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Getting Closer To My Birthday Which Means Getting Closer To The First Birthday Party I Planned And I
Getting closer to my birthday which means getting closer to the first birthday party I planned and I feel so fucking ugly. Nothing looks good bc I’m too average now. I’m not thick n I’m not skinny skinny I’m just in the middle and I feel so fucking ugly. I’m fat and skinny all at the same time and it’s fucking disgusting. I keep telling myself wait till my body is fully recovered but Jesus Christ this hurts so bad.
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Coming back to relapse YALL 🤪
I’m gonna eat at a calorie deficit again, but I still wanna keep my ass so I’ll still be exercising my muscles for strength as well. I’ll try to take multi vitamins again too so I don’t lose hair n go bald again. But I’m gonna fast this weekend till the party, I’ll have to eat before the party so I don’t get blacked out but enough to where I don’t look so fucking disgusting. I’m gonna go exercise soon. It’s 3 AM. I just wanna be beautiful I wanna be perfect.
I think not going to the gym & not getting my proper protein in is starting to make me wanna relapse bc I’m worried I’m going back to my average body
How can I recover if I can’t go to the gym yet this is bullshit mane
I wanna recover but I don’t wanna look like a blob
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