More Of My Favorite Th1nsp Cause I'm Struggling

More of my favorite th1nspø cause I'm struggling

I HATE that 4 of my families birthdays (including mine) is in June and July because the first time I ever binged, and what stopped my honeymoon phase was last year when I ate an entire sheet cake in 2 days on the first of those 4 birthday, so then I had to try to fight the urge to eat 3 more cake and more because they got like to cakes, and cupcakes, and cookies. Like I actually wanna cry just thinking about how terrible I'm gonna do, and that it's gonna ruin all my progress, and that I'm gonna gain another 10 pounds or something, and it's gonna start another series of binges.

I don't know if I should break my fast after school or keep going. Cause if I do then I'll be distracted and regretting it for 3 hours and if I don't then I'll be distracted and thinking about food for the 3 hours. Like it's a lose lose?? Idk what to do.

I work at a k-3 afterschool program and I probably look like a creep, but I'm just comparing my body to theirs and wishing my legs and arms were that tiny. I can't help it.

Happy Easter guys!! Remember to try to have fun, it can be a metabolism day

I hate my collarbone. I'm underweight, but they look thick and ugly, the opposite of dainty.