughs. You smile and thank him, heading back to your car to head to Jake’s house.

You watch a large figure appear at your window. Looking up you see Noah wave at you. You rolled your window down to him. “Hey, what’s up?” You question.

“Hey.. be careful, let me know how it goes with him. I know you’ll do great.” He gives you a fake smile as if he wanted nothing more than to take you out of the car and keep you all to himself.

“Yea, of course. I’ll see you later tonight.” You rolled the window up and drive your way to Jake’s apartment. You go and ring the doorbell and he welcomes you in.

“Hey how did work go..” he questions. “Good it was good, had a long day modeling.” You tell him smiling. Jake didn’t know you modeled for a band’s merch. You told him you modeled clothes for a company and he thinks it’s Victoria’s Secret and you let him think that.

“Should show me the photos when they get them edited and updated for whatever sale they got.” He laughs sitting down his couch patting the spot by him.

You slip off your shoes and shrug making your way to the couch. “Sure, I’ll have them send them over to you if they end up using them. They have so many models they barely put me out on their photos.”

Lies.

You just didn’t want to tell him you work with a bunch of guys. You feared he’d make you quit and you wanted nothing more than to be with him and to make him happy.

Jake makes music as well. Well, not music that’s famous. He’s made you listen to a few of his songs off his SoundCloud. They are pretty okay, though when it came to vocals, Noah absolutely outperformed him.

Jake leaned back in couch. The tv was playing some show that you’d didn’t recognize. You barely watched tv, let alone Netflix. You’d rather listen to whatever Noah and the guys were producing than watch a sitcom.

You sit by him. He starts leaning into the couch as a sign to climb onto his lap. He chuckles and pulls you closer to him. “I see what your intentions are, and I don’t wanna stop.” You shiver at his words. You know Jake wouldn’t pressure you into anything at least you think.

You start out kissing each other. Everything starts moving fast. Faster than you want it to. It’s almost overwhelming, his words at not wanting to stop, are echoing in your brain, making you feel a certain ick.

You pull away from his lips. He smiles and starts pushing his hips to yours. You match his pace and he moves you harder against him. You’re enjoying it and so is he. He takes off his shirt and so do you, leaving you in your bra.

He starts by kissing your lips again, and makes his way down your neck. He’s not as soft and gentle as Noah is almost seems like he’s in a rush to getting your clothes off. It was pissing you off.

He pulls you closer to him. Hard and rough grip on your back and waist. He could crush you if he wanted to.

He keeps moving your hips with his while grinding with you. He goes to unbutton your shorts, and you immediately pull away.

“Jake..” it was like he almost knew you were going stop him. He plays with the loops on your jean shorts, and waits for you to continue.

“Um.. I’ve never had someone go down on me before..” you mumble closing your eyes.

“Never?”

“N-No..”

“Do you mind if I do.”

You squirm at the thought of him having his tongue on you and in you in your most intimate place. You pull back standing up from him.

“Yea, I j-just..” you look around to find your shirt throwing it back on.

“I’m not sure yet.”

Jake stands up from the couch, gripping onto your arm as if he wanted to pull you back down to him. His eyebrows furrowed in confusion and annoyance.

,

Trying to pull you to him. “C’mon, I’ll be gentle.” He says trying to egg you on to let him do it.

You tug your arm harder away from him. He finally lets your arm go, after some resistance from him gripping it tightly.

“No, I don’t.. think I want to — not yet at least.” You mumble taking a few steps back from him. Feeling the tension in the air between the two of you grow awkward and weird.

“You’ll like it.” He steps forward to you. Keeping his hands to himself but his eyes all over you.

“Jake, no.” You say, forcing yourself to speak in a harsher tone to make your point across to him. You shake your head as well. “Just.. no.”

He lets out a huff in defeat and sits back down on the couch, while you stand there, wondering if you should stay or go after the awkward situation.

“Sorry.” He mumbles, hands going over his face to hide the embarrassment growing on it.

“I’m just not comfortable with that yet.” You stare into the floor. He freaked you out for a minute wondering if he would’ve stopped.

But you know Jake would never hurt you.

At least you think he wouldn’t. He might have to power to. But you know he’d never have the power to.

You left Jake’s around the normal time. Past 9, and make your way back to the guys. Your nerves are still shot from the encounter you had with Jake.

You know Noah will be asking about it, and you’re not really sure what you should and should not tell him. Maybe you’re overthinking and overreacting what Jake was wanting to do. Maybe you should have just let him do it. You sigh, and put the car in drive and head back home.

*time fast forwards to back home*

Walking into the kitchen to get a late night glass of water, the time on the stove read “12:30”. You sigh and grab a cup from the cupboard. Everyone is sleeping. You came back and fell asleep for a few hours.

You didn’t fall asleep yet before taking a shower, to get the feeling of Jake’s lips and hands off of you. Something about him today really made you grow annoyed with him. You sit on the counter and stare at the floor.

A door opens and closes. Noah comes out of his room and finds you sitting there in the dimly light kitchen, making his way over to you. “Hey” he whispers to you walking over, he stands in front of you. His eyes seeing the discomfort in your face.

“So.. you going tell me what happened? You came in and went straight into your room without a word.” He leans against the island across from you in kitchen waiting for a response.

“I made out with him… and um he wanted to go down on me, but I stopped him.” You mumble. Still staring into the floor. Noah watches your face as your eyebrows furrowed in frustration from remembering the situation.

“I didn’t think he’d stop at one point.. he kept trying to get me to let him do it over and over, after telling him many times no.” At one point he wouldn’t even let me go.” You cringe.

Noah’s body tenses, anger creeps up on his neck at the thought of him not stopping when you want to.

Tears of frustration and anger come to your eyes. “I should’ve just let him.” This stupid virgin shit is getting on my nerves, getting in the way of everything..” you sob.

Noah’s quick to come to your aide. He stands in front of you moving your face to his chest to comfort you. He lets you cry and get your emotions out, quietly cooing you.

