Post-battle Achilles Bounding Over To His Bf In The Aftermath Of The Death And Destruction Hed Wreaked,

post-battle achilles bounding over to his bf in the aftermath of the death and destruction he’d wreaked, running immediately to the one man he prayed could absolve him of it, perhaps ​ the only tether to his humanity left in those days. and when he’d finish kissing pat & holding him with those bloodied hands he’d always pull back, guilty, ashamed. ‘i’m sorry,’ he’d say, but before he could even finish the short phrase, patroclus would be there, kissing the words away; calloused hands in his bloody ones, telling him ‘it’s okay,’ before leading him to the river where they’d then bathe together.

fanfic where they both turn into coniferous trees. mutual pining

THIS IS SO PRETTY AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHH

I wanted to experiment a little with the light and took some sketch for it. Well, and the clouds too. Using references gives a lot but I don't always want to. I miss drawing the sky but I don't have any ideas for that for now.

Oh you can absolutely have it. I'm gonna have it too, thanks :D

Imagine if Achilles & Patroclus hadn’t left Pyrrhus with Deimedia and Thetis. Imagine if instead Patroclus had adopted him & they had taken him to the war with them.

And then when they arrive to the war everyone is like: “Great the best Greek soldier is here!” And they look up and it’s this gigantic, intimidating guy cradling a baby in his arms.

And when Achilles goes to the war, Patroclus babysits the kid & Pyrrhus grows up with no idea that he’s not technically related to Patroclus. And everyone is really confused as to where the kid did come from, until Pyrrhus gets his hands on a sword and there’s no doubt it’s Achilles’ son. But even if he’s not Patroclus’ kid, Pyrrhus has his kindness.

Pyrrhus becomes the legion’s mascot and everyone just cheers up when they see him. He’s got a whole army of godfathers who are all desperately trying to win the war because they want this kid to grow up away from the war. He’s got uncle Ajax who likes to take him to the sea & teach him to swim, uncle Odysseus who teaches him about the world that’s out there and uncle Chiron who hasn’t met him yet, but would undoubtedly be delighted to meet him.

And Achilles doesn’t turn bitter anymore, because he’s got a son that he wants to be a great example too. So really, they saved Pyrrhus, but Pyrrhus also saved them because Patroclus never has to go to the war instead of Achilles and Achilles never has to grieve Patroclus.

And truly I just made this up because I can’t deal with the actual ending, so let me have this please

Me, getting a new thing to hyperfixate on, after a long sad void :)

Me, going to the fandoms' tags to see multiple posts about how bad it is :(

i thought this was a good omens post