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ate some chipotle and i can't fucking throw it up fml. i keep trying but NOTHING. this js means i'm skipping dinner n drinking 0 cal energy drink smh
Good morning empty stomach, welcome thinness! 𖥔 ࣪ ˖ 🤍🦌🩰
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TW: this is my own personal blog. I am not glorifying anything. Please don’t copy my behaviour. If you are a minor, please do not interact with me in any way, I won’t be comfortable with it.
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I woke up at 6 am today, no alarm, but naturally. I don’t feel 100% rested, yet I feel alive and energetic. I am bout to do my skincare and workout. It’s crazy how fasting makes me more productive and energetic than anything else. Is it just me? Anyway. I am already seeing results! My wrists are getting thinner again. I am getting more and more excited about this journey, I don’t even feel hunger because of my motivation! 🏋🏼♀️
Background story since this is my first post: I was sent into a rehab and forced to gain weight. I gained it just to escape that hospital. I was skinny when I entered. At home (After 8 months) I weighed myself and I was devastated….. My antidepressants also made me gain weight so I stopped taking them and I am already losing weight like it’s nothing.
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Update: lunch. 🍽️ ⊹ ᨘ໑.
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TW: I do not glorify any mental illnesses/disorders. This is my journey, please do not follow anything I do. If you’re a minor, don’t interact, please. I won’t feel comfortable. I am pro recovery but not yet ready for that step.
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I skipped breakfast and did some cardio, I felt very lightheaded and dizzy so, I haven’t done much: Some stairs and a lot of walking. I’ve burnt 330 calories in total. I feel nauseous after eating so much, even if I ate very slowly.
LUNCH~ 220-255°calories
-two pieces of cottage cheese, not measured but not more than four bites. Very good.
-cherry tomatoes
-one rice cake (extra low calorie version)
water drank until now: 1.5 L
🩰 ּ ﹗ ˖ ་ 💭 !! I tried calculating them accurately but, I’m still pretty much training my eye at the moment. The food description wasn’t so clear, especially the cheese since it was very fresh and organic. The only thing with a clear description was the rice cake, 35 calories each.
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I have a love hate relationship with my arms and hands. I never feel like they are skinny enough. I had waaay better hands before “recovering” at the start of the year. (•᷄ࡇ•᷅)
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Morning sunshines ¸𓏲࣪ ˚.꒷
TW: I do not glorify any mental illnesses/disorders. This is my journey, please do not follow anything I do. If you’re a minor, don’t interact, please. I won’t feel comfortable. I am pro recovery but not yet ready for that step.
Skincare done, shower done and… my favourite part: scented body creams and body moisturisers!! The best thing ever. I love my pale and soft skin. 🤍
I had half a peach for breakfast, didn’t weigh it though. Oof, So I don’t know the calories exactly but I feel so good! Yesterday I only had a rice cake with egg whites, then refreshing cold water with lemon and fresh mint leaves from my garden!⊹ ִֶָ✧ 🧸
Coffee and cigarettes taste better after a fast🧸🎀
you guys i went to the mall today for fnaf and the place was packed with ppl my age and everyone was SO PRETTY AND SKINNY😭 literally irl thinspo all around me fr
like i wore a dress and makeup today and regretted it so bad cus i couldn't stop thinking of the "lipstick on a pig" quote...
also a group of ppl my age openly pointed at me and laughed as i walked by like help???
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BMI low, Grades high
I want to be so skinny, that I can wear kids clothes
Me checking the calories on every food wrapper:
I will be loveable.
Even if it isn't by her. Even if it isn't right now. I will be loveable. She will adore me. She does adore me. She will adore my body. Be worried about me and completely dedicated to me. Only me. Only want me. My body.
I don't really know what kind of girl I am
It doesn't matter whether or not I think I'm disordered. It doesnt matter if I want to be skinny or not. It doesn't matter if I think I'm unloveable fat because I just keep eating. I'm like a dog. I treat myself like garbage when I eat. I am doing so well I have to stay consistent. And if I keep acting like nothing I do matter then I have nothing. Everything I do matters. Writting this matters. If I think I'm disordered I gotta fucking act like it. If I think I am skinny I gotta fucking act like it. I can't be so quick to throw myself to temptations. I have to grow an idea of self control. I have to be the control. I am the control. The only one who choses to bother my coworkers for food is me. The only one who allows myself to think about food is me. I have to be better. Be the girl the world deserves. Be the girl my wife deserves. Be the person I deserve.
I'm a girl not a dog.
I'm a girl not a pig.
I'm a girl not a garbage disposal.
I'm a girl not a glutton.
why i need to stay consistent in october
•halloween
•can't look good in a costume unless your thin
•you don't want your girlfriend to think your ugly
•you don't want to be embarrassed when someone pulls out these photos
•don't you want to eat you halloween candy and not look like a hog
•don't you want to look the best
the most important responsibility i have is losing weight the most important responsibility i have i losing weight the most important responsibility i have is losing weight the most important responsibility i have is losing weight the most important responsibility i have is losing weight the most important responsibility i have is losing weight the most important responsibility i have is losing weight the most important responsibility i have is losing weight the most important responsibility i have is losing weight