“Come with me, we’ll go relax in my room.” He lifts you up carrying you into his room. You places you on his bed, you lay down on it exhausted. Noah sits in his chair by his computer in his room.

You inhale the smell of Noah and his cologne that is in his sheets. The smell is nice and comforting. You lay there for a few minutes and take some breathes to calm yourself.

You pause your thoughts, as another one comes in that makes you nervous but sure you’d be comfortable with.

“Hey.. N-Noah..” you sit up, and his head turns it yours

He nods, waiting for you to speak. You start to play with your fingers out of an anxious habit. “D-Do you think you can go down on me.. just to see what’s it’s like?” You mumble.

Noah pauses his game, completely turning towards shocked at your words, but happy at your need to come to him. He thinks about the thought of you spread out and exposed to. His dick twitch at the thought.

“Do you know you like?” Noah’s voice lower than normal.

“What do you mean?…” you give him a questioning look. He stares back at you.. “have you never touched yourself?” He asks in disbelief. “N-No.. I haven’t really tried..” you mumble staring at his wall to avoid his eyes.

“Do you want to try to do that?” Noah asks.

Your eyes go wide at his question. “With you?!”

You feel your heart start to race at the idea now realizing you asked Noah to eat you out and now he’s asking about fingering you as well.

“I won’t do it if you don’t want me to.. if you want to go try it out yourself go right ahead. My room is right here, come in whenever you need anything.” He smiles at you.

“If you have any questions or problems shoot me a text or anything.” Noah believes this was a private thing for you to do to yourself. He didn’t want to invade and invite himself to help you unless you asked him. He’d do anything for you regardless, but he didn’t want to try anything until you were sure what you liked and what you didn’t like.

“Okay, I’ll let you know if I need any help.” You get up and make your way into your room closing the door behind you.

*few hours pass*

“Goddamnit!” You groan out of frustration. Taking your hand out of your shorts. “Nothing is fuckin working…” I’ve tried everything..” tears forming in the corners of your eyes.

Rolling over in bed you read the clock on your night stand

“3:00am”

“Fuck..” you mumble. Throwing your head back to your pillow. He’s definitely not up, you thought to yourself. I can just lie to him and tell him I got off. Definitely can.

“Hey.. you still up?”

Your phone vibrates seeing the contact is Noah. Panic washes over your body as you realize he indeed is still up.

“Yea, everything is going okay.” You text back.

“Just..okay?” He replies, questioning your response in his text.

You decided not to text him back. Maybe he would think you’re sleeping. You groan squeezing your thighs together at the dull ache still there between your legs.

He can definitely help, and make it disappear you thought. Then I won’t have to worry about any of this and can continue all this stuff with Jake. You nod your head agreeing with your thoughts.

“Actually.. do you think you can help?” You text back. Shaken hands as you waiting for a reply. Except there isn’t one. Just a quiet knock at your door.

“Y/N…” Noah whispers at the door, before coming in quietly. He sees you spread out on your bed, hair is messy, and shirt exposing your tummy. He feels his dick twitch, as he sits on the edge of your bed.

“Noah, I’ve tried everything nothing is working, I know what I like but I just can’t get myself off. I need help, I need your help.” You plead, tears rolling down your face as embarrassment creeps up on your cheeks as well.

Noah shushes you, giving you a kiss to your head. He gets off your bed looking around your room. He looks around and spots a mirror. He grabs it placing it up at the end of the bed holding the back of it with a chair. It stands up at you guys at the end of your bed.

He settles back in your bed, in front of the mirror.

“Come here.” He commands, opening his legs to make room for you to sit between them. “Noah… what are we doing..” you say hesitatingly. You make your way between his legs, he moves both your legs over yours exposing you with your shorts.

“Show me.” He whispers in your ear, nibbling the bottom of it. “I’m going watch from the mirror and correct you if you seem to be doing anything wrong.” He whispers lowly.

You nod, taking your hand into your shorts, groaning at the feeling of contact again. You circle your clit for a few minutes before your legs start to moving to close. Noah stops them from closing with his hands on your thighs. “Keep going..” he says. You move your fingers harsher on your clit, not enough to make it any better but you apply more pressure.

“I c-can’t..” you moan. Noah takes it upon himself to take your hand out of your shorts. His dick is so hard it’s throbbing. “Take off your shorts..” he looks at you through the mirror. “I-I.. idk” you mumble becoming defensive shaking your head.

“Do you trust me?” Noah turns your head to look at you.

“Yes.” You say. “If you want my help.. you have to trust me… you know I’d never make fun of you, I promise.” He holds up his pinky.

You hold yours up connecting it to his. You move to slide your shorts down, feeling the cold air connect with your skin. Leaving you in just your underwear.

“D-Do I have to..” unsure if they need to come off too, Noah stops you. “Not unless you want to, I can always work around them.” He flashes you a gentle smile in the mirror.

“Leave them on for now..” you breathe. Noah nods.

“Before I start, I need your consent… I need to hear it before I do any of this to you.” He turns his head at you with a serious look on his face. You nod your head at him.

“No, I need words.. it’s yes or no.” He says.

“Yes, Noah please touch me.” You plead.

He moves his fingers to your covered clit and starts moving circles on it. You throw your head back against his shoulder moaning. His fingers feel so good against you. They’re rough and harder than yours, they just feel so right.

Noah speeds up his fingers against your clit, your hips start moving against his wiggling in protest. “Noah, something feels weird.. I don’t know what’s happening..”

“Just let it go..” he whispers in your ear watch you cum for him.

You come down from your high seeing stars. Even after the intense orgasm, you still feel hot and bothered. Your mind starts moving like crazy. “Noah just made me cum. Noah made me cum?” You question to yourself. So that’s what it feels like you thought, it feels so good.

You turn your head to the mirror watching his dark eyes still on you. “N-Noah..” you whine still needy. “Yes?..” he answers, still looking at you. “Will you go down on me?” Your face on fire from the question.

