Monsoon Rains.

Monsoon rains.

Nostalgia must be one of the feelings I've been feeling a lot lately. It ranks high up, close to boredom and longing.

Contradicting the common connection between heavy rains and depressing situations, I realised I have few of the best memories during them.

The earliest one must be when I was 15, our school was almost flooded. The water rose up to my knees. Me and my friends held hands and we waddled through the water as we walked home, they were friends I grew up with. It was very funny at the moment and we were all laughing loud, for once feeling no insecurity. We were all drenched head to toe, but it sure was one of the most happiest moments that year.

Then the next one was when I was 16 and I was waiting in school for our bus. I was new to my school and a few senior students were with me. The rain was beautiful that day, my school had a lot of trees. Me, my new friend and my two seniors (who I miss now) ran around in the rain, building to building. It was crazy. Probably one of the best crazy fun I've had. We had to hide from our teachers, it was exciting!

The next one was also when I was 16 (you can see I had a blast that year). Me and one of my seniors (she's much more than a senior though, a sister, a friend) were to catch a city bus. The whole bus stop was flooded, a shoe and a little comb floating in the water till my calf, it was disgusting.The only thing that got me through that was I had someone with me. Me and her kept laughing at the ridiculousness of the situation as we got on the bus. I remember her laughing so much at the faces I made as we waddled through. Beautiful memories, really

This Vlive 🥺

I love him so much 🥺

I adore this tiny journal note I made and hope to film some good videos this week. Wishing my furure self cooperates with it.

So, college.. *sighs* why did I want to come to college from school anyway?

I struggled so much to take this with the sky.

categorizing your jikook hugs for your convenience

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Every professor is like "Woah! We had good classes.. hopefully we meet you soon. Bye."

I just feel crushed, a lil sad?

I didn't feel any of what happened..

It's a confusing time