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Sumn thinspo with my style đ
Say you got an ED without saying you got an ED:
Getting closer to my birthday which means getting closer to the first birthday party I planned and I feel so fucking ugly. Nothing looks good bc Iâm too average now. Iâm not thick n Iâm not skinny skinny Iâm just in the middle and I feel so fucking ugly. Iâm fat and skinny all at the same time and itâs fucking disgusting. I keep telling myself wait till my body is fully recovered but Jesus Christ this hurts so bad.
Coming back to relapse YALL đ¤Ş
Iâm gonna eat at a calorie deficit again, but I still wanna keep my ass so Iâll still be exercising my muscles for strength as well. Iâll try to take multi vitamins again too so I donât lose hair n go bald again. But Iâm gonna fast this weekend till the party, Iâll have to eat before the party so I donât get blacked out but enough to where I donât look so fucking disgusting. Iâm gonna go exercise soon. Itâs 3 AM. I just wanna be beautiful I wanna be perfect.
going to a little party tomorrow and trying to figure out what to wear. worried about how my face will look since Iâve gained weight and how my belly will look since I tend to wear tops cropped or tight clothes.
I noticed how much I worry how Iâll look weight wise when going to a party or out in general. When thatâd happen Iâd try to fast or restrict a lot heavily the day before and of and right now I canât stop thinking about fasting that day of. :(
Recovery feels great until you think of old days.
đ Autumn Th1nspø đ
My favorite th1nspø EVER. Forget abt summer, autumn is my ULTIMATE motivation. I miss looking dainty in over sized sweaters, now Iâm just a blob. I WILL lose all the weight I gained during recovery & be skinny for autumn.
pov: me purging after eating half a cupcake
Food Log: Aug. 4, 2024
Breakfast:
Half pita bread (138cal)
Ground beef (187cal)
Total: 325cal
Lunch:
Nothing
Total: 0cal
Dinner:
Peanut butter cup ice cream (210cal)
Powerade (142 cal)
Total: 352cal
Exercise:
Walking, 635 steps (19cal)
Total burned: 19cal
Todays total: 677 calories
Notes:
I broke my fast with todays foods. I regretted it but goddamn that meat n ice cream was good. I really wanted more of that ice cream. I also had ONE taki n it took everything in me not to fuck up the whole bag. But anyway Iâll try to have better organized food and get some exercise in as well plus more protein.
(27 grams of protein)
I keep restricting and then binging off n on and itâs getting on my fucking nerves. How am I supposed to get skinny if I keep eating. I think whatâs fucking with me more is I canât track my steps at all either.
Food Log: Sep. 3, 2024
Breakfast:
Nothing (0cal)
Total: 0cal
Lunch:
Half a cup of Cheddar curly fries potato corner (124cal)
Total: 124cals
Dinner:
Chicken breast (150cal)
Kraft Mac n cheese (360cal)
3 Nutella biscuit (212cal)
Total: 721cals
Todays total: 845 calories
Notes:
Didnât get a proper picture of the fries cup bc I was eating it in the car. My bf surprised me with dinner it was rlly sweet (that gravy looking thing is chic-fil-a sauce lol) I was rlly grateful but bummed bc I was doing rlly good restricting but heâs so sweet. I ended up getting full n couldnât finish some chicken breast n only finished the Mac n cheese. The Mac n cheese was so fucking good. I also got some fruit from my school so Iâll be eating that tmrw.
Food Log: Sep. 4, 2024
Breakfast:
Two altoids (10cal)
Total: 10cals
Lunch:
Nothing (0cal)
Total: 0cal
Dinner:
Upo ginesang with pork and shrimp (350cals)
1 cup white jasmine rice (180cals)
Total: 530cals
Snack:
Seven trolli gummy worms (27cal)
Cinnamon roll (150cal)
Total: 177cals
Todays total: 717 calories
Notes
My food looks super disorganized I hate it. The Upo is normally low in cals but bc I donât know the true amount of cals I just overestimated it. I havenât had my home food in so long it was nice eating it again. The cinnamon roll was rlly good there was a lot of frosting. Until I microwaved it n it got rlly liquidy n I got pissed off I just let my bf eat most of it. I didnât take a picture of the altoids sorry. Gummy worms were mid but it felt nice eating them with my bf. Overall burning n hot day this month is so fucking hot n itâs supposed to be fall UGHHHH.
Vampire Th111nspø đˇ
Lately Iâve been wearing sunglasses because of my stye, but sunglasses paired with my outfits make me feel like a vampire. (Iâm gothic irl) but bc of this, Iâve been getting more and more obsessed with vampires. Iâve always had the obsession with vampires and basically all hauntingly beautiful creatures like werewolves, ghouls, u name it, but this season enhances it a LOT more. Itâs the season of the muses, poets, and monsters.
Today I went to the gym for the first time Iâm literally so happy
I burned 400 calories itâs not that much but Iâm happy with it
Some of my favourite thinspo
Some thinspo for the tl
First time weighing myself after the binge a couple of days ago, and im back at it again thank god lol. BUT im still very teriffied for tge next 3 days like what do i do , i can't purge after every meal and i doubt ill be able to work out so like tf am i suppoesed to doooo??!??!?
I miss the early stages of my ed where i never even thought of bingeing, burned of every cal consumed, now i am just this big fat mess who cant resist food,like i binge twice a week now and cry about it all the time i hate myself and my nonexistent willpower i keep on gaining and droping the same 4 kg its so embarassing:/
Im kinda scared Im going home tommorow and i have to eat. Im scared it will turn into a binge. Gotta be careful,dont want to be fat again lol. Im gonna meal plan tonighttt