“Yes.” He gets up moving down towards you. Both of you were so fucked out of your minds you couldn’t care about anyone or anything else.

Noah stands up and takes off his shirt. He lays up between your legs. Tattooed finger coming at the waist band of your underwear. He looks up at you before doing anything at all. He’s waiting for you to tell him he can remove them and dive in.

You look down at him resting on your elbows. You’re chewing your inner cheek, nerves creeping up your spine. “What if he doesn’t think I’m pretty?” “What if he finds me ugly?” You cringe at your thoughts. Your thoughts keep racing until a hand on your stomach cuts you off.

“Y/N, I’m right here. I’m not going anywhere, I promise I will never make fun of you for the way you sound or the way you look...” Noah’s tone calm, eyes calmly looking into yours looking for any hint of discomfort.

“If you want to stop tell me, and we’ll stop. Won’t ask any questions.” He says.

The care he has for you, never goes unseen. You swear he’d walk through fire and hell for you, to make you are happy. He’s the type of friend who would make sure you’d have everything you need before he does.

“Okay…” You breathe, “You can take them off..” you close your eyes trying to slow your breathing, as it picked up rapidly.

Noah’s hands don’t move. In fact he’s breathing hard as well. Waiting for you to open your eyes. You grow impatient waiting for him to do something. Your hands make your way to your underwear ready to pull them off yourself. His hands stop you doing so, and he places them up on your chest, shaking his head.

He moves your t-shirt up a little exposing your stomach. Then what you didn’t expect… his teeth bite at the fabric of your underwear pull them down with his teeth. Your air gets caught in your throat at the gesture.

Your face grows hot. You’re exposed to him. All out and open. You cover your face with your hands feeling embarrassment. Noah ignores your embarrassment, and moves his hands up from your ankle to your inner thigh. Slowly pulling your legs open to see you.

Your breath hitches as his hands come close to you, but jump to the top of your other inner thigh, down to your ankle.

He’s fuckin teasing you.

You groan out in frustration and he cooes, voice breaking the silence. “I know.. I gotta hear you say it though.” He looks up at you, hands still over your face. “Look at me.” He commands. You slowly take your hands off your face.

“You gotta tell me what you want…I need to hear it.” Noah says looking directly at your eyes, with him eye leveled to your pussy.

“That’s embarrassing…” you whine. He looks away from you.. still waiting. He continues to tease you moving his hands all over you slowly but, avoiding your heat. You couldn’t take it anymore and finally swallow down the courage to tell him.

“P-Please touch me Noah..” you stutter out. Your pussy aching and throbbing for him. “Do you want me to touch you or do you want me to eat you?” His eyes find yours again, waiting for your answer.

Your mind was so foggy you couldn’t care which one he would do anymore. “Both.” You pant “Please touch me and eat me.. I can’t take it anymore.” You cry, frustrated from the throbbing.

“As you wish.” Noah gently smiles. His tattooed finger come in contact with you slit, feeling how hot a sticking you are for him. “You’re so wet.” He groans, his breathing becoming heavier at the sight of you.

You clamp your legs around his shoulders trapping his head. Noah puts more pressure on your clit and starts rubbing it harsher. You bite your lip to maintain your moans from getting louder.

Suddenly you feel something protrude at your entrance, feeling it slowly slide in. His finger starts moving in and out of you. You moaned in satisfaction.

“You’re so tight..” he mumbles.

He pumps his finger in and out do you for a bit before adding a second one.

He adds a second one and starts to spread them apart making scissors in you. He stretches you out a bit, and you couldn’t hold back your moans as they start to slip pass your bitten lip.

He curls his fingers in you hitting that sweet spot. You grow really close, legs start shaking as you can barely hold on to your orgasm.

Suddenly all the you felt empty. Whining at the sudden loss of contact, you feel your legs being spread wider… Noah takes his fingers opening your folds apart making way for his tongue to enter you.

Knowing you wouldn’t be quiet during this, you take your shirt and put it between your teeth. Thank god most of the guys are sleeping anyway.

Noah started licking your cunt more. Your hands went to his hair. Pulling and tugging every time he’d suck on your clit. He switched from licking your cunt to sucking hard on your clit.

You feel like you’re floating. The feeling is so intense you feel like you could pass out from the pleasure. Noah starts moaning against your cunt as well, adding vibration.

“Oh my god.” You whine, unable to finish your sentence or form any other words. Back arching from the sensation.

Noah couldn’t care less if you were screaming your lungs out to the whole house, or pulling out all his hair while crushing him with your thighs. All he cared about was making you feel good, and making you cum on his tongue.

Noah adds his fingers into your cunt pumping them in and out a at a fast pace. He latches his mouth back on your clit, other hand anchoring your hips down as you arched.

“N-Noah, I’m close… don’t stop please..please don’t…” you words coming out in pants. Noah doesn’t let down he keeps going, fingers finding your spot making you completely squirt all over his chin and chest.

Coming down from your high in pants you see Noah smiling all wet around his face and chest.

“Oh my god, I peed on you.” You pull your legs up to your chest in disgust and embarrassment.

“No, you did not…” Noah chuckles.

“Y/n, you squirted it’s the best thing I could make you do, besides cum.” He smiles at you. He moves up by you on the bed leaning against the bed desk next to you.

You see his cock throbbing in his sweats and look at it and then to his eyes. “Do you want me to d-do that..” Noah picks up what you were implying immediately stoping you.

“No, not today, I just wanted to teach you and make you feel comfortable.” He breathes out, raising his hands above his head.

You take it as the opportunity to climb onto his lap sitting directly on it. His hands meets your hips “please..” you beg, “I want to help you.” Using your puppy eyes hoping he’d let you.

His mind gives up when you particularly beg for his cock. He moves you closer to him bringing his fingers to your mouth. “Open.” He commands.

You do what he says as he guides his middle and ring fingers into your mouth. “Suck them but don’t use your teeth.”

