anexistingexistence - A living, breathing existential crisis
A living, breathing existential crisis

They / It // This originally was just a fandom blog, but now you have to deal with my bullshit. // Assume me to be dead if I don't post for a day, thanks.

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Because Nobody Asked, Here Are Songs That Make It Very Easy For Me To Write For/that I Associate With

Because nobody asked, here are songs that make it very easy for me to write for/that I associate with certain characters (but this is only for the vampires because otherwise, this list would likely be too long for anyone to want to read it):

Sam: I Wanna Be Your Girlfriend by Girl In Red. [I will not explain. Just listen to the song and don't tell me you can't see Darlin' and Sam sitting on the couch with an acoustic guitar.]

William: Dream On by Aerosmith. [It's not that I'm refusing to explain. Rather, I have no idea how to explain this.]

Vincent: Honkai World Diva from the game Honkai Impact 3rd. [So majestic. Just like him TwT]

Vincent (again): From Now On We Are Enemies by Fall Out Boy. [Vibe. That's why.]

Alexis: Applause by Lady Gaga. [It really feels like her. Like, if songs had a human appearance, Applause would look like Alexis.]

Alexis (I had to): After Life by Band-Maid. [Alexis but happy :D]

Adam: Regret by 1stress. [Again, I have no explanation other than "the song looks like him."]

Quinn: Battle Cry by Shayfer James. [Yes.]

Lovely: Vampire by DECO*27 [I don't think I have to explain this one.]

Lovely (once more): The Title Track by Origami Angel. [You know, while I was going through my playlist, I was expecting to end up with hyperpop or a Hatsune Miku song for Lovely. Then I put on The Title Track and somehow it just clicked for me.]

Bright Eyes: Dream On BUT it's the Kasane Teto cover. [The cover that made me fall in love with Teto <3]

Frederick: Bleed Magic by I Don't Know How But They Found Me. [Haha trauma haha funny. But seriously, this was not the song I expected to give Fred.]

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I bring the following to the table:

A fic in which the listener characters start becoming self-aware. Asher, Baabe, David, and Angel go out on a double date, and Baabe and Angel realize they're the same person. They text each other late into the night about it and go to Sweetheart the next day in hopes of having them figure this shit out. Then it turns out, Sweetheart is the same person as Angel and Baabe too. This spirals so far out of control, that all listener characters realize they're just a single entity sitting behind a screen and watching everything happen.

This sounds like a crack prompt but I already have notes for this fic in my drafts-


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1 year ago

You know, I finally get how Blake must feel. Being part of a cult and all that.

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At that moment I finally understood how Blake must feel whenever CloseKnit has him recruiting people.

Because, yea, congrats, you're kind of getting it! That's cool. But please just commit already. Due to my excessive rambling and making references they don't get, they probably have a pretty good understanding of the characters by now, which is great, but for the love of anything holy, please just watch Freelancer Season 1 at least. Or Project Meridian. It'll get you hooked on the channel, I promise.

(I know you've been stalking my blog. You know who you are dude.)


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Thank you so much ^^! I've been dreading this vacation for months now and I really appreciate all your suggestions ^^♡

Going on vacation by train for a total of ten hours (plus/minus two hours I forgot) tomorrow and my anxiety is already kicking - I do not want to go on vacation with my family, so, uhh, any comfort fics you guys can recommend to calm my (social) anxiety tomorrow?

I'm open to anything. I do not care about the pairing/characters involved - send me Ivan or Kody comfort shit for all I care as long as it's good please and thank you. (I mean, if you couldn't tell, Sam and Lasko are my favorites but I'm really not going to nitpick here. David, Ash, Vincent, Avior, Cam - I'll take anything of good quality ;-;)