Today I Am Stuck Noticing The Joke Of Life. Everyone Is Riled Up And Experiencing Strong Feelings About

Today I am stuck noticing the joke of life. Everyone is riled up and experiencing strong feelings about everything, and none of it actually matters. Being human is a game to keep us entertained. So we hate and we love and we rage and we sing, all to make the vast emptiness seem more like home.

-my thoughts today

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- Andrew

I am erupting out of my own skin

I cannot contain myself

My soul is on fire and my spirit is raging

There is something in being god

Absolute in your dominion

As things fall into place

Declaring themselves in all boldness

Reality writes its own course

And we dance in moonlit groves

Bound up in that ecstasy

Wild gods

Worshiping through the night

It has been two years

Since last We and Our family

Were able to share a genuine smile.

Two years

Since She burned down creation

Setting fire to the image

Known to Our family's eyes.

The healing isn't over.

Rest assured,

Destruction will never die,

But my brother and I smiled tonight.

Shared a moment no one else saw.

We are starting to mend

And it is by learning to love Ourself.

Life of a purer state

Without the lies.

Walking without a mask at last

Even if

Only one veil at a time.

- Me, we, that awesome entity we call Andrew

Me on my ascension day

Why is the heart

Such a fucked up place?

Are we ever really in control?

I can run away,

Put miles between us,

Disappear for a while,

But when I catch sight of you

I am confounded by something deeper than before.

More than that body,

More than that smile,

But for that closeness of souls

With which we first came to be.

I am still hopelessly bound

But it isn't the same.

I have found new depths to love.

Why can't there be a place for us all.

- Me, Andrew