Doing what he said to do, feeling the need to use your tongue as well, you start sucking and licking his fingers.

“Fuck…” his head falls back. He pushes his fingers further into your mouth, causing you to gag. You breathe through your nose still sucking on them.

“Such a good girl.” Noah moans. Growing close to his release. You started to bob your head against his fingers as if you were going up and down on his cock. Noah’s eyes screw shut, with a low moan as he cums.

He cums so hard he shakes. You climb off him, and take his fingers out of your mouth, his arm flopping down on your side on the bed.

Noah’s seeing stars from his orgasm. He can’t believe he just came from that.

Coming back to his senses, he stands up putting his t-shirt back on, heading to your connected bathroom turning on your shower.

“Go wash up and rest…I think we did more than enough for tonight.” He leans against the doorframe in your bathroom arms cross grinning at you.

You get up from the bed nodding, heading into your bathroom.

“Goodnight, y/n.” Noah says quietly closing your door while you jump into your shower, bathroom door still open.

Either someone’s gonna write it or I will.

it’s giving your older brothers snarky friend that low key had a crush on you but shows it by calling you “brat” or “princess” but when you finally start collage and you go to a party with friends and some guys start talking to you and Noah comes up and throws his arm around you and gives them a death stare until they walk away……

Chef’s Kiss 🧑🏻‍🍳 😘 Perfect ✨ Love it💜 thank you so much 😊

Can I just say that you have literally become my favorite writer on this app and I don’t mean it lightly. By the time you see this, I hope you’re having an amazing day.

If I could request a Nicholas Ruffilo headcanon please? where the reader has been wanting to get a Bad Omens inspired tattoo and is talking about it to her friend while in line for a meet and greet with said band, but can’t find a good enough artist in her opinion. Nicholas overhears this and decides to do the tattoo for her, and after finishing the tattoo decides to sign it as well as a memento.

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Your sweet words brought a smile to my face! thank you love!

You couldn't believe this was happening.

Even when you felt the needle of the tattoo gun against your skin and those dark eyes glancing up at you every so often.

You never expected what was only supposed to be a meet and greet with Bad Omens to turn into a private tattoo after the show.

While you were waiting in line for the meet and greet, Nicholas couldn't help but overhear you talking to your friend about how you couldn't find the perfect artist to do your Bad Omens inspired tattoo.

Nicholas was immediately taken by you, the sight of your smile taking his breath away, so he didn't even think twice about offering to do your tattoo. He loved the idea of the design and you knew if anyone could do justice, it was him.

Your heart hammered in your chest, loud and fast, as Nichola's fingers grazed over the skin of your thigh, and the close proximity made your cheeks burn with a blaze of heat.

The two of you made small talk, him getting to know you, and when he was almost finishing up the tattoo you could feel your heart drop. You didn't want the night to end. The subtle flirting every so often told you that Nicholas didn't want it to end either.

"You know," you said slowly. "We never talked about how I would pay you for this."

Nicholas' eyes flashed dark as he looked up at you and you tracked every movement of his tongue as it darted out to wet his lips.

"I can think of something," he suggested while setting the tattoo gun down.

Looking at the fresh ink, you broke out in a huge smile when you realized he brought your idea to life.

You were so entranced with it and seeing that he also signed the tattoo, you almost didn't hear what he said.

"Wh-what?" You asked, breath hitching in your throat.

He slowly rose to his feet so he could lean over you, who sat on the couch in the green room. His finger traced your cheekbone. You desperately wanted to close the distance between you two but were afraid to make the first move.

"I think you should come back to my hotel room tonight. I can give you pointers on tattoos aftercare."

You bit your lip and slowly nodded.

The fic I recently wrote is very much short haired Noah, but I’m writing a prequel to that fic and it’s including long haired Noah, we’ll see how I can manage that😅

Okay I gotta ask

How many of y’all’s stories are based on Long haired Noah? I feel like short haired Noah would be like “sit the fuck down and listen to me, this shit ends now.”

while long haired Noah plays with the drama 😭😂

Would anyone be interested if I posted a prequel to my first fic of how Noah and Anya met? I’ve been writing it for almost a few days now, but I’m not sure if I should post it?

Thank you everyone for your kinds words yesterday, I’m sorry if I couldn’t reply to some of you, but I posted that statement and immediately went to work afterwards. Without any further questions, please enjoy this new prequel of how Noah and Anya met. Enjoy 😊

“One day I’ll meet him, he’ll kiss me and fall in love with me.”

Anya said those silly words in the presence of her younger brother in 2016, someone who didn’t take it seriously, not out of cruelty, but as someone who saw how she reacted every time she had a new celebrity crush and assumed this one will be like the rest. If only she knew then that it wasn’t going to be like the rest. It was only meant to be a simple meet and greet at a concert. She looked at her son letting his tiny hand grip her index finger while Noah and Nick sat in the front seats, while she sat in the back with her son Keaton in his car seat. She looked out the window and remembered how she met Noah, it really was meant to be just a meet and greet.

~ October 1st, 2019 ~ Los Angeles, CA ~

The day was an exciting one, Anya woke up early and knew she needed to wake up early because she had a concert to go to at the Regent Theater. She had waited for so long and worked so hard for this event and had even bought VIP tickets to get in early and do the meet and greet. She was dressed in a beautiful black body con dress with sheer bishop sleeves and an opening that slightly exposed her ribs; and for her own comfort some shorts underneath and put on her fishnet tights, along with platform Docs. She looked to her dresser to put on contacts for the night, but once she picked up the box for her left eye contacts, it was hollow, so any chance she had of wearing contacts were gone and glasses were her only option. She wanted to be there early, one because she liked being first in line and two she hated being late no matter what.

She looked towards the clock in her room and saw the time was 12:55pm; the meet and greet started at 3:00pm. She grabbed her concert bag and left her apartment, and took an Uber from her home to the venue. She arrived at The Regent Theater; there was a small line, but not enough that there was going to be a long wait. She took out her phone and checked the time and saw that it was barely 1:30pm. She walked to the two lines formed there and asked which one was for VIP and got her purple VIP bracelet.

