Why Do I Keep B!ng!ng Like To A Point When I Feel S!k (like Oh My God I Dont Even Want To Know How Much

Why do i keep b!ng!ng like to a point when i feel s!€k🤒🤢😖 (like oh my god i dont even want to know how much €aI0r!€$ that was i would r!p my ha!r out😍)

I need to feel s!ck from $tarv!ng not from €at!ng s0 mu€h like 0!nk 0!nk🐷

This wont get me to a b0dy i want i need to lock in for october!!

(Also i would appreciate some m€an$p0 in comments thankss)

I hate and love being tall girl. I could never drop to 35kg because i would probably die, i hate that i will probably never see that number. I lost around 7kg and there is 0 change, if i was short 7kg would be big diffrence :/ But at the same time i will look more like a sick dying stick being tall :D

FU€K THIS M3NTAL ILLNE$$ IM DEVOURING THIS SUSHI

3ating di$order? NAH IM EATING THIS ORDER

Please brain let me have a dream tonight where im underweight and light and people love me and me validate me <3

Shool starts soon so it will be easier to $tarv€<3

I want to see how skinny i can get until my birthday