Sometimes

Sometimes

We,

Lose the concept of what is real.

Our body loses reality

Our mind its dream

Something else...

Somewhere else...

I don't know what it is.

Lost

Lost

Lost

Twisting

Running

Falling forever

It isn't real

Nothing is

I am nothing to hang on with

- We, me, Andrew

Dying

Piece

By piece

A little more each day

Fraying

Unraveling

Into space

A phantom

A shade

A fading

Light

- we, Me, Andrew forever

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- Andrew

Today I am stuck noticing the joke of life. Everyone is riled up and experiencing strong feelings about everything, and none of it actually matters. Being human is a game to keep us entertained. So we hate and we love and we rage and we sing, all to make the vast emptiness seem more like home.

-my thoughts today

It has been two years

Since last We and Our family

Were able to share a genuine smile.

Two years

Since She burned down creation

Setting fire to the image

Known to Our family's eyes.

The healing isn't over.

Rest assured,

Destruction will never die,

But my brother and I smiled tonight.

Shared a moment no one else saw.

We are starting to mend

And it is by learning to love Ourself.

Life of a purer state

Without the lies.

Walking without a mask at last

Even if

Only one veil at a time.

- Me, we, that awesome entity we call Andrew

I want to break things