“Whatever you do Anya, don’t say something stupid, no matter what, nothing stupid.” She told herself. She kept repeating it internally like a silent mantra, while waiting in line.

“Who are you here to see?” Someone asked.

She looked up and looked towards the person who asked the question. It was a guy, with his hair going to his chin and parted in the middle. His eyes having a slight doe like expression, he was tall, maybe most probably 6’2, and thin but muscular. His outfit was a Bring Me The Horizon t-shirt and black jeans with dirty white shoes. Coming out of her slight trance, she answered his question.

”I’m here for both Bad Omens and All That Remains, but I like to be early so I can watch the other acts. It seems pretty shitty to be late and skip the other acts just because we don’t know them, who knows we might like the music. What about you?”

”Well said, I’m Theodore, but call me Theo.” He said sticking out his hand. She took his hand and shook it.

“Lily.” She lied, she never gave her real name to people she didn’t know, especially solo guys at concerts.

”Nice to meet you and to answer the question, I’m here for Bad Omens too.”

”Is this your first time seeing them?”

”No actually, this is probably my 3rd time seeing them, but my first VIP experience.”

“Nice.”

From there their conversation with each other ended and they stuck with a comfortable silence with each other. As time passed the line grew longer, some having to go to the general admission line because they got confused with the double lines.

By 2:55 pm, the doors began to open for the meet and greet. Anya's hands began to shake out of her anxiety, she slowly wrapped her arms around herself to ease her anxiety and took deep breaths. The line began to move and soon she began to move, little by little she could see both bands with their backdrops. The guy she met earlier, Theo, went, shook the hands of the members of Bad Omens, All That Remains and took his pictures with them, and then it was her turn. She slowly made her way to them, she didn’t notice, but Noah slightly moved towards the end and was the first to shake her hand. He didn’t know why, but something about Anya made him want to be near her and stay by her side. He met plenty of beautiful women with his time on the road, but something about her was different and he wanted to know why. Finally he shook her hand and for a bit it felt like a jolt of electricity shot through him, she had to let go to continue moving on, but he didn’t want to let go.

“What’s your name?” Nicholas asked.

“Anya.” She replied.

Anya. Noah thought, Her name is Anya. She was quiet through shaking their hands, but he could see that her hands were shaking through the whole greeting

“I’m sorry, I’m normally not this quiet, but I’m really trying not to say something stupid.” She said shyly.

“Don’t be darling, we’re just normal idiots in this place.” Noah said smoothly, the rest of the group looked towards him, while he can be flirty sometimes, never was he like that towards a fan, calling them darling or any pet name.

“Speak for yourself man. I have the IQ of a genius.” Folio said, trying to break the tension between Noah and Anya and to keep the line moving.

Anya laughed and Noah could help how beautiful her laugh sounded to him. Bryan signaled that he was ready to take the photo and took Anya’s phone from her, Noah moved to be close to her and put his arm around her shoulder, his hand slightly touching her skin and the top of her dress’s sleeve and smelled her scent. Lavender. Noah thought. Once the photo was taken, Anya said thank you to meeting them and began to walk to Bryan to get her phone back and Noah closed his eyes and inhaled what remained of her scent, stuck in that trance, he heard someone clear their throat in an effort to get his attention. He opened his eyes and Jolly give him a look that clearly said, ‘Man, what the fuck?’. Noah looked to see where Anya had gone, and saw she was in the middle of taking her picture with All That Remains. He kept an eye on where she went and once she was done, she got in line to get her merch. After she got her merch, he felt defeated and accepted that he would probably never see her again, even if she would be in the audience that night.

“Oh my god, that was amazing.” Anya said to herself.

She looked back and wondered if she imagined everything, she wondered about the moment she touched Noah’s hand, the jolt of electricity she felt was just her imagination or not. She walked to the floor section of the venue and began to join the small crowd that was forming and moved towards the front. Before she realized it, the concert began with All That Remains coming on stage first, starting with This Calling and ending with Two Weeks, Lacuna Coil, Toothgrinder, and Uncured all played their own sets and before she realized it, it was time for Bad Omens.

She began to scream out loud with the rest of the crowd, screaming out loud the lyrics of Mercy with the crowd. Towards the middle of The Worst In Me, Anya got pulled into the circle pit and was almost crushed by bigger guys who didn’t seem to notice that she was not enjoying the pit, she thought she was done until she felt someone grab her wrist and pull her out. She was pulled out and immediately landed into a hard chest, she looked up and saw it was the guy she met earlier while waiting in line.

What was his name? She thought. Leo? No, it’s Theo.

The Worst In Me ended and soon Noah’s voice came onto the mic.

”Alright guys, I see you getting crazy. Remember don’t be an asshole, if you see someone fall in the pit, help them back up.” He said.

Theo looked down at Anya and because of the noise yelled out.

”Looks like I got you.” He said.

Anya smiled and they stayed close while head banging and screaming out loud to Said & Done. Theo stayed close to her through the rest of the concert and only left her side to join the circle pit whenever one started and when the last song Burning Out ended, they walked out the venue, where it was raining heavily.

“Well it was nice to mee-” Anya began to say, but Theo grabbed her hand and walked her to a more secluded spot and pulled her in the middle of two buses.

“What are you doing? St-

Theo kissed her, cupping the back of her head and wrapping his left arm around her. Anya didn’t reciprocate his kiss and in fact began to push him away, but his strength against hers was making it impossible.

“Stop! Stop it! Leave me alone!” Anya said, trying to push him away.

“Come on Anya, you know you want this.”

Anya froze upon realizing he said her actual name, she never told him her name and began pushing even harder to set herself free.

