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I will look this good in these pants within 2 months or I will shart myself I promise
i want to have jang wonyoung’s legs like so fucking much
dica pra comunidade do t.a
jejum / nf NÃO É igual cetose . você pode quebrar nf sem quebrar cetose .
cetose é escassez de carboidrato , jejum é corte de calorias por um período de tempo .
por exemplo frango não tem carboidrato , então não quebra cetose . frango tem caloria e é comida , então quebra nf .
it’s offical
as of today I have officially lost 20lbs
I’ve been starving myself for about a year and I’ve gone from 208lbs to 188 lbs
I want an ana buddy, i reall, let myself go badly this time, im back at my sw, im going to kms, this time when i reach my goal theres no coming back, i learned food only makes u fat, no thanks, theres 2 months till my 16 bday gonna get myself a present:16 bmi🤪
I hate myself so fucking much. my body is disgusting. I want to puke when I look at them
I HATE MYSELF SO FUCKING MUCH
Why do I have to like chocolate that much, without it, it would be easy for me to lose weight god
I ate some cake in the morning and I will try not to eat anything until tomorrow morning to save calories, I need to lose the fucking weight
this is exactly how i wanna look
Wieiad <3
Breakfast: Single bread w butter- 120kcal
Lunch: Another 2 pieces of bread w butter (240kcal) and a plum (46kcal)
Snack: 2 cookies (236kcal) plus 1 appel (80kcal) and tea 2x (16kcal)
Dinner: Chicken (300kcal), traditional african food w rice (around 800kcal I think)
Burned- 514kcal
Total- 1324kcal (This is the beginning of my journey that's why it's a bit high)
This is my third account I’ve made since the others got terminated lol
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This account will be used as a venting place for anything, to talk about my ed, diets, thiinsp0, etc.
I am NOT pro ana/ed
I am PRO recovery
Please do not report and just block me, this account is simply a way to share my feelings and connect with other people who feel the same way.
If you are triggered by ed themes or anything along those lines…please just block me. I don’t want people getting triggered from the content in my account.
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someone please tell me this doesn’t just happens to me. Every time I want to fast and I start the timer, my parents go out and buy me food or make me something at home without asking me or letting me know. Like any other time I don’t wanna fast they don’t give me shit😭 why is it just when I wanna fast I’m bombarded with food😭???
She is partying every night
But parts of herself are kept locked real tight
She seems to enjoy her life and she has a great job
Sounds like she works very hard
But she is tired every night
And when she gets home she pulls out all of her masks
Getting ready for tomorrow
What she shall be will remain a mystery
Dirty lady with a dirty mind
Clean woman with the money in the bag
Her power suit is starved and coffee black
And her brain is all fried up
Putting sleeping pills in her diet konjac
Sipping on her no calories pop cola from her stack
And when you open the closet you don’t really know who lives there
Cause the clothing sizes are all different
And her shoes are kept real nice
Probably the most important things she cares about
She opens a book but she can’t read
Cause her trembling hands can’t get a grip
She walks out the door in the morning
With a smile as big as the sun
And her teeth are hurting from last night
Cause puking so much gets you real fucked up
Her cigarettes keep her warm
And they help with stomach pains
Some prescription, don’t you say?
And she meets all the people she hates
And she puts on a smile for the pictures
Every break from this life
Takes her to another dimension
Where everybody is looking at her new silhouette
And going back to reality hurts cause she is not what she expects
Every day is the same shit
Where she waits for the pounds to drip
She is powerful and she herself is power
Cause nobody knows that she hasn’t eaten anything in more than 24 hours
She likes her friend
It’s been with her for a while
She finds comfort and understanding
But she is still alone
And that fits better with her program
Cause who would love an empty soul
Whose desire is to get more empty?
I ate a bit too much today after a week of only eating 300 kcal a day, im such a pig wtf
I need to maintain staying skinny AAAAAAA why did i listen to my boyfriend, he did this to me today
Watch me tomorrow eat nothing
Update: i am gonna eat tomorrow but 500 kcal max so that my body doesn't give up on me and i wanna function well when i see him friday
Ps: I'm already pretty skinny and he likes my body. Its just i wanna look good for myself but he doesn't get the way i think but that's just an ana thing ig
Love you peeps who relate this
This week i have to lose 5kg or else im gonna lose it. I havent been consistent anymore and the past 3days have been so high kcal i can't bare to live with it anymore
Im back in control over my body
Feeling: empowered
challenge 2000kcal in 5 days
who wants to join me doing a restriction challenge
i have planned out how to challenge me or you if you wanna try it out too
so in a spam of 5 days that you already ate and kept in a foodlog, see first if you haven’t eaten above 2000 kcal cuz try to stay under 2000 kcal in 5 days
i have already eaten 1445 kcal in 2 days which means i got 555kcal left to spread in 3 days
so now it’ll get interesting cuz then i only have 185 per day to consume but who says i need to eat in a day that’s the challenge
staying under budget is better
who else is interested in this can dm me for motivation to lose their appetites, just anything even if you are not doing my challenge you are welcome
we can help each other out
stay skinny luvs <3
I weighed myself today after so long
That made me trigger, i hate seeing numbers cuz they drive me crazy but that opened my motivation to lose more weight