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Isnt It Amazing?

Isn’t it Amazing?

Isn’t it amazing, That after four whole years, I still light up when I see you?

Isn’t it amazing, That even when the day is at the worst it can be, You still make it the best one yet?

Isn’t it amazing, After almost half a decade, We’ve never had anything to fight about?

After four whole years, Five if you count before that forgotten date, That one I think we said was in May,

I still cross that bridge, Walk down those stairs, And light up like the stars you compared me to.

When we sit, And you eat the same lunch and I swallow the same nothing, I still surround myself in every word you say.

My face still hurts from smiling so hard, My brain is still smothered by every thought of you, My skin aches for another feeling of you.

When we walk our separate ways for the day, I still reach out my hand for you, And regret ever letting you go.

I still want to hold you forever, I still want to laugh over dumb little things, I still want to see you, day after day.

Isn’t that amazing? (This poem is talking about a different person than the two posted before it just so you know.) 

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(Thank you to Yuki Sylmaer to writing an amazing work and allowing me to make a blackout poem out of it!)


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