”I heard you tell Bad Omens your name, I’m a little hurt that you told me a fake name.” He chuckled, he began to try and suckle on her neck and began to move his right hand towards her breast and Anya knew it was time to leave, she raised her left foot and put all her strength to stomp hard on his foot.

“OH FUCK!”

He let go and she took the opportunity to punch him directly in the nose. Anya took the distraction and ran, she didn’t run far before she ran into a hard body. This person wrapped his arms around her to keep her from falling backwards, she looked up and looked straight into warm brown eyes. Despite the rain falling hard, she knew who she was looking at, it was Noah.

Noah was getting ready to go back to the bus and kept thinking about Anya. He would be lying if he said he didn’t try looking for her in the crowd. He walked out the building doors and prepared to get soaked from the heavy rain and stepped out until out of nowhere a body collided with him. It almost knocked the air out of him, but when he noticed that the person was about to fall backwards, he wrapped his around her body to keep her from falling. She looked up and Noah could’ve sworn someone was playing a prank on him and he wasn’t looking at Anya. Then he saw a look of fear in her eyes and immediately wanted to protect her from whatever was harming or scaring her. Anya looked back and saw Theo coming towards them, his eyes zeroed in on her with blood running down his nose. Noah looked up and saw who she was looking at, he was quick and immediately grabbed her, pulled her inside and shut the door quickly in Theo’s face, he began to violently grab at the handle in an attempt to pull open the door. Anya pulled away from Noah pushed herself into the wall, sleeves to her dress wet and clinging to her skin. Noah watched the door and looked at Anya, he couldn’t help but notice that she was breathing erratically and knew she was on the verge of an oncoming panic attack.

“Are you alright darling?” He asked, Are you alright? Come on Noah! You know she’s not alright! His inner voice screamed at him.

Anya had her hands in fists to the side of her head, she did not even care to notice that Noah was in her presence, the only voices in her head were telling her how stupid she could’ve been to believe a stranger was being nice to her.

How could you be so stupid? You don’t know him! You put yourself in this situation! You almost allowed yourself to be- Anya felt soft hands touch hers and slowly pull it away from her head, she looked up and saw Noah look at her with concern, she couldn’t help but cry. Noah didn’t understand why or what it was about her, but all he knew was that he wanted to comfort her. He slowly wrapped his arms around her and pulled her into a hug and let her cry in his arms. His heart felt heavy for her and he couldn’t understand this feeling. Nicholas came around the corner and saw the scene in front of him, he slowly approached and Noah looked up at him.

“Do you need me to call security?” He asked in a whisper.

Noah shook his head and Nicholas walked away, Anya’s cries finished after about 5 minutes and it became hiccups, she finally remembered that someone was holding her. She pulled herself away, and looked around, her vision slightly impaired by the water droplets on her glasses. She took off her glasses to clean it and tried to see who was in front of her. Even with her vision slightly blurred, she could still slightly make out Noah’s face, she froze and realized that she had been crying in his arms for only heaven knows how long.

“I I I’m so so-” She said putting her glasses back on.

“Don’t apologize” He cut her off. “I don’t know and I’m sure you’re not ready to tell anyone what happened out there. All I saw was a deranged guy stalking you and I chose to help you. That’s all I need to know.”

Anya could only hiccup, she wasn’t sure how to react after realizing that Noah Sebastian helped her in her time of need. Anya took in a breath and exhaled, her breathing coming out shaky. Noah held up his hand.

“Stay there, don't move, I’ll be right back darling.” Noah said. He walked around the corner and disappeared in a small crowd.

Anya wanted to leave, but she looked towards the door and realized that she didn’t want to take the chance and possibly run into HIM again. Her wet dress started to get to her and make her shiver.

“Miss, where’s your pass? Are you allowed to be here?”

Anya looked and saw the security guard looked at her with suspicion. Anya wasn’t sure how to answer.

“Um–

“She’s with us!” A voice said behind her.

She turned around and saw Noah behind her, he put a sweater around her shoulders in an effort to keep out the cold that he felt she could be experiencing. He wasn’t by himself, he was with another guy with dirty blond hair. The security guard still looked at Anya with suspicion, but with Noah backing her up, there was nothing he could do and walked off.

“So you’re the pretty girl that Noah saved. I’m Matt.” A guy with blond hair said, giving her a goofy smile.

Anya couldn’t help, but smile. “Sorry for whatever happened, are you okay?” Matt asked with concern laced in his voice.

“Yeah, I’m fine. I’m sorry for causing trouble.”

“Darling, I told you. Don’t apologize.” Noah said.

Matt extended his hand and offered her an Orange Fanta to her.

“Here’s a soda, it’ll take the edge off. Did you come with anyone?” Matt asked. Anya took the soda and began to drink.

“No, I came by myself.” Anya said.

“Well Noah, I believe that once the crowds die down, we should order the pretty girl an Uber and make sure she gets home safely.” Matt said and winked at Noah.

Noah didn’t miss his wink and realized that Matt knew that Noah was beginning to like Anya. Truth be told, Noah was wondering if what he felt was infatuation or something else. Matt pulled out his phone and gave Anya his phone.

“Put in your address, pretty girl whose name I don’t know.” Matt said.

“It’s Anya.” Both Noah and Anya said.

Both Matt and Anya looked at him. Anya was shocked that he still remembered her name. Matt gave him a look that said ‘Dude, you got it bad!’. Once Anya put in her address, Matt took it back and set up an Uber for Anya.

“I set it up to be here within an hour and a half, that should be enough time for the crowds to die down. Come hang with us. We promise we won't bite.” Matt said.

Before Anya could give a proper response, Noah took her hand in his and led her to the green room where the rest of Bad Omens was there. Nicholas was the first to recognize her, but only because he already saw her cry in Noah’s arms.

“Hey you shits! This is Anya, say hello, because Noah just did some hero shit and saved this pretty girl.” Matt yelled

“I remember you! You’re that pretty girl that Noah wouldn’t stop looking at.” Folio said.

Noah dropped his face into his hands and felt his face heat up.

