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I LOVE YOU Marisha fucking Ray

Like, does anyone else really want to sleep with [~ be fucked by] Ottohan Thull? I mean I’m glad that the bitch is dead but seriously what a woman

Ashley Johnson is feeling every second of C3 ep 65

Sexy, hench, urgent Laura Bailey knowing exactly what she wanted going into “can I kiss you?” is the only thing women should aspire to be.

Okay I’m watching FCG process the separation from Frida in Jrusar again and knowing what we know now my heart is breaking like the world is ending

“not everything has to be about lesbians” i mean true but

why limit ourselves

There’s just something about Exandria that makes real life women fall in love with each other.

Liliana owes Relvin Temult 16years worth of child support and I refuse to let that go

Autistic people should get time off of work when they develop a new special interest. Like maternity leave.

Watching Marisha and Laura after the tether conversation is something else. Marisha’s reflective fascination. Her little looks in Laura’s direction, her little smiles. Laura’s nervous body language, her twitchiness, her trembling; that anxious intoxication. They really gave space to Laudna and Imogen at the table and felt their feels and it shows.

"That's why you're my favourite "

GET IT OFF THE TABLE! context

They look like disappointed parents reading their kid’s report card

So basically imodna with Patte

isn’t it weird how toxic masculinity is still a thing when the aragorn/boromir forehead kiss should have obliterated it back in 2001

“Um people keep talking about imodna after their talk last episode but it felt really toxic and codependent to me?” Omg you’re so right girlie it was toxic and codependent and I want it to be even more so. I want it to devolve into absolute mess. I want them to be covered in the blood of their loved ones and hugging each other saying shit like “I love you anyway”. I want them to destroy each other with their love. I want one of them to die and the other to go full Delilah Briarwood to bring them back. I want them to do horrible things to protect each other. I also want them to get a lil cottage and bake some blueberry tarts and raise horses and have a garden and dance together to music Laudna is humming and be happy.

the parasocial relationship between you and the guy whose article you cite the most in your paper

“And I don’t think anybody should feel bad if they get diagnosed with a mental illness, ’cause it’s just information about you that helps you to know how to take better care of yourself.

“Being bipolar, there’s nothing wrong with it. Being bipolar is like not knowing how to swim. It might be embarrassing to tell people, and it might be hard to take you certain places. But they have arm floaties. And if you just take your arm floaties, you can go wherever the hell you want.

“And I know some of you are like, ‘But Taylor, what if people judge me for taking arm floaties?’ Well, those people don’t care if you live or die, so maybe who cares? Maybe fuck those people a little. I don’t know.”

Taylor Tomlinson, Look At You (2022)

Okay this whole time I’ve just kind of assumed that Imodna would go the way of BeauYasha and they would get their happy ending but that was dumb and naive and stupid of me because we’re going to get a Vax’leth aren’t we :(

I’m still thinking about the implications of “You would lie to me again, right, Laudna?”

lie? again? that word choice has to be deliberate; the last time Imogen accused Laudna of lying was another power struggle with Delilah. Imogen knows the rock wasn’t Laudna's fault. She knows Delilah took over to steal more power. and Imogen forgave Laudna for it. this time Imogen is asking if Laudna is telling the truth about Delilah's part in this. but the fact Imogen is asking suggests she actually doesn't believe Laudna about the rock. or maybe Bor'dor.

it's such a strange move for someone who knows how deeply upset Laudna was/is about previous incidents. what’s worse is Laudna is kind of lying this time. her motivations are to better protect the people she cares about, but does it matter if she's feeding back into Delilah's power cycle? Imogen has already made her disgust well-known. are dubiously good intentions enough?

Laudna knows what happens when Imogen thinks she's lying: Imogen rejects her. she'll storm off and leave Laudna alone with Delilah, and Laudna can’t deal with that right now. neither can anyone else. apparently the fate of Exandria/Predathos relies on Laudna keeping Imogen grounded. so if Imogen leaves her, it seems like the rest of the world will go too.

other people have said this better than I will here, but every time there's an imodna conversation, I start hearing noises about the their relationship being codependent, unhealthy.

and, look, yeah, individually? they're mentally unhealthy. they are! they're fucked up and traumatized and trying to hold on long enough to get to the other side and each of them individually struggling to believe that's even possible.

but their relationship? how much they love each other? how much of a harbor they try to be for each other, how they do their best to help each other, steady each other, even while they're grappling with their own shit in ways that make that really really hard?

of course they're not always gonna get it exactly right. sometimes, one of them—both of them—needs support. needs reassurance. needs their partner to be there for them.

two fucked up people are never gonna have a relationship where they both behave perfectly, healthily, every time. (in fact, no relationship is gonna have that, but that's neither here nor there.) they won't have a relationship that's all sunny skies and calm waters, not until they can calm their own storms.

but they can give each other the space to be both fucked up and loved. to promise to hold each other's hand while they do what they need to do to get through it, and to promise that there is something on the other side. that it's worth fighting to get to it together.

needing each other isn't inherently codependent. and loving someone who's struggling isn't toxic.

and there's so, so much love.

Girl dinner

"and if you let me go im gone" normal sapphic attachment levels from miss imogen