Happy Boyfriend's Day!!! (Technically This Will Be Yesterday, Probably By The Time You Are Reading This,

Happy boyfriend's day!!! (Technically this will be yesterday, probably by the time you are reading this, but I feel there's a few things I need to get off my chest.)

It's interesting that I met @universallydestinytaco on Tumblr, when I came back after being obsessed with smiling friends for a bit. I'm not as crazy about it as before but I still enjoy watching it.

Anyways, I would really like to mention a shout-out to all the new relationships.

A shout-out to all the long distance relationships that start out online.

It's amazing that we are able to get along, because I feel like I was once in his shoes.

I felt naive and gullible, I mean there are moments where I still am, but I hope I have matured a lot.

I have doubts and wonder if I'm not just a "good enough" boyfriend but a "really great" boyfriend.

I know I'm not perfect and neither is he.

I'm still figuring myself out, that might be a life long journey.

It's astounding to me that this person whom I thought I could just brush off at first ended up becoming someone whom I love so dearly.

At first, I didn't want him talking to me, I could have easily moved on.

But I didn't. I'm glad that I stayed with you...

... I'm tearing up thinking about it.

You called my handsome. Nobody usually calls me that before. Know that that reason alone is NOT the only reason I stayed patient.

I'm not putting up with you, I'm putting up with myself.

You give me the patience again.

There's so much to be said here, but you should know that...

...Souls speak to each other even while they are away...

I love you so much Gary. I all hope and pray that our wildest dreams come true. Not for just me, not for just you, for the both of us. Amen.

💞🙏♂️♂️🌈🌈

... spicy...

charpim again??? yup, i luv them, srry guys

Apparently someone said that I "cooked" with these which I thought was pretty cool. Based on the picture below.

I still can't believe that these are the same people. He's also something of a beautiful man but I don't know how to articulate it. Sometimes it feels off but eh shouldn't roast his face like that 😆...

The first drawing was more sketchy, but I have the sticker that Nikki and Zach made together, I'd like to have more. I really like drawing nerdy Pim as opposed to nerdy Charlie, just because of the glasses fitting in a less awkward way on Pim. And I am still speculating what kind of crittersona to draw and how they will interact with the world of SF. I still may not be as obsessed with SF as I was a few months ago, but I still love it.

Just a little participation in the Oneytober festivities. I can hardly type so I'll try to keep this short. I did have a mental breakdown the other day, idk why, maybe I had too much caffeine or something. I'm not gonna drink tonight but I know that I CAN. I usually don't drink a lot, so I'll do it Friday night when I'm HOME. Well, we'll see how my psychiatrist appointment and therapy goes. One is telehealth so it's whatever. I added prompts October 1-3 in here, but I forgot to draw Zach as a vampire bat, maybe I'll draw all of them as vampire bats. Lyle's design is supposed to be inspired by the Twilight sparkly vampires, Tomar inspired by older vampires like Nosferatu. Not sure if the other ones are classified as vampires but they got the fangs and ears lol. Maybe chibi vampires? Eh, maybe I'll draw more prompts as they come up. I don't think I can bring up the prompt sheet now but I'm sure it's easily accessible. added a cat too cause I wasn't sure what else to add.

Chubby grub Charlie digs in and out of the soil circa 2024 color.

hi i am a grub and i live in the soil 👍👍👍👍yeup👍👍👍

This whole past week has felt like "WHAT THE FUCK I THOUGHT I HAD MY SHIT TOGETHER I AM AN ADULT WHAT THE FUCK?!?!" 😒 (You can feel free to message me about it but I'm a very busy man)

ok i’m done being crazy lol