“I’m Nick, but that guy over there is also called Nick, so you can call me Folio.” Folio said, pointing to Nicholas and back to himself. He got up and shook Anya’s hand, this time in a less formal manner.

Jolly also got up, his hair was pulled up in a bun. He stuck out his hand and Anya shook it.

“I’m Jolly, but I’m sure you already know that. Just so you know Noah definitely -" Jolly was cut off when Noah put his hand on his mouth. He really didn’t want Anya to think he was another weird guy who smelled the air when she walked past him.

“Ok! Nicholas! Bryan! Get over here and introduce yourselves!” Noah said quickly and the pitch in his voice went higher out of embarrassment. Anya began to laugh and again Noah couldn’t help, but internally melt. Nicholas got up and introduced himself to Anya

“Nicholas, nice to meet you.” Nick said he took Anya’s hand and shook it, like everyone else, he was less formal about his greeting this time.

“I’m Bryan and I take photos of these idiots.” Bryan said. “Like right now, I’m about to take a photo of Jolly having Noah in a headlock.”

Anya looked and Jolly did indeed have Noah in a headlock. Bryan took the photo.

“Alright man! I give, let me go!” Noah yelled. Jolly let him go and Noah stood up and went back to stand next to Anya. He placed his hand on her upper back and led her to the couch so she could sit down, Anya pulled the skirt of her dress down in an effort to be a little more modest.

“So Anya, tell us how Noah over here came to save you?” Matt asked. Everyone looked over at Anya, if you asked her, she could’ve sworn that her heart stopped beating, her hands began to shake, she felt a hand interlock with hers and saw Noah give her a comforting smile.

“You don’t have to say anything darling, only if you’re comfortable.” Noah said, no one failed to miss how he called Anya darling again. Anya took in a deep breath and exhaled.

“Um, I actually ran into Noah by accident, because I was trying to get away from a creep. He wouldn’t leave me alone, so when the opportunity came, I stomped on his foot, punched him in the face and ran. Noah caught me when I ran into him and pulled me inside the building.”

“Oh shit.” She heard someone whisper.

“Yeah, she just ran into me and I looked and saw this deranged looking asshole following her and I pulled her inside.” Noah said.

“Thank you again. I don’t know how to repay you.” Anya said.

“Darling, don’t worry about it.” Noah said.

Noah stared deeply into Anya’s eyes and couldn’t help but be mesmerized.

“Okay! I’m so sorry that happened to you. It’s a relief that Noah came outside when he did.” Bryan said.

“Yeah, Do you want us to get security to report him?” Folio said.

“I don’t believe there’s a point anymore. It's a venue with a bunch of metalheads, a bunch of them already have blood running down their faces for different reasons, so the chance of finding him is slim.” Anya said with disappointment laced in her tone.

Noah pulled out his phone and shot a text to Matt.

Let’s get with security later and see if there are cameras around that area, I’m not letting this slide. That shithead needs to pay for what he did.

Noah sent the text, Matt’s phone made a notification sound, he took his phone out and read the message, he looked at Noah and nodded.

“So what got you into our music, karaste?” Jolly asked.

“I was with an ex boyfriend at the time.” Anya said, and Noah felt his jaw clench. “I was watching him play his video games and I heard Exit Wounds come up on his playlist, and I realized that I liked your music, looked you guys up and slowly came to love it.”

“What happened with this ex?” Nick asked

“He doesn’t matter anymore, he cheated, we broke up and that’s all there is to know about him.” Anya said quickly, scratching the back of her head, feeling embarrassed.

“Have you attended any of our shows before?” Noah asked.

“No actually, this is my first time attending your concert.”

“So tell us, how was our set?” Jolly asked.

“Ummm…”

“Tell us, tell us, tell us.” The boy began to chant.

“Y’all we’re the most amazing show I’ve been to so far. It was amazing.” Anya said, letting out a small laugh. Again Noah could’ve sworn he felt his heart soar.

“Y’all? Where are you from?” Nick asked.

“Well, I’m from LA, but I moved to Austin, Texas with my family when I was 11 and moved to El Paso, TX when I was 15. I just moved back to LA last year, when I realized that I have been away from LA too long. The Texas lingo just stuck, but outside of that, I’m very much a California girl to my core.”

“Wait, I just realized. How old are you?” Matt asked. Noah held his breath, hoping that he wasn’t being an accidental creep too.

“21, going on to 22 in just a few months.”

Noah let out a sigh of relief.

“I just realized that if 18 year old could see me now, she’d be so happy and probably wonder if we got the internship we applied for at Summerian, Epitaph, or Fearless? ”

“You applied for an internship at Summerian? When did you apply?” Matt asked.

“Yeah, it was for my one year in college studying in El Paso in October 2016, but I never received a response, so I just accepted the rejection and moved on. Now I work at Home Depot.”

“Hmmm.” Matt hummed, the gears began to turn in his head.

All of a sudden a sound went off from his phone. He pulled out his phone and saw that the Uber was getting closer.

“Now Anya, I truly would love nothing more than getting to know you, but unfortunately your pumpkin has arrived.” Matt said.

Noah gripped Anya’s again and got up from the couch, slowly helping her up. Anya began to remove the sweater that Noah gave her earlier, but Noah stopped her by lightly pulling the sweater back up on her shoulders.

“Keep it, the sweater is yours darling.” Noah said softly. “Give me your phone Matt,I’ll walk her out.”

Anya had walked out the green room and couldn’t see the smirk Matt had on his face and the middle finger Noah gave in return. Matt and Noah switched phones. Noah refused to take her through the door they came in through and walked her from the stage to the floor and all the way to the venue’s entrance in the front of the building. The rain from earlier in the night having since stopped. The gray Uber slowly pulled up and its window rolled down.

“Anya?”

“Yes.”

Noah opened the door and helped Anya get inside.

“Thank you so much for everything.” Anya said.

“It was nothing darling, seeing you be safe now, is a reward itself.” Noah said.

