So I Play Clarinet And THE GOOD REED Just Broke... Do I Have A Viking Funeral For It Or Some Shit???

So I play clarinet and THE GOOD REED just broke... Do I have a viking funeral for it or some shit??? This is THE good reed!!! None of the others hit the same... Do I make a sacrifice to the reed gods??? Do I sell my soul or some shit???

I'm a stupid pre T trans masc, of course I'm not plucking out that one weird ass chin hair I have, even though it's stupid and kinda nasty

I'm just sad bc I'm realizing I'm not scary

I always wanna tell myself that I'm a cool, scary little emo boy. But in reality, I'm an absolute golden retriever boy and a sweetheart, who happens to be emo... Today, I drove to the store to buy myself a soda on the way home, and I bought a $6 box of girl scout cookies... I'M A FUCKING SUCKER!!! I'M A BROKE ASS UNEMPLOYED TEEN WHO JUST SPENT HALF OF THEIR NON-EMERGENCY SPENDING MONEY ON COOKIES BC I'M A SUCKER! I DON'T EVEN LIKE KIDS, I THINK THEY'RE STICKY AND ANNOYING!!! I'M JUST A SUCKER AND WANTED TO BE NICE!!! I have a whole box of cookies to myself now though, so I'm not too mad.

Trying to draw Angel and Husk in "Loser, Baby" in that scene with them sitting together under Husk's umbrella... WHY TF IS ANGEL SO FUCKING HARD TO DRAW!?!!!?

Update: AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!

Why tf is "Loser, Baby" my comfort song now!? I was feeling like shit so I watched the music video and feel weirdly better... Like, at this point, don't hug me and say it'll be okay, call me a loser, say that you're one too, and dance with me!

Why tf am I so sentimental about my rental sax!? I got my own alto sax recently, before I was renting one for like, a full year now. Sunday is the anniversary. Like, it was a shitty horn, came with missing screws, but that was MY shitty horn! His name is Alberto! He kinda had bad tone and some missing screws, but we went to a parade together! We've traveled, we've soloed, and we've marched together! We played together for my first jam session! I told myself not to get too attached, but I did! Goodbye Alberto, we've done some crazy shit together, and I hope your next player loves you as much as I did! ♥️♥️♥️