“Hopefully we’ll see each other again, under better circumstances.” Anya said. She looked at him sadly and knew deep down she would probably never see him again, and if she did, he would probably not even remember her.

“Hopefully darling.” Noah said.

“Goodbye.” She whispered and closed the car’s door. The car was getting ready to drive off and Noah began to walk away.

Until he stopped and turned around. He stood there for a couple contemplating whether he should go with Anya or not.

“This is crazy, but fuck it!” Noah said to himself. He quickly catched the car before it drove and opened the door, and sat in the car with Anya.

“Sorry, I’m also taking this Uber too.” Noah said.

The driver said nothing, but nodded.

“What are you doing?” Anya whispered, looking at him with bewilderment.

“I know we don't know each other.” Noah started, “I understand that with everything you have been through tonight, I’ll understand if you want to keep your distance, but I can’t help feeling that there is something, I know I can’t be the only one that felt an electric feeling when our hands touched for the first time during that Meet and Greet.”

“I thought that was just me.”

“No darling, I felt it too.” Noah said.

He held her hand and that electric feeling still felt the same just as it had when they met earlier that night. Noah slowly scooted closer to her and his hand still holding hers, his thumb caressing her hand. Exhaustion slowly overtook Anya and she laid her head on his shoulder, Noah said nothing but slowly smelled her scent from her hair and realized that’s where the Lavender scent that he smelled earlier was coming from, her hair. He enjoyed the ride and watched the apartments surrounding the car. 8 minutes passed, and for Noah those 8 minutes were not long enough. He got out of the car with Anya, watched as she reached for the key to open the lobby door and walked her inside the building, standing in her apartment lobby. She turned around and was standing a few paces ahead of Noah.

“Thank you again, Noah.” She said.

Noah just stepped forward and looked down at her.

“Would it be alright if I held you closer?”

Anya looked up at him and saw nothing, but tenderness in his eyes. She nodded and Noah took another step forward. He slowly wrapped his arm around her midsection and looked deeply into her eyes.

“May I kiss you?” He whispered.

“Yes.” She whispered back.

Noah pressed his lips to hers and kissed her. It was a soft and sweet kiss, nothing compared to that rough assault she felt from that creep. She slowly stood on her tippy toes in effort to reach his height, but to no avail. She moved her own arms around him and pulled him closer as well. Without breaking from the kiss, he pulled her off the ground and carried her in his arms. It was then and there that Noah realized that he was already in the middle before he realized that he had begun. They don’t know how long they kissed for, but the only thing that broke them apart was Matt’s phone ringing in his back pocket.

“Ahh fuck, they wondering where I am.” Noah said. He chuckled and the feeling sent shivers down Anya’s spine. He pulled out the phone and put it to his ear.

“Yo. Yeah, I wanted to make sure she made it safe. Dude, fuck off! Alright I’ll be there in 15 minutes. Bye.” Noah spoke to whoever was on the other end.

“I truly don’t want to leave, but the rest of this tour awaits darling. Give me your phone?”

Anya reached into her see through purse and pulled out her iPhone 13, unlocked it and gave it to Noah, he took it and dialed a phone number before hanging up.

“Who did you call?” Anya asked.

“Myself, I can’t bear the idea of not seeing or hearing your voice again. If you want to be friends, I’ll be more than happy with it darling. Call me for anything.” Noah said.

“Please be careful through the whole tour.” Anya said.

“Cross my heart, that nothing will happen darling.”

Noah let out a sigh and gave her a kiss on her forehead. He walked her over to the elevator and pressed the up button.

“Promise me you’ll stay safe?” Noah asked in return.

“Promise, cross my heart.” Anya said, repeating his words.

The elevator doors opened and Anya walked inside, arms extending until they were forced to let go. Looking at each other until the doors closed. Anya pressed the button for the 3rd floor and walked to her apartment, choosing to just clean her face and wear her dress and the sweater Noah gave her to bed, she fell asleep to the feeling of Noah’s lips still on hers.

“One day I’ll meet him, he’ll kiss me and fall in love with me.”

“One day I’ll meet him, he’ll kiss me and fall in love with me.”

“One day I’ll meet him, he’ll kiss me and fall in love with me.”

“One day I’ll meet him, he’ll kiss me and fall in love with me.”

Those words she said to her younger brother came to the forefront of her mind, until sleep and exhaustion overtook her.

~ 3 Weeks Later ~

Anya was coming home from a long shift at Home Depot and opened the mailbox, everything seemed unimportant junk and bills until she saw a thick catalog envelope. She pulled it out and saw the logo for Summerian Records. Her name printed in bold letters.

Ms. Anastasia Mendoza

150 N Olvera St. Apt. 315

Los Angeles, CA 90034

She dropped everything she was carrying the moment she set foot in her apartment and opened the thick catalog envelope. The first page reading.

OFFER OF EMPLOYMENT

She pulled out her phone and texted Noah.

Noah?

Yes, darling?

Do you know anything about this?

She snapped a photo of the first page and sent it to him

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Thank you so much for reading this prequel about how Anya and Noah and yes y’all, Noah fell first. Despite how I wrote it, they are NOT dating yet, that won’t happen for at least another year after they meet. If you’re interested in me writing about it, please let me know. Writing right now is still a very slow process for me so if you’re interested, let me know. Thank you so much for reading, guys. Love y’all!

If anyone is interested, here’s a link to the playlist I was listening to while writing this .

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MASTERLIST

Hello, my name is Amelia, I’ve began to write again and below will be a masterlist of the stories I write. As time goes by I’ll continue adding more stories for different musicians. Please feel free to ask me anything through my asks. I hope you enjoy 😊

Noah Sebastian:

An Unexpected Surprise (Anya!OC x Noah)

At First Sight (Anya!OC x Noah)

Moments in Time (Anya!OC x Noah)

A Sorrowful Affair (Elizabeth!OC x Noah